Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY
Sunday, May 10, 2026
The Sixth Sunday of Easter, May 10, 2026
Sunday, May 3, 2026
The Fifth Sunday of Easter, May 3, 2026
In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen
Hello, happy Sunday! This
morning, I want to tackle some big questions: “Why do we believe?” and,
separately, “Why are we Christians?”.
Let’s start with belief. In
our Gospel lesson today, Jesus mentions belief six times and, as far as I can
tell, means it five different ways. With the help of some online dictionaries,
let’s run through them. Right off the bat, we have our religious meaning: to have
faith in the existence of something. “Believe in God”. Next we have a
relational definition: to have confidence in a person’s abilities, character,
or potential. “Believe also in me.” Thirdly, there’s surprise or annoyance:
“I can’t believe it!”. “How can you say, ‘Show us the Father’? Do you not
believe that I am in the Father and the Father is in me?” Fourth: to trust that
something is true or that somebody is telling the truth. “Believe me
that I am in the Father and the Father is in me; but if you do not, then believe
me because of the works themselves.” And lastly, we have the belief of a
dreamer: to think something is possible, in the absence of certainty. “Very
truly, I tell you, the one who believes in me will also do the
works that I do…”
If there’s one throughline
between all of these, it is that the possibility of doubt is necessary for
belief. God might not be real. The person you trust might lie to you or not
live up to their potential. Maybe you’re surprised or annoyed, but you can
believe that it happened. Perhaps, some of your dreams fall through. Belief,
trust, and faith are all conceptually built on the mystery of an unknown future;
staking our hopes on a singular vision that we wish to manifest – amidst countless
alternative endings.
It’s a shame we can’t know
the future. Where are we going? How do we get there? Why isn’t it all laid out
for us? Imagine what it would do for all our anxiety – our troubled hearts, as
it were – if it was! But, when addressing the worries of his disciples, Jesus doesn’t
eliminate all their doubts. He asks first for their faith, then he offers his
plans for the future. Before, they were focused on the negative possibility of
Jesus’s absence. Now, he directs them to focus on the positive vision of taking
them unto himself in his Father’s house. And when they ask for more guidance, he
tells them that he is the way, the truth, and the life, with everything tying
back to God.
History shows that they really
took to this reassurance. For years after Jesus’s death, resurrection, and
ascension, the disciples and others who came to believe in Christ were known
simply as followers of “The Way”. They wouldn’t be called Christians until a
decade later, when persecution in Jerusalem, sparked by St. Stephen’s death,
scattered them abroad to Antioch and elsewhere.
Again though, Jesus leaves
room for a certain amount of uncertainty when he calls himself the Way. He
could have just as easily called himself “The Road”, or “The Path”, or “The
Well-marked Trail”, but he doesn’t. He calls himself “The Way”. While a road is
paved and clear cut, a way is more ambiguous. It implies that you know where
you are and where your destination is, but not necessarily the specific route to
get there. Imagine climbing a tall hill with a clear view. From there, you can
see not only where you are going, but also the major landmarks that will act as
signposts after you descend. Even though you now know the way, you might still
get muddled or lost before finally arriving.
A famous example of this is
Moses leading the people of Isreal out of Egypt and to the Promised Land. Ahem,
it could definitely be said that their journey was not a simple one.
Near the end, however, Moses ascends Mt. Nebo and sees their destination: the
land promised to them by God. And, if you turn the words about, “The Promised
Land” becomes “The Land of Promise”: a hope for their people’s future after
years of troubled hearts and tested faith.
So, let’s go back to the
first of my opening questions: “Why do we believe?”. Of all the definitions we
named for belief, the one which resonates with me the most is the last one, which
seeks to make possible our dreams and imaginations. So, let me rephrase this
question as: “Why do we dream?”.
In “Man of La Mancha”, the
character Don Quixote sings a song entitled "The Impossible Dream”. That song concludes with the following lyrics:
“And I know, if I’ll only
be true to this glorious quest, that my heart will lie peaceful and calm, when
I’m laid to my rest. And the world will be better for this: that one man,
scorned and covered with scars, still strove with his last ounce of courage to
reach the unreachable star!”
