Sunday, March 22, 2026

The Fifth Sunday in Lent, March 22, 2026

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY

Br. Bernard Delcourt, OHC

The Fifth Sunday in Lent, March 22, 2026

Today’s gospel is, at its heart, about the act of believing. In John’s gospel, belief is never a noun, never a static possession to be stored away. It is always a verb — a living, active, ongoing commitment to who Jesus is and what God is doing through him. And in the raising of Lazarus, that act of believing is brought to its most dramatic test.

Let us begin with what is perhaps the most startling detail in this long passage: Jesus deliberately delays. He receives the urgent message from Mary and Martha — “Lord, he whom you love is ill” — and he stays two days longer where he is. He is not indifferent. We are told plainly that he loved Martha and her sister and Lazarus. Yet he waits.

Why? He tells us himself: “This illness does not lead to death; rather it is for God’s glory, so that the Son of God may be glorified through it.” And then, almost shockingly, “For your sake I am glad I was not there, so that you may believe.”

God’s timing is not our timing. The delay is not abandonment. It is, in fact, preparation — an invitation to a deeper believing than the disciples, Martha, and Mary had yet imagined possible.

Martha meets Jesus on the road. Her words are grief-stricken but also theologically precise: “Lord, if you had been here, my brother would not have died. But even now I know that God will give you whatever you ask of him.” Even now. There is a faith clinging to life in those two words, even though the rawness of her loss.

Jesus responds with what is, in John’s gospel, the climax of his great “I am” sayings. There are seven of them in this gospel — seven, the number of completeness and divine fullness in the scriptures. “I am the bread of life.” “I am the light of the world.” “I am the good shepherd.” And now, here at the tomb, the seventh and final declaration: “I am the resurrection and the life.”

This is the summit. In the Bible’s symbolic language, seven signifies wholeness, a finished work. These seven “I am” sayings together constitute Jesus’ complete self-revelation as the human face of divine fullness. And the resurrection and the life is the fullest revelation of all: Jesus is not merely a prophet who speaks of life, nor a healer who restores health. He is the very source and substance of life itself.

Notice, too, where this declaration falls in the sequence of Jesus’ seven signs — his miraculous works in John’s gospel. The first sign was the turning of water into wine at Cana (John 2:1–11), a quiet, almost hidden act of abundance at a wedding feast. The signs grew in scope from there: healing the official’s son, the paralyzed man, feeding five thousand, walking on water, giving sight to the blind. Each sign pointed beyond itself to the glory and identity of God’s Son.

And now the seventh sign: the raising of Lazarus. The climax of the signs matches the climax of the “I am” sayings. Both sequences find their fullness here, in this moment, before this tomb. It is as if the whole of John’s gospel has been building to this point: the demonstration that Christ holds sovereignty over death itself.

Martha understands resurrection. She believes in it. “I know that he will rise again in the resurrection on the last day,” she says. She has the theology right. She knows the tradition, the hope of Israel. But Jesus gently reorients her: resurrection and life are not only a future promise for the end of time. They are a present reality, standing right in front of her.

This is one of the most important correctives in the New Testament. We Christians are indeed a resurrection people — we live in hope of the life to come. Jesus himself promises in John 6:40: “This is the will of him that sent me, that everyone which sees the Son, and believes in him, may have everlasting life: and I will raise him up at the last day.” That promise is real and sure.

But the raising of Lazarus insists that God’s power to bring life out of death is not only reserved for the final judgment. It is available here. Now. In the midst of grief and stench and stone-sealed tombs. God is already in the business of resurrection. Our dead places do not have to wait for eternity to come alive.

Then comes one of the most tender moments in all of scripture. Mary falls at Jesus’ feet, weeping. The crowd weeps with her. And Jesus — the one who is the resurrection and the life, the one who already knows what he is about to do — is “greatly disturbed in spirit and deeply moved.” And then: “Jesus wept.”

The shortest verse in the Bible. And one of the most profound.

The crowd says, “See how he loved him.” But there is more being said in those tears than personal grief over a friend. The Son of God weeps in the face of death. He does not remain aloof from human sorrow. He enters into it. He who is the resurrection and the life allows himself to be undone by the weight of mortality, by the tears of those he loves.

In the passion narrative we are now approaching, in Holy Week, this same Christ will enter his own death. The Lazarus story is a manifest prefiguration of what is to come: the death of Jesus and the new life that will burst from the sealed tomb on Easter morning. Lazarus comes out still bound in his burial cloths. Jesus will leave his burial cloths behind, neatly folded.

But before the miracle, there is resistance. Martha, still grieving and perhaps frightened, protests when Jesus orders the stone removed: “Lord, already there is a stench because he has been dead four days.” It is an entirely reasonable objection. There is no good reason to open that tomb. There is nothing left inside but death.

Jesus says: “Did I not tell you that if you believed, you would see the glory of God?”

This is the shape of faith in John’s gospel. We do not first see the glory and then believe. We believe, and then we see. Faith is not the reward that follows evidence. It is the posture that opens our eyes to the evidence that is already there. The stone has to be moved before Lazarus can come out. And sometimes, we have to be willing to roll away the stone before we know what God will do next.

What are the sealed tombs in our lives? What are the places that have been shut, that stink of old death, that we have stopped approaching because there is surely nothing left there worth hoping for? A relationship that ended badly. A vocation that collapsed. A grief we cannot seem to get through. A part of ourselves we have buried because it hurt too much to keep alive.

The God who raised Lazarus is the God who stands before those sealed places in our lives and says: take away the stone.

Not because we have it all figured out. Not because we are certain of what will happen. But because the one who calls himself the resurrection and the life is present, and he is not finished with us yet.

In John 20:29, after the resurrection, Jesus says to Thomas — the same Thomas who here at the Lazarus story said, “let us also go, that we may die with him” — “Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have come to believe.” That word is addressed to us too. We have not seen the raising of Lazarus with our own eyes. We have not watched the stone rolled away or heard the voice cry out. But we are invited into the same act of believing that John’s entire gospel exists to evoke.

We are a resurrection people not because we have all the answers about what comes next. We are a resurrection people because we have staked our lives on the one who says “I am the resurrection and the life” — and who has shown us, in Lazarus, in his own rising, and in countless small resurrections in human lives across twenty centuries, that this is true.

So today, as we enter the final stretch of Lent and turn our faces toward Jerusalem, let us ask ourselves: Where do I need to hear the voice of Christ calling me out of the tomb? Where is God asking me to take away the stone, even when I am afraid of what I might smell when I do?

The resurrection and the life are not waiting for the end of time. He is here. He is calling. And he says to us, as he said to those standing around Lazarus: “Unbind him and let him go.”

Amen.



Thursday, March 19, 2026

The Feast of Saint Joseph, March 19, 2026

Holy Cross MonasteryWest Park, NY

Br. Francis Beckham, OHC

Saint Joseph, March 19, 2026

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May the words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart be acceptable to you, O God, my Creator and my Sustainer. Amen.

Among the many rites and ceremonies contained in the Book of Common Prayer is a service of Thanksgiving for the Birth or Adoption of a Child (page 439). As envisioned in the Prayer Book, “the parents, with other members of the family, should come to the church to be welcomed by the congregation and to give thanks to God.” The book further states that, “it is desirable that this takes place at a Sunday service,” such as the Eucharist or morning prayer.

In the section concerning adoption, there is a moment where the priest, holding or taking the child by the hand, gives the child to the parents, saying:

“As God has made us his children by adoption and grace, may you receive [this child] as your own son or daughter.”

The service concludes with a Trinitarian blessing over the family, part of which bids, “May God the Son, who sanctified a home at Nazareth, fill you with love.”

With these relatively few words and simple gestures, the Church publicly affirms, celebrates, and blesses the bonds of family in a profoundly sacramental sense. A child, begotten and beloved by God, is entrusted to people with whom they may or may not share a biological bond, to be nurtured, protected, taught, and – above all, loved – in no less than the very same way in which God loves. Here, an adoption ends and a family begins.

I think this beautiful little ceremony models quite well how God desires all of us to treat one another, regardless of whether we’ve ever adopted or been adopted in the usual sense. And I also think it really captures the faithfulness of Saint Joseph in his role as Jesus’ earthly adopted dad. Although the gospels don’t record any of Joseph’s words, their accounts of his, Mary’s, and Jesus’ family life – and certainly of Jesus’ adult life and ministry – speak volumes about how much he accepted and loved Jesus as his own child.

From Saint Matthew’s gospel, which we heard at Matins this morning, we know Joseph was a righteous man. That is, he was committed to living the way he believed God wants us to. So, when he found out Mary was going to have a child who wasn’t his, he sat down and had a good, long think about the best way to proceed. On the one hand, Joseph knew he needed to honor the law, but on the other hand he genuinely wanted to spare Mary from shame and suffering. A quiet separation seemed like the best way to go, until an angel reassured him that all would be well, and he should still marry her and raise the child as his own. And we know from various gospel accounts that Joseph did indeed take the angel’s command, as well as his parental role, very seriously. There was the Nativity, in which Joseph went to great lengths in difficult circumstances to find a safe place for Mary to give birth to Jesus; then there was the flight into Egypt, a perilous journey Joseph undertook to protect his family from Herod’s murderous violence; there was also the Presentation, in which he and Mary brough Jesus to the temple to fulfill the law, and where Jesus was recognized by people who were expectantly awaiting Israel’s messiah. And then, of course, there was the family’s annual trip back to Jerusalem for the Passover.

In today’s story from Saint Luke’s gospel, we find the Holy Family making one of these yearly Passover pilgrimages. Presumably, this had become pretty routine for them by this point, and so Joseph and Mary feel comfortable letting Jesus – now twelve years old and, religiously at least, an adult – travel in the company of his friends and siblings while they walk with the other grownups. When they finally realize Jesus isn’t in the group, they do what most parents would: initially freak out (probably) and immediately begin backtracking. Their exhaustive searching eventually leads to the Finding in the Temple, where they’re stunned to discover Jesus engaging with the teachers.

Mary, understandably, confronts their son, telling him how much anxiety this has caused her and Joseph. It’s in this line, I think, where we come about as close as we can to hearing Joseph actually speak. While we don’t know exactly what words he used, we know he was a worried, panicked parent. Whatever any of us thinks we’d say in a similar situation, Joseph probably said it, too. I really wonder what went through Joseph’s and Mary’s heads when Jesus responds, basically, that it’s no big deal and they obviously should’ve known where he’d be anyway. I can imagine Joseph thinking, if not actually saying, “Oh, I know exactly where you need to be, mister! At home! With your mother and me! In Nazareth!”

Whatever the exchange, it seems Joseph and Mary’s relief at finding Jesus far outweighs any anger they may have been feeling and, with Mary treasuring all these things in her heart, the three return to their home in Nazareth, where Jesus would spend the rest of his youth “increasing in wisdom and in years, and in divine and human favor.”

This is the last we really hear about Joseph. Scholars figure he probably died by the time we meet Jesus again in his early thirties more than a decade later, as he begins getting ready for his public ministry. But while Joseph may have been physically out of the picture, I think his influence remains present as ever.

I suspect it’s there in the way Jesus gathers his own adopted family of disciples. I also think we catch glimpses of Joseph whenever Jesus shows mercy to people society doesn’t think deserve it, like the Gerasene man afflicted by demons or the woman about to be stoned for adultery. He heals and corrects, but he doesn’t condemn – and I’ll bet he learned that from Joseph, a person we know was both genuinely righteous before the law and profoundly caring toward others. And then there’s Jesus with the little children; and when he calls anyone who does the will of God in Heaven his family. And let us not forget his great priestly prayer in chapter seventeen of Saint John’s gospel, where Jesus makes intercession for all of us (yes, that includes you, me, and everyone else, ever) before God, whom he is completely comfortable relating to as a son, as if he really knows from experience what it’s like to talk with a truly loving father. Then, at last, on the cross, when Jesus tells Mary and John that they’re nothing less than mother and son, and to take care of one another. I think in all these instances, and many more, we feel the far-reaching effects of Joseph’s parental faithfulness toward Jesus.

Much is often made of Joseph’s royal lineage, both in the readings for Christmas and today’s feast, as well as in the substantial popular devotion millions have had toward him over the centuries. But I really think it’s his faithfulness to honoring God by doing what was best for Jesus and Mary (and probably many others) that matters most of all. And that’s good news for the rest of us. Regardless of where we come from, what our socio-economic backgrounds are, or who we’re related to by blood, Saint Joseph shows us that we can – and do! – have a positive influence in the world simply by treating others with the same dignity and love God has for all of us. And in times such as these, that’s more important than ever.

Perhaps it’s worth reflecting on the Saint Josephs in each of our lives: those people who, despite not necessarily having to, nevertheless have chosen at some point or another to accept us as we are, to ‘adopt’ us in a very true sense. These could, of course, be parents who have literally adopted us into their families, as well as teachers, mentors, friends, ministers, co-workers, and even bosses. For me, my first supervisor comes to mind, as well as older and more experienced friends I’ve had over the years who welcomed me into their homes and social circles and made real efforts to support me as I began discovering who I was and how I could best fit in with the world around me. I’m both indebted to and grateful for these Saint Josephs. The wisdom they’ve shared and the lessons they’ve taught remain with me today, and they do have a very real influence on how I’ve come to know and approach God, as well as how I engage with and pray for others.

The story of Saint Joseph is one of loving faithfulness and accountability – both to God, and to others – as well as an example each of us is invited to follow. With the words quoted earlier from the Prayer Book in mind, may we, like Joseph, freely welcome Jesus in all whom God sends our way. And may we all, in supporting and caring for one another, come to fully see ourselves as members of God’s one Holy Family, created out of love and called to increase in wisdom and in years, and in human and divine favor, together. Amen.

Monday, March 16, 2026

The Fourth Sunday in Lent, March 15, 2026

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY
Br. Daniel Hansknecht, OHC

The Fourth Sunday in Lent, March 15, 2026


In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.

“Jesus said, ‘I came into this world for judgement so that those who do not see may see, and those who do see may become blind.’”

When the Pharisees overhear this, they ask Jesus the question: “Surely we are not blind, are we?”; simultaneously posing the question and suggesting the answer. But if they assume the answer, why ask at all?

One possibility is because there are no good answers. The Pharisees are wary of Jesus, and this guarded perspective makes his statement come across as rather ominous. Either they are currently blind (a designation whose negative stigmas pervade today’s reading), or they do see and this reversal of fortunes will make them blind! More metaphorically, they might find Jesus insinuating revolutionary thoughts, with the rise of the lowly and casting down of the powerful.

Jesus’s response suggests to me that the very nature of their question was faulty. Notably, he doesn’t answer it outright. Instead of stating his own opinion, Jesus implies that their presumption of knowing the answer itself determined the answer. “Now that you say, ‘We see,’ your sin remains.” I can envision the opposite scenario where the Pharisees ask more humbly, “Are we blind?” and Jesus says, “It is good that you ask, ‘Are we blind?’ for it is through such questions that God’s works might be revealed.”

Returning to the actual text, it seems like Jesus and the Pharisees are having two separate, albeit overlapping, conversations. The Pharisees, by their words and actions, are focused on concerns of the world. They believe sin to be something external; a modifier which determines our fate and status, even from birth, in the same way that luck, happiness, and good fortune signify God’s good graces. As figures of religious authority, they care about the status quo. They care more about the letter of the law, the Law of Moses, than the spirit of the law, whose purpose is to embetter the lives of the Israelites who follow it. It is out of fear of usurpation, the fear that their role in society is being taken from them, that they focus so heavily on the granular details of the blind man’s recovery; anything they can grab onto to shake the power of Jesus’s ministry.

Conversely, Jesus speaks and acts out of concern for the world. His time with us is limited, and, as he said to his disciples earlier, “As long as I am in the world, I am the light of the world.” What does it mean to be the light of the world? I think it is telling that the very next line of text describes the physical preparations which Jesus takes to facilitate the healing of the blind man; the Gospeler going so far as to explicitly mention that Jesus’s actions immediately follow those words. To be the light of the world is to cast out the darkness that blinds us.

As Christians and followers of The Way, we are expected to emulate Jesus. Jesus is the light of the world, and we are children of light. But how do we follow up on actions that are so miraculous? I don’t know about you, but if I spat on the ground, made mud, then rubbed it into some poor soul’s face, I don’t think they’d worship me afterwards. So, I think we’re going to have to be a bit more creative.

Let’s start by breaking down our terms; make them a bit more practicable. What does it mean to be blind? What does it mean to cast out darkness, to be light?

By various definitions, it wouldn’t be inaccurate to say that I am blind. I need glasses. I get into trouble when you start mixing Red with other colors. In other ways too. I know for a fact that I have been blind; and foolish; and clumsily ignorant. And, perhaps unsurprisingly, blind to my own blindness. More broadly speaking, I’d say that the things that blind us are anything that narrows, or cuts off, our vision: adrenaline, fear, lack of oxygen…and, funnily enough, light itself! The very thing that grants us our vision can also strip us of it.

So, what’s the difference between light which illuminates and light which blinds? I would say, acclimation. Have any of you ever hankered for food in the middle of the night? You go down to the kitchen, