Sunday, March 22, 2026

The Fifth Sunday in Lent, March 22, 2026

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY

Br. Bernard Delcourt, OHC

The Fifth Sunday in Lent, March 22, 2026

Today’s gospel is, at its heart, about the act of believing. In John’s gospel, belief is never a noun, never a static possession to be stored away. It is always a verb — a living, active, ongoing commitment to who Jesus is and what God is doing through him. And in the raising of Lazarus, that act of believing is brought to its most dramatic test.

Let us begin with what is perhaps the most startling detail in this long passage: Jesus deliberately delays. He receives the urgent message from Mary and Martha — “Lord, he whom you love is ill” — and he stays two days longer where he is. He is not indifferent. We are told plainly that he loved Martha and her sister and Lazarus. Yet he waits.

Why? He tells us himself: “This illness does not lead to death; rather it is for God’s glory, so that the Son of God may be glorified through it.” And then, almost shockingly, “For your sake I am glad I was not there, so that you may believe.”

God’s timing is not our timing. The delay is not abandonment. It is, in fact, preparation — an invitation to a deeper believing than the disciples, Martha, and Mary had yet imagined possible.

Martha meets Jesus on the road. Her words are grief-stricken but also theologically precise: “Lord, if you had been here, my brother would not have died. But even now I know that God will give you whatever you ask of him.” Even now. There is a faith clinging to life in those two words, even though the rawness of her loss.

Jesus responds with what is, in John’s gospel, the climax of his great “I am” sayings. There are seven of them in this gospel — seven, the number of completeness and divine fullness in the scriptures. “I am the bread of life.” “I am the light of the world.” “I am the good shepherd.” And now, here at the tomb, the seventh and final declaration: “I am the resurrection and the life.”

This is the summit. In the Bible’s symbolic language, seven signifies wholeness, a finished work. These seven “I am” sayings together constitute Jesus’ complete self-revelation as the human face of divine fullness. And the resurrection and the life is the fullest revelation of all: Jesus is not merely a prophet who speaks of life, nor a healer who restores health. He is the very source and substance of life itself.

Notice, too, where this declaration falls in the sequence of Jesus’ seven signs — his miraculous works in John’s gospel. The first sign was the turning of water into wine at Cana (John 2:1–11), a quiet, almost hidden act of abundance at a wedding feast. The signs grew in scope from there: healing the official’s son, the paralyzed man, feeding five thousand, walking on water, giving sight to the blind. Each sign pointed beyond itself to the glory and identity of God’s Son.

And now the seventh sign: the raising of Lazarus. The climax of the signs matches the climax of the “I am” sayings. Both sequences find their fullness here, in this moment, before this tomb. It is as if the whole of John’s gospel has been building to this point: the demonstration that Christ holds sovereignty over death itself.

Martha understands resurrection. She believes in it. “I know that he will rise again in the resurrection on the last day,” she says. She has the theology right. She knows the tradition, the hope of Israel. But Jesus gently reorients her: resurrection and life are not only a future promise for the end of time. They are a present reality, standing right in front of her.

This is one of the most important correctives in the New Testament. We Christians are indeed a resurrection people — we live in hope of the life to come. Jesus himself promises in John 6:40: “This is the will of him that sent me, that everyone which sees the Son, and believes in him, may have everlasting life: and I will raise him up at the last day.” That promise is real and sure.

But the raising of Lazarus insists that God’s power to bring life out of death is not only reserved for the final judgment. It is available here. Now. In the midst of grief and stench and stone-sealed tombs. God is already in the business of resurrection. Our dead places do not have to wait for eternity to come alive.

Then comes one of the most tender moments in all of scripture. Mary falls at Jesus’ feet, weeping. The crowd weeps with her. And Jesus — the one who is the resurrection and the life, the one who already knows what he is about to do — is “greatly disturbed in spirit and deeply moved.” And then: “Jesus wept.”

The shortest verse in the Bible. And one of the most profound.

The crowd says, “See how he loved him.” But there is more being said in those tears than personal grief over a friend. The Son of God weeps in the face of death. He does not remain aloof from human sorrow. He enters into it. He who is the resurrection and the life allows himself to be undone by the weight of mortality, by the tears of those he loves.

In the passion narrative we are now approaching, in Holy Week, this same Christ will enter his own death. The Lazarus story is a manifest prefiguration of what is to come: the death of Jesus and the new life that will burst from the sealed tomb on Easter morning. Lazarus comes out still bound in his burial cloths. Jesus will leave his burial cloths behind, neatly folded.

But before the miracle, there is resistance. Martha, still grieving and perhaps frightened, protests when Jesus orders the stone removed: “Lord, already there is a stench because he has been dead four days.” It is an entirely reasonable objection. There is no good reason to open that tomb. There is nothing left inside but death.

Jesus says: “Did I not tell you that if you believed, you would see the glory of God?”

This is the shape of faith in John’s gospel. We do not first see the glory and then believe. We believe, and then we see. Faith is not the reward that follows evidence. It is the posture that opens our eyes to the evidence that is already there. The stone has to be moved before Lazarus can come out. And sometimes, we have to be willing to roll away the stone before we know what God will do next.

What are the sealed tombs in our lives? What are the places that have been shut, that stink of old death, that we have stopped approaching because there is surely nothing left there worth hoping for? A relationship that ended badly. A vocation that collapsed. A grief we cannot seem to get through. A part of ourselves we have buried because it hurt too much to keep alive.

The God who raised Lazarus is the God who stands before those sealed places in our lives and says: take away the stone.