We dream because we see the
absolute potential that tomorrow might bring. In a world where nightmares seem
to abound at every turn, we dream in order to take back a bit of control and
choose for ourselves a future worth striving for. Although the Way may be long
and winding, or like Moses we might not get there within our lifetime, we keep
walking forward for the peace and calm that awaits us in our Father’s house.
Despite the affectations of
my wording, however, neither dreaming nor believing are by any means exclusively
Christian qualities – far from it! So, why are we Christian?
The most obvious characteristic
of Christianity that differentiates it from other religions, or alternatives
like atheism, agnosticism, and humanism is the man himself: the person of Jesus
Christ. His identity in our faith, as both human and divine, is the very
embodiment of the impossible dream; someone who reached the unreachable star.
Despite bearing all the foibles of humanity, both his own and those of society,
he was a living example of God’s grace and salvation manifested here on Earth.
And in his very existence, we can take heart and gain courage as we seek the
same, both in ourselves and in our society.
As Jesus himself puts it, “the
one who believes in me will also do the works that I do and, in fact, will do
greater works than these”. Jesus not only believed that we could do it – we could
also live as sons and daughters of God – he believed that we would reach even
greater heights than he did. Because he pioneered a Way for us to follow, and is
even now interceding on our behalf, we are poised to walk even further along his
path and realize dreams even more audacious than claiming to be God’s son:
“Your kingdom come, your will be done, on earth as in heaven.”
This line from the Lord’s
Prayer is easy to gloss over, because we say it so often. But, when we say it
together today, I ask that you say it with intention. For it is the fervent
wish of our paragon, our Lord; a grand dream still waiting to come true. May we
continue to follow the Way and have the courage to keep reaching for that
unreachable star. Amen.
Sunday, April 26, 2026
The Fourth Sunday of Easter, April 26, 2026
Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY
Today, the Fourth Sunday of Easter is traditionally called “Good Shepherd” Sunday. What’s interesting is that, in our gospel lesson Jesus did not say he was the good shepherd. He said he was the gate. And he said so twice. I guess “Good Gate” Sunday wouldn’t be as catchy. There is actually a good explanation for all of this. Each year of the lectionary assigns different portions of chapter 10 of Saint John’s Gospel for the Fourth Sunday of Easter: Year A (which this year is) the portion is chapter 10:1-10. Jesus will say he is the good shepherd in verse 11. But Jesus does say very important things in today’s portion of chapter 10 about the shepherd, his relationship with the sheep, and the sheep hearing his voice.
I have to say that reading today’s gospel lesson really took me back to my former life as a youth theatre director. The passage has characters and scenery that would make a great production. We have a sheepfold, a gate (and that’s tricky because that somehow would need to be double cast with the shepherd). I know what a shepherd costume needs to look like, but I’m not sure about a gate costume. We have sheep. A chorus of sheep! Fantastic! I know exactly what those costumes need to look like and what material to use! We also have a gatekeeper and a stranger. And we have a thief and a bandit- how fun! So many characters for such a short story, and so many metaphors. But let’s talk about the sheep.
Sheep are mentioned more than 200 times in the Scriptures, more than any other animal. In biblical times they were important sources of wool, milk, and meat. Throughout the Scriptures, sheep are symbols for God’s people. God is portrayed as the shepherd of the chosen flock in the prophetic words of Isaiah and Ezekiel, and most famously in the 23rd Psalm.
It has long been assumed that sheep are dumb animals. You may or may not know about the word “sheeple”, a derogatory slang term combining “sheep” and “people” to describe individuals who are easily influenced, lacking critical thinking, and acting like a herd. But in 2017, the University of Cambridge published a study in the Royal Society: Open Science Journal demonstrating that sheep can recognize human faces from photographs, including their handlers and even celebrities like Emma Watson and Barack Obama. Sheep were trained to select specific faces on screens for food rewards, showing capabilities comparable to humans and non-human primates.
The experiment also proved that the average sheep could recognize and easily distinguish between at least fifty other faces of their fellow sheep, humans, and other species, and that this memory stays with them over a period of several years. Sheep can be trained to follow a distinctive call, or a unique melody played on a pipe, and can learn to recognize their own name and come when called by that name.
Additionally, the study found evidence that sheep are capable of a wide range of emotions, another signal of higher levels of intelligence. Sheep remember who treats them well, and even more, they remember who handles them harshly. They will allow a gentle shepherd to come close, but they will balk and run from a person who has handled them roughly in the past. So, sheep are more intelligent and visually sophisticated than previously thought.
Given all of this, one might ask why the idea that sheep are dumb animals? The reason is because sheep act stupidly whenever they become fearful. They are herd animals and will follow another sheep, even to the slaughter. Once they are scared, sheep don’t tend to show signs of intelligent behavior. And why do the Scriptures talk about humans as sheep? Well, there’s the being social and intelligent. But while humans are recognized as the most intelligent species on the planet, we too tend to react blindly and act stupidly when fearful.
In today’s
gospel lesson Jesus says that sheep know the shepherd’s voice when they hear
it. Do we know the Good Shepherd’s voice when we hear it? Among the
many competing voices in our current world, it seems that the most dominant and
controlling these days is the voice of fear. We seem to be living in a culture
of fear and anxiety. Instilling fear and appealing to our deepest anxieties
seems to be the preferred tactic of politicians, the media, advertisers,
advocacy groups and even some religious organizations in order to gain power,
advantage and profit. Broadcasters, influencers, and news shows (and they are
shows!) seek sensational, fear-inducing stories to ensure that people will tune
in and stay hooked. Advertisers use fear to sell their products. And while this
is not new, it certainly has gotten and continues to get worse.
In his 1928
book Propaganda, Edward Bernays, nephew of Sigmund Freud, wrote:
“If we understand the mechanism and motives of the group mind, is it not
possible to control and regiment the masses according to our will without their
knowing about it?” Today there is even a commercial marketing communication
field called “neuromarketing”, which applies neuropsychology to market research
in order to study the human brain’s response to different kinds of advertising.
They have found that fear sells. And then we have the politicians who harness
fear to get elected by convincing enough of the population that they will be
kept safe from various dangers. They also use fear to get people to agree to
policies or practices they would otherwise oppose. It seems to me all of these
are the thieves described in our gospel lesson: those who fail to protect the
flock because, “they care nothing for the sheep.”
The last verse
of our gospel lesson this morning ends exuberantly but begins with a solemn
warning: “The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy.” Discerning who
or what is a thief in our lives is crucial. Many voices, from within us as well
as from without, compete for our attention. They keep us fearful and stuck, or
they may promise happiness and safety, but these are empty promises. We are the
gatekeepers of our hearts and must guard against the many voices of the thieves
that surround us with fear.
Whose voice do you follow most
readily? What calls to you, making seductive promises you shouldn't trust? Do
you know the shepherd well enough to recognize his call? Are you willing to
leave the fold in order to find pasture, or are you too fearful, complacent, or
jaded? Identifying the voices of thieves in our
lives takes discipline, continual conversion, and a life rooted in prayer. It
is about living the abundant life Jesus promises. Jesus' desire for us is not merely to exist or cope with our circumstances,
but to live abundantly. But what is this abundant life?
A young monk
went to an elder monk and asked, “How many years will it take for me to become
holy?” The old monk replied, “Ten years.” The young monk asked, “But what if I
work really, really hard?” The old monk said, “Twenty years.” Like holiness,
the abundant life is not something we achieve by working really hard. It is a
quality of life that happens when we let go and surrender to Christ who abides
in our hearts. The example of the Desert Monastics is that their ultimate goal
was to be transformed into persons of love, always aware of Christ dwelling in
their hearts.
Saint Paul
offers us a good guide for this way of living in his letter to the Galatians
with nine visible attributes of a life shaped by the Holy Spirit he calls the
Fruit of the Spirit: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness,
faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. This Fruit of the Spirit represents
the character of Christ within us. It is not a life of arrogance, greed and
self-absorption. It is not a life of bigotry, hatred, and violence. It does not
add to the pain of the world. The abundant life is a life of meaning, purpose,
integrity, and creativity.
May we always listen to the voice that leads us to abundant life- a life that reaches across boundaries and flourishes even in precarious places. A life that never denies the real threat of thieves and bandits, and yet holds out the possibility of pasture, nourishment, protection, and rest. A life that perseveres and thrives even in the valley of the shadow of death. ¡Que asà sea en el nombre del Padre, del Hijo y del EspÃritu Santo! ~Amen+
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