Not because we have it all figured out. Not because we are certain of what will happen. But because the one who calls himself the resurrection and the life is present, and he is not finished with us yet.

In John 20:29, after the resurrection, Jesus says to Thomas — the same Thomas who here at the Lazarus story said, “let us also go, that we may die with him” — “Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have come to believe.” That word is addressed to us too. We have not seen the raising of Lazarus with our own eyes. We have not watched the stone rolled away or heard the voice cry out. But we are invited into the same act of believing that John’s entire gospel exists to evoke.

We are a resurrection people not because we have all the answers about what comes next. We are a resurrection people because we have staked our lives on the one who says “I am the resurrection and the life” — and who has shown us, in Lazarus, in his own rising, and in countless small resurrections in human lives across twenty centuries, that this is true.

So today, as we enter the final stretch of Lent and turn our faces toward Jerusalem, let us ask ourselves: Where do I need to hear the voice of Christ calling me out of the tomb? Where is God asking me to take away the stone, even when I am afraid of what I might smell when I do?

The resurrection and the life are not waiting for the end of time. He is here. He is calling. And he says to us, as he said to those standing around Lazarus: “Unbind him and let him go.”

Amen.



Thursday, March 19, 2026

The Feast of Saint Joseph, March 19, 2026

Holy Cross MonasteryWest Park, NY

Br. Francis Beckham, OHC

Saint Joseph, March 19, 2026

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May the words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart be acceptable to you, O God, my Creator and my Sustainer. Amen.

Among the many rites and ceremonies contained in the Book of Common Prayer is a service of Thanksgiving for the Birth or Adoption of a Child (page 439). As envisioned in the Prayer Book, “the parents, with other members of the family, should come to the church to be welcomed by the congregation and to give thanks to God.” The book further states that, “it is desirable that this takes place at a Sunday service,” such as the Eucharist or morning prayer.

In the section concerning adoption, there is a moment where the priest, holding or taking the child by the hand, gives the child to the parents, saying:

“As God has made us his children by adoption and grace, may you receive [this child] as your own son or daughter.”

The service concludes with a Trinitarian blessing over the family, part of which bids, “May God the Son, who sanctified a home at Nazareth, fill you with love.”

With these relatively few words and simple gestures, the Church publicly affirms, celebrates, and blesses the bonds of family in a profoundly sacramental sense. A child, begotten and beloved by God, is entrusted to people with whom they may or may not share a biological bond, to be nurtured, protected, taught, and – above all, loved – in no less than the very same way in which God loves. Here, an adoption ends and a family begins.

I think this beautiful little ceremony models quite well how God desires all of us to treat one another, regardless of whether we’ve ever adopted or been adopted in the usual sense. And I also think it really captures the faithfulness of Saint Joseph in his role as Jesus’ earthly adopted dad. Although the gospels don’t record any of Joseph’s words, their accounts of his, Mary’s, and Jesus’ family life – and certainly of Jesus’ adult life and ministry – speak volumes about how much he accepted and loved Jesus as his own child.

From Saint Matthew’s gospel, which we heard at Matins this morning, we know Joseph was a righteous man. That is, he was committed to living the way he believed God wants us to. So, when he found out Mary was going to have a child who wasn’t his, he sat down and had a good, long think about the best way to proceed. On the one hand, Joseph knew he needed to honor the law, but on the other hand he genuinely wanted to spare Mary from shame and suffering. A quiet separation seemed like the best way to go, until an angel reassured him that all would be well, and he should still marry her and raise the child as his own. And we know from various gospel accounts that Joseph did indeed take the angel’s command, as well as his parental role, very seriously. There was the Nativity, in which Joseph went to great lengths in difficult circumstances to find a safe place for Mary to give birth to Jesus; then there was the flight into Egypt, a perilous journey Joseph undertook to protect his family from Herod’s murderous violence; there was also the Presentation, in which he and Mary brough Jesus to the temple to fulfill the law, and where Jesus was recognized by people who were expectantly awaiting Israel’s messiah. And then, of course, there was the family’s annual trip back to Jerusalem for the Passover.

In today’s story from Saint Luke’s gospel, we find the Holy Family making one of these yearly Passover pilgrimages. Presumably, this had become pretty routine for them by this point, and so Joseph and Mary feel comfortable letting Jesus – now twelve years old and, religiously at least, an adult – travel in the company of his friends and siblings while they walk with the other grownups. When they finally realize Jesus isn’t in the group, they do what most parents would: initially freak out (probably) and immediately begin backtracking. Their exhaustive searching eventually leads to the Finding in the Temple, where they’re stunned to discover Jesus engaging with the teachers.

Mary, understandably, confronts their son, telling him how much anxiety this has caused her and Joseph. It’s in this line, I think, where we come about as close as we can to hearing Joseph actually speak. While we don’t know exactly what words he used, we know he was a worried, panicked parent. Whatever any of us thinks we’d say in a similar situation, Joseph probably said it, too. I really wonder what went through Joseph’s and Mary’s heads when Jesus responds, basically, that it’s no big deal and they obviously should’ve known where he’d be anyway. I can imagine Joseph thinking, if not actually saying, “Oh, I know exactly where you need to be, mister! At home! With your mother and me! In Nazareth!”

Whatever the exchange, it seems Joseph and Mary’s relief at finding Jesus far outweighs any anger they may have been feeling and, with Mary treasuring all these things in her heart, the three return to their home in Nazareth, where Jesus would spend the rest of his youth “increasing in wisdom and in years, and in divine and human favor.”

This is the last we really hear about Joseph. Scholars figure he probably died by the time we meet Jesus again in his early thirties more than a decade later, as he begins getting ready for his public ministry. But while Joseph may have been physically out of the picture, I think his influence remains present as ever.

I suspect it’s there in the way Jesus gathers his own adopted family of disciples. I also think we catch glimpses of Joseph whenever Jesus shows mercy to people society doesn’t think deserve it, like the Gerasene man afflicted by demons or the woman about to be stoned for adultery. He heals and corrects, but he doesn’t condemn – and I’ll bet he learned that from Joseph, a person we know was both genuinely righteous before the law and profoundly caring toward others. And then there’s Jesus with the little children; and when he calls anyone who does the will of God in Heaven his family. And let us not forget his great priestly prayer in chapter seventeen of Saint John’s gospel, where Jesus makes intercession for all of us (yes, that includes you, me, and everyone else, ever) before God, whom he is completely comfortable relating to as a son, as if he really knows from experience what it’s like to talk with a truly loving father. Then, at last, on the cross, when Jesus tells Mary and John that they’re nothing less than mother and son, and to take care of one another. I think in all these instances, and many more, we feel the far-reaching effects of Joseph’s parental faithfulness toward Jesus.

Much is often made of Joseph’s royal lineage, both in the readings for Christmas and today’s feast, as well as in the substantial popular devotion millions have had toward him over the centuries. But I really think it’s his faithfulness to honoring God by doing what was best for Jesus and Mary (and probably many others) that matters most of all. And that’s good news for the rest of us. Regardless of where we come from, what our socio-economic backgrounds are, or who we’re related to by blood, Saint Joseph shows us that we can – and do! – have a positive influence in the world simply by treating others with the same dignity and love God has for all of us. And in times such as these, that’s more important than ever.

Perhaps it’s worth reflecting on the Saint Josephs in each of our lives: those people who, despite not necessarily having to, nevertheless have chosen at some point or another to accept us as we are, to ‘adopt’ us in a very true sense. These could, of course, be parents who have literally adopted us into their families, as well as teachers, mentors, friends, ministers, co-workers, and even bosses. For me, my first supervisor comes to mind, as well as older and more experienced friends I’ve had over the years who welcomed me into their homes and social circles and made real efforts to support me as I began discovering who I was and how I could best fit in with the world around me. I’m both indebted to and grateful for these Saint Josephs. The wisdom they’ve shared and the lessons they’ve taught remain with me today, and they do have a very real influence on how I’ve come to know and approach God, as well as how I engage with and pray for others.

The story of Saint Joseph is one of loving faithfulness and accountability – both to God, and to others – as well as an example each of us is invited to follow. With the words quoted earlier from the Prayer Book in mind, may we, like Joseph, freely welcome Jesus in all whom God sends our way. And may we all, in supporting and caring for one another, come to fully see ourselves as members of God’s one Holy Family, created out of love and called to increase in wisdom and in years, and in human and divine favor, together. Amen.

Monday, March 16, 2026

The Fourth Sunday in Lent, March 15, 2026

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY
Br. Daniel Hansknecht, OHC

The Fourth Sunday in Lent, March 15, 2026


In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.

“Jesus said, ‘I came into this world for judgement so that those who do not see may see, and those who do see may become blind.’”

When the Pharisees overhear this, they ask Jesus the question: “Surely we are not blind, are we?”; simultaneously posing the question and suggesting the answer. But if they assume the answer, why ask at all?

One possibility is because there are no good answers. The Pharisees are wary of Jesus, and this guarded perspective makes his statement come across as rather ominous. Either they are currently blind (a designation whose negative stigmas pervade today’s reading), or they do see and this reversal of fortunes will make them blind! More metaphorically, they might find Jesus insinuating revolutionary thoughts, with the rise of the lowly and casting down of the powerful.

Jesus’s response suggests to me that the very nature of their question was faulty. Notably, he doesn’t answer it outright. Instead of stating his own opinion, Jesus implies that their presumption of knowing the answer itself determined the answer. “Now that you say, ‘We see,’ your sin remains.” I can envision the opposite scenario where the Pharisees ask more humbly, “Are we blind?” and Jesus says, “It is good that you ask, ‘Are we blind?’ for it is through such questions that God’s works might be revealed.”

Returning to the actual text, it seems like Jesus and the Pharisees are having two separate, albeit overlapping, conversations. The Pharisees, by their words and actions, are focused on concerns of the world. They believe sin to be something external; a modifier which determines our fate and status, even from birth, in the same way that luck, happiness, and good fortune signify God’s good graces. As figures of religious authority, they care about the status quo. They care more about the letter of the law, the Law of Moses, than the spirit of the law, whose purpose is to embetter the lives of the Israelites who follow it. It is out of fear of usurpation, the fear that their role in society is being taken from them, that they focus so heavily on the granular details of the blind man’s recovery; anything they can grab onto to shake the power of Jesus’s ministry.

Conversely, Jesus speaks and acts out of concern for the world. His time with us is limited, and, as he said to his disciples earlier, “As long as I am in the world, I am the light of the world.” What does it mean to be the light of the world? I think it is telling that the very next line of text describes the physical preparations which Jesus takes to facilitate the healing of the blind man; the Gospeler going so far as to explicitly mention that Jesus’s actions immediately follow those words. To be the light of the world is to cast out the darkness that blinds us.

As Christians and followers of The Way, we are expected to emulate Jesus. Jesus is the light of the world, and we are children of light. But how do we follow up on actions that are so miraculous? I don’t know about you, but if I spat on the ground, made mud, then rubbed it into some poor soul’s face, I don’t think they’d worship me afterwards. So, I think we’re going to have to be a bit more creative.

Let’s start by breaking down our terms; make them a bit more practicable. What does it mean to be blind? What does it mean to cast out darkness, to be light?

By various definitions, it wouldn’t be inaccurate to say that I am blind. I need glasses. I get into trouble when you start mixing Red with other colors. In other ways too. I know for a fact that I have been blind; and foolish; and clumsily ignorant. And, perhaps unsurprisingly, blind to my own blindness. More broadly speaking, I’d say that the things that blind us are anything that narrows, or cuts off, our vision: adrenaline, fear, lack of oxygen…and, funnily enough, light itself! The very thing that grants us our vision can also strip us of it.

So, what’s the difference between light which illuminates and light which blinds? I would say, acclimation. Have any of you ever hankered for food in the middle of the night? You go down to the kitchen, open the fridge, and are suddenly blinded by the light it emits? Well, the fridge wasn’t trying to blind you! Under normal circumstances, the fridge-lights do their job and make visible the cold recesses of its interior. Or, as Paul says to the Ephesians, “everything exposed by the light becomes visible.” You set yourself up for blindness by wandering around in the dark.

With that in mind, let’s go back and look at my first quote of the day. “Jesus said, ‘I came into this world for judgement so that those who do not see may see, and those who do see may become blind.’” At first blush, this seems to be a 2-step plan: step 1) heal the blind, then step 2) blind those with sight. Now, however, I’m inclined to think that these are both actually the joined outcomes of a singular action: being the light of the world. Jesus has set himself on this path — teaching, healing, flipping tables — and here he spells out the consequences of this path: both the blinding emotions of fear and anger amongst those threatened by him, and the empowering enlightenment of those he helps along the way.

So, again, what are we supposed to do? Paul advises that we, “Take no part in the unfruitful works of darkness, but instead expose them.” Great – that’s a first step. But for me, it doesn’t give the specific set of directions that I’m looking for. But don’t worry, good people! I, like Jesus, also have a 2-step plan which might end up being a 1-step plan.

Step 1) See with the eyes of your heart.

To give credit where credit is due, Step 1 once more comes from Paul. Although we didn’t hear it today, the following passage is taken from that same Letter to the Ephesians: “with the eyes of your heart enlightened, you may perceive what is the hope to which [God] has called you…” This kind of sight is different from our day-to-day vision. It involves, by means of strong empathy and vulnerability, opening our hearts to all of the most impassioned emotions in the world around us: all of the rage, the terror, the desperation, the longing, the fascination, the zeal, the love. We open ourselves to the oncoming waves of these emotions, not to combat them, not to subdue them, or even to agree with them. We open our hearts so that we may see them; these invisible, intangible, sometimes ephemeral aspects of ourselves that our eyes cannot see. We see them with our hearts, and we grant them the dignity of acknowledging their existence as they are. This is the first step to loving anything or anyone: seeing them for who they actually are.

Step 2) Fight against fear.

The 1st verse of Psalm 27 has been on my mind while writing and preparing this homily. It says, “The Lord is my light and my salvation — whom then shall I fear?” As I mentioned earlier, fear is one of the ways we blind ourselves, focusing our attention on just the source of our fear at the cost of everything in our peripheral. As an emergency tool, fear is great; it keeps us alive. But when we hold onto fear, when we live in fear, that’s when we get into trouble. As somebody famous once said, “Fear is the path to the dark side. Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to suffering.”

Repeatedly throughout the Bible, you’ll hear the angels say, “Do not be afraid.” They  have to say this because angels are terrifying! Their sudden appearance, their supernatural nature, and their radiancy shake those who encounter them. But the reason they say this is because, as messengers of God, they have important things to say; things they are worried you will not hear unless you calm down. And so, we fight against fear so that we can be receptive to the will of God.

The reason I believe this 2-step plan is actually a 1-step plan is because I intend it to be cyclical: never ending, as one leads into the other. An Ouroboros of God’s love shaping itself in our lives. In that same way, we could also expand it into a 4-step plan: Step 1) Fight against your own fear, Step 2) See others with empathy and love, Step 3) Teach others to combat their fears, Step 4) Empower the whole world to see with its collective heart.

In conclusion, let me practice what I preach. Please know, genuinely, that I see you. I love you. And I wish for you to go and do likewise. Amen.

Sunday, March 8, 2026

The Third Sunday in Lent, March 8, 2026

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY

Br. Bruno Santana, OHC

“Domine, da mi hi aquam” ( Lord, give me water)

Today is the third Sunday of Lent and is International Women’s Day. In our gospel today a woman plays a very important rule and, I want to bring some important women in the church history and in the monastic life to help us in our reflections.

When I was in college in Spain, between my colleagues we always had biblical and theological discussions and questions and preparing this homily came to my mind the question about the Samaritan women, about her name. We know from tradition that her name was St. Photina. The first one that recognize Jesus as the Messiah.

Most of you left your home and come here to our monastery to a centering prayer retreat, personal retreat, came to mass and others to become a monk like my brothers and myself. We all came here because there is a desire for God in us. I want to invite you to be aware of, to recognize the desire for God that is present in you, in your heart, inside us, in the depths of our being.

I believe that you heard about Saint Teresa D’avila about prayer. (1515–1582), a Spanish Carmelite nun, mystic. In her autobiography, The Book of Her Life (30:19), she says: 

“Oh, how many times do I recall the living water that the Lord told the Samaritan woman about! And so, I am very fond of that gospel passage. Thus, it is, indeed, that from the time I was a little child, without understanding this good as I do now, I often begged the Lord to give me the water. I always carried with me a painting of this episode of the Lord at the well, with the words, inscribed: Domine, da mihi aquam” (Lord, give me that water).

In today's gospel, we see how Christ approaches a Samaritan woman and establishes a dialogue with her, saying, "Give me a drink."

The Samaritan woman was surprised because it was not normal for a man to approach and speak with a stranger woman alone, and especially since she was a Samaritan, who did not speak with the Jews. But Jesus has something different, Jesus has something special, that makes her trust in Him, engaging in a conversation.

And back to Saint Teresa D’avila again when she talks prayer she says (The Book of Her Life (Vida, Chapter 8). ("Mental prayer in my opinion is nothing else than an intimate sharing between friends; it means taking time frequently to be alone with Him who we know loves us.")

I see this moment, this dialogue between Jesus and the Samaritan Woman as Prayer and I believe that to begin this path of love and friendship, we need to know how much Jesus loves us.

Jesus says to the Samaritan woman: "If you knew the gift of God..." He is telling her, "If you knew the gratuity of God, his infinite and unconditional love for you, everything he wants to give to you and who it is who asks you for a drink, you would ask him, and He would give you living water."

Jesus always invites us for dialogue, to discover who he is. To show us the importance of becoming aware of our need for living water.

On our journey through Lent today, we are invited to take another step in our conversion. Lent is a time for Metanoia (from the Greek μετάνοια) is a profound, transformative change of heart, mind, and direction. To think differently, to go "beyond" one's current, limited way of thinking.

Jesus invites us to discover what is the radical thirst of our life and what is the water that can truly quench our thirst to become aware that he is the only one that can satisfy our thirst in this life. He reminds us today that it is not outside where we will find that happiness we long for.

The living water is not in things external to us, but within ourselves and must be sought within.

I want to read from The Confessions of Saint Augustin this quote.

Late have I loved you, O Beauty ever ancient, ever new, late have I loved you! You were within me, but I was outside, and it was there that I searched for you. You were with me, but I was not with you. I have tasted you, now I hunger and thirst for more. You touched me, and I burned for your peace.

This is a call to us to make an inner journey, to a personal relationship with Jesus, to receive this living Water in prayer and in love.

Jesus replied: ‘Whoever drinks this water will get thirsty again; but anyone who drinks the water that I shall give will never be thirsty again: the water that I shall give will turn into a spring inside him, welling up to eternal life’.

Jesus promises us that if we receive his water, we will not only quench our thirst but will become springs of that water and will be able to give drink to many thirsty people around us.

Like the Samaritan woman, we are invited to leave our fleeting loves that take away our strength and do not quench our thirst, and to focus on love in Christ so that from him we can love everyone.

I invite you to enter silence, enter the depths of your being (into the depth) and let Jesus speak to your heart. Let him discover the deep thirst of your soul. Let Him open your life to others and to love. Let Him plant in the deepest part of your being that spring of faith and peace never runs out but extends to eternal life happy with the Lord.

And let's say to Jesus:  Jesus, help me discover that, prayer is a meeting of the thirsty. I, being thirsty, ask You for living water, but You also tell me, "Give me a drink." You are thirsty for me.

I believe that you heard about Saint Thérèse of Lisieux in her book of a Soul: She says: "Behold then all that Jesus asks of us: “…He has no need of our works but only of our love. for this same God, who declares He has no need to tell us if he is hungry, did not hesitate to beg for a little water from the Samaritan woman. He was thirsty. But when He said: “Give me to drink,” it was the love of His poor creatures that the Creator of the universe was asking for. He was thirsty for love.”

In this text, she reflects on a very beautiful idea: God does not need our works, but He desires our love. God is the Creator of everything, so our actions do not add anything to Him. Yet in the Gospel, Jesus allows Himself to appear poor and thirsty. For example, when He asks the Samaritan woman for water in John 4:7, He says, “Give me to drink.”

Saint Thérèse understands that Jesus was not only thirsty for water. She says that He was thirsting for love—the love of human souls. The Creator of the universe was asking His creatures for their love.

The message is very simple: God is not first looking for great achievements or extraordinary works. What He desires most is love. Even the smallest act, if it is done with love, can respond to the thirst of Christ.

This is the heart of Saint Thérèse’s spiritual teaching: that simple acts of love, done every day, are very precious to God.

Saint Thérèse reminds us that great holiness is not about doing great things, but about doing small things with great love.

I want to conclude this reflection with this question: How can we give our love to Christ today, even in the smallest things?

Sunday, March 1, 2026

The Second Sunday in Lent, March 1, 2026

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, New York

Br. Robert James Magliula

The Second Sunday in Lent, March 1, 2026





It’s always less threatening to encounter parts of ourselves in others. In our gospel today we encounter Nicodemus, who enables us to do just that. His action in coming to meet Jesus in the night, his trust, however guarded and limited by fear, prompts us to examine our own. Trust is a complex and mysterious thing. Some of it has to do with things that go back to our childhood. Some has to do with our sense of ourselves: our strengths, our weaknesses, our willingness to risk, our sense of how loveable we are. We have a common thread that binds us to Nicodemus in this episode of his life. It's a bridge moment for him, a transition, as he steps out of his comfort zone. We have all been through transitions. In fact, we as an Order are going through one right now with the upcoming election of a new Superior and the recent departure of a member of our community here. Having just returned from my visitation to our brothers in South Africa, I came to appreciate even more the drastic double transition they’re negotiating in setting up the new monastery there.

We all know what transitions feel like. They are a dark and liminal space and they are not comfortable. They are the times and places in our lives when we feel isolated and alone, when the stability and predictability of life are disrupted, when our confidence shrivels and we have more questions than answers. They are the times when we feel afraid, powerless, unprepared, and overwhelmed by what lies ahead. They are the times we feel there is nothing to hold on to, nothing makes sense, and we can’t see the way forward.

In such times it’s helpful for us to affirm that God is with us in whatever situation we find ourselves ---that God is rooted in the realities of our lives, even amid change and loss. As we receive the Eucharist today, we are physically affirming the fact that God is with us, within us, so we may continue to live in trust---especially during transition and change.

            God often calls us to new places in subtle ways. Take Nicodemus. He was a busy and powerful man, a lawyer and teacher, a member of the Sanhedrin, the ruling council. He was liked and respected, but at his center there was an empty space. One night he arranged to meet Jesus secretly. It didn’t take long for Jesus to see that emptiness. There was more than curiosity in Nicodemus’ voice. In his seeking there was longing. We can recognize it because the same longing is in us. We all long for God, for the love, grace, and presence of God, whether we are conscious of it or not. It’s how we humans are created. Jesus tells Nicodemus that he needs to journey into himself. He needs to enter those parts of himself long forgotten, to discover the desire, to acknowledge the longing. All his responsibility, all his busyness, all his influence doesn’t keep him from feeling dead. All the power and control he has cannot drive this feeling from him. He needs to come alive; he needs, Jesus says, to be “born from above”. Then Jesus switches images and speaks of a wind that blows in a person’s life. You can’t control it. All you can do is wait for it. Nicodemus is attracted, confused, and repelled by what he hears. He is affirmed yet frightened. Like most of us, he is wary of things that can’t be controlled. Yet even in this conflicted moment, as he sits in the shadows, he knows that his life will never be the same again. Even if he doesn’t respond, even if he tries to drown this moment out by the duties and responsibilities of the coming days, nothing will ever be the same again. He walked away from the encounter that evening, but he never succeeded in walking away from Jesus.

            Months later, when Jesus’ body hung on the cross, Nicodemus came looking for him again. This time it was in broad daylight for all to see. He forgot his position, his reputation. He forgot everything except what Jesus had become for him. He and his friend, Joseph of Arimathea, took the body down, carried it away, and placed it in a tomb. In lowering that body, I imagine that Nicodemus descended into himself more deeply and discovered what Jesus had spoken about. In that moment of change, Nicodemus was “born from above”. In that moment, Nicodemus knew something that you and I know, especially in those painful moments of discovery born of change, loss, and transition. He knew that Jesus, whose body he was carrying, was already rising in his heart.

            We too have our patterns of busyness and responsibilities. But even the most consuming schedule cannot stifle the longing for something more. Jesus satisfies that longing if we seek him out, even in the darkness of our fears and confusion. Like Nicodemus, we too are directed to look deep within ourselves for that part of us which has never yet managed to be born or has gotten so weighted down that it has forgotten what it is. If we stay present to our discomfort, we will also feel something else arising, a more real awareness of our true selves. Then we too can expect a wind, a spirit that we cannot control or manage. It comes in endless and unexpected ways to energize us, to give us hope and courage. And, when we feel as if all is dead inside us, it will enable us to rise again, to God’s life, what Jesus calls eternal life.  +Amen.

Sunday, February 22, 2026

The First Sunday in Lent, February 22, 2026

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY

Br. Josep Martinez-Cubero
The First Sunday in Lent, February 22, 2026

Saint Anthony of Egypt, the first well known dessert monk, said: “Whoever has not experienced temptation cannot enter into the Kingdom of Heaven. Without temptations no-one can be saved.”

Our Gospel reading this morning begins with “Jesus was led up by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted by the devil.” I’ll read it again. “Jesus was led up by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted by the devil.” This happens right after Jesus’ baptism. Let’s remember what took place then. I’ll read it: “And when Jesus had been baptized, just as he came up from the water, suddenly the heavens were opened to him, and he saw the Spirit of God descending like a dove and alighting on him. And a voice from heaven said, ‘This is my Son, the Beloved, with whom I am well pleased.’” And, so, “Jesus was led up by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted by the devil.” Why, thank you so much Spirit, for this lovely Baptism present! I think I will have a great time!

The role of the Holy Spirit in this Gospel story can be quite perplexing. But I think the point is that we are beloved children of God and, with us God is well pleased. But watch out with all that “belovedness”! It is the same Spirit of God who loves us that will take us to the wilderness to face our own demons. And why? Well, because if you are anything like me, you don’t choose to enter the wilderness on your own.

That is what the Desert Monastics (the Desert Fathers and Mothers in Egypt, Syria and Palestine of the 3rd to 5th centuries) did, following the example of Jesus. They literally went to the wilderness to live in caves and deal with pain, loss and danger, and face temptation head on. They viewed temptation not as a sign of failure, but as an essential, inescapable part of the spiritual journey necessary for ongoing conversion, development of humility, strengthening of one's reliance on God. They believed that to live a life for God was to face temptations until one's last breath.

Most of us don’t normally volunteer for pain, loss, or danger. But the wilderness is still there for us, in the form of addictions, toxic relationships, corrupt governments or faulty leadership, anxious and reactive systems, debilitating illnesses, or sudden inexplicable deaths. You name it! The wilderness will always appear for all of us uninvited and unwelcomed. And it is filled with the temptations to become our own gods, and to want to control things and people to be exactly how we want them. In doing so we distance ourselves from God, and risk our relationships with creation, with each other, and with ourselves.

Jesus has come to the full realization of the mission he is to fulfill- to embody a new way of being in the world, to be a living demonstration of the power of love in action. To prepare for this mission, the Spirit leads him into the wilderness to encounter his own demons. He is "famished" after forty days of fasting. He is at the end of his physical strength, and he is alone. Spiritually, he must have been struggling to hang on to his identity as the glow of his baptism event recedes into the past. And it’s in this state of vulnerability (isn’t that always the case?) that the tempter comes ready to pull Jesus away from his vocation.

He is tempted in the same ways we are tempted- to misuse his power to satisfy his hunger and not trust the true power that comes by being in relationship with the one he calls Abba; to test God's love for him; to become his own god, like Adam and Eve had done. And temptations didn’t end for Jesus after those forty days in the wilderness. They continued throughout his ministry: the temptation not to take the Jerusalem Road, the temptation in the Garden of Gethsemane to not have to face the Cross, the temptation to come down from the cross. By refusing to succumb to the temptation to bypass the human experience, Jesus the Christ showed us that wholeness happens through the integration of the "God-image" within our humanity.

Temptations seem to all boil down to some basic categories. None of us has the power to make bread from stones, but we all share the temptation to expect and demand that the rest of the world answer to our immediate needs and wants. This temptation has to do with the illusion that we should never ever be uncomfortable and if we are, it is someone or something else's fault. In the devil’s economy, unmet desire is an aberration, not an integral part of what it means to be human. So, Jesus refused to turn stones into bread, but he will feed the hungry.

Most of us will not find ourselves at the pinnacle of the temple tempted to test God’s love by jumping and having the angels play catch. But we may be tempted to test the love of those around us by thinking that our superiority and specialness exempt us from rules and regulations and procedures. Or perhaps we think that if we are good enough, God will keep us protected from all harm. It’s a temptation that triggers our deepest fears about what it means to be human in a broken and dangerous world. But if the cross teaches us anything, it is that God’s beloved children bleed, ache, and die. We are loved in our humanity, not out of it. So, Jesus refused to jump off the pinnacle of the temple to test God’s protection, but he will, from the pinnacle of the cross, take the leap, surrendering himself completely to God’s embrace, and in so doing transforms death into eternal life.

And finally, most of us won’t be offered “all the kingdoms of the world” if we worship the devil. But if social media and the celebrity phenomena is any indication, we might just be worshiping what ought not be worshiped. It is a temptation that targets our egos. It has to do with compromising our spiritual life for power, visibility, recognition of our specialness and a moment in the spotlight and doing so by creating new deities and unfortunate sets of priorities. But Jesus’ version of significance requires humility and surrender. So, he refused political power, but he will proclaim God’s Reign of justice and peace.

Many of us have given up something for Lent: chocolate, alcohol, coffee, meat, social media, selfies! The goal is to sit with our hungers, our wants, our dependencies, and learn what they have to teach us. Can I not get what I want and still live? Can I lack and still live generously without abusing my privilege or exploiting resources all around me? Who is God when I am hungry for meaning, or intimacy, or purpose? As we follow Jesus into the wilderness, we can hear the voice of evil and recognize that we find it alluring. Temptation is part of the human condition, and Lent is not a time to do penance for being human. 

Perhaps the invitation for this season of Lent can be to lay low where we can discover that we can be human, loved and hungry at the same time. To lay low where we can discover that we can be human and hope and hurt at the same time. To lay low where we can discover that we can be human and vulnerable and beloved at the same time. I want to share with you a new melody by Daniel Schwandt of a Shaker text.

Lay me low, where the Lord can find me

Lay me low, where the Lord can hold me

Lay me low, where the Lord can bless me

Lay me low, oh, lay me low.

And we can trust that when God finds us, holds us, and blesses us, it won’t be manipulative. When God nourishes us, it may not necessarily be the food we’d choose for ourselves, but it will feed us.  And through us, if we will learn to share, it will feed the world. ¡Que así sea en el nombre del Padre, del Hijo y del Espíritu Santo! ~Amen

Wednesday, February 18, 2026

Ash Wednesday, February 18, 2026

Holy Cross MonasteryWest Park, NY

Br. Scott Wesley Borden

Ash Wednesday, February 18, 2026


 
Ash Wednesday is the official start of the Season of Lent. So, if you haven’t finished all the chocolate, it's too late. 

Lent and Advent have a similar function in the calendar – they both provide a season of contemplation and reflection leading up to the defining events of Christian life; the birth of Jesus and the death and resurrection of Jesus. 

By tradition, there are two primary intentions for Lent. In the first half, we are called to reflect and repent. In the second, our focus is directed to Jesus’ journey to Jerusalem – to crucifixion... and resurrection.  

It is a somber, penitential season. It goes against our modern culture. Of course, standing apart from culture is just where we should want to be as followers of Jesus. 

I want to start by considering what Saint Benedict says about Lent: 

The life of a monk (and for the purposes of this sermon we are all monks...) ought to be a continuous Lent. Since few, however, have the strength for this, we urge the entire community during these days of Lent to keep its manner of life most pure and to wash away in this holy season the negligence's of other times. This we can do in a fitting manner by refusing to indulge evil habits and by devoting ourselves to prayer with tears, to reading, to compunction of heart and self-denial.  

During these days ... let each one deny himself some food, drink, sleep, needless talking and idle jesting, and look forward to Holy Easter with joy and spiritual longing – Everyone should, however, make known to the abbot what he intends to do, since it ought to be done with the abbot’s prayer and approval. Whatever is undertaken without permission of the spiritual father will be reckoned as presumption and vainglory, not deserving a reward. Therefore, everything must be done with the abbot's approval. 

So, walk with me a bit down memory lane... When I was in 5th grade, nearly 60 years ago, a Roman Catholic classmate of mine announced at about this time of the year that she was giving up coffee for Lent. It was rather ingenious. She was required to report something she was giving up to her priest. And since she did not, in fact, drink coffee, she could meet the requirement with no inconvenience. When you are ten years old, this seems like a pretty good answer... 

She even met the spirit of Benedict's caution. She did not have an Abbot to tell, but she was telling the appropriate spiritual authority – her priest. What I have never known is the outcome – I will forever wonder what the priest may have said to her in response. 

St Benedict and my 5th grade classmate have something to tell us about what we do for Lent – in some way they are telling us the same thing... We have developed, in our tradition, the belief that to be really effective, a spiritual practice must be heroic, perhaps even draconian. 

What my intelligent 5th grade friend was engaging in was a practice of non-heroic, minimal rather than maximal displacement discipline. OK – her particular plan may have been sub-minimal... it asked absolutely nothing of her... but erring on the side of minimal may be of more spiritual benefit than we think. 

Benedict's counsel guides us in the same direction. “Let each deny him or her-self some food, drink, etc.” I'm not in 5th grade and I do drink coffee. If I were to implement my classmate's plan in accordance with the rule of Benedict, I might be looking to give up one cup of coffee a day, or to not drink coffee one day of the week... to give up some, not all. 

Benedict is clear in purpose: We will add something by way of private prayer and take away something from food or drink, so that we will have something additional to offer God.  

A heroic form of fasting too easily becomes a spiritual destination rather than a spiritual tool. If I give up chocolate for Lent, then chocolate, or at least that empty space where chocolate used to be, becomes the focus of my Lenten practice. What strange kind of offering is that? 

I love Benedict's particularly moderate approach. He has a list: food, sleep, needless talking and idle jesting. Only talking and jesting get qualifiers, but you don't need to know a great deal about St Benedict to know that he never encourages anybody to go entirely without food or sleep. We are, after all, Benedictines, not Cistercians... Benedict doesn't need to qualify those because we know the rule still calls us to meals and to bed each day. Needless talk and idle jesting imply that there is still room for purposeful talk and perhaps even some jesting – as long as it's not idle... 

The danger lies in presumption and vainglory. They are spiritually deadly. Presumption puts me before God. A particularly severe observance of Lent encourages me to presume that I have or can achieve something important... something especially pleasing to God. That is vainglory – empty boasting. The Kingdom of God is a Kingdom of justice and love... Heroic deprivation does not contribute to either. 

We need to step into Lent, not leap into it, making little adjustments in order to free ourselves from worldly attachments. Massive dislocations and heroic deprivations just change the nature of our enslavement. We substitute a positive attachment – I need another cup of coffee... for a negative attachment – I will not drink coffee at all under any circumstances... no matter how much I’d love a cup of coffee... We’re just as attached, just to the absence rather than the presence.  

On Ash Wednesday we are reminded that we are dust, and to dust we will return. This is a perspective that allows little space for presumption or vainglory. There is no point in attachment, in storing up the treasures of this earth. There is no value in a big and grand show of piety. We are still dust. 

But let me share another perspective on dust... from Dr Liz Watz, one of the instructors for the Jungian Christian Dialogue that Br Randy and I I are part of: We are what happens when love meets dust. Liz does not specify God’s love, and I don’t think she has to. All love is ultimately God’s love. All things are God’s creation. All things are just dust held together by God’s love. 

As Jesus will remind us on Maundy Thursday, we are to love one another as God loves us. The less preoccupied I am with indulging and comforting myself, the more able I am to love others and to love God. And just to be clear, loving God is loving others.  

Repentance isn’t about feeling bad. It's about giving our selves over to the uninhibited and seemingly reckless love that is God. The more I allow myself to live into God’s love, the more able I am to love God’s children and all of God’s wonderful creation. That is the work of repentance... the work of Lent... the giving up of my carefully guarded and metered love for the unbound generosity of God’s love. 

Do I get there all at once? Do I even get there in the span of my life? Probably not. And that’s OK. Jesus calls us to follow, not to arrive. 

As I do the work of reflection that Lent calls for, it will surely be distressing. I fall short – a lot... I’d love to say that I am a pure and holy monk with never an impure or evil thought, let alone deed. But I’m sure my brothers will disabuse me of any notion that this is true... and when needed, I'll return the favor...

If it starts to feel hopeless – then I will try to remember to remind myself that I’m in a process. I’m following Jesus as best I can. And I can take great comfort in the lives of those early followers – Thomas who was filled with doubt... Peter who denied any knowledge of Jesus at all –three times... Judas who betrayed Jesus... The whole drowsy bunch who couldn’t stay awake with Jesus in Gethsemane. I fit right in. Thankfully Jesus calls us as we are. 

Repentance, the turning of my life to follow Jesus, is work that I can do at each step of the journey. And if I get a step wrong, that’s OK. It's not a failure; it's an opportunity to repent – to turn and change direction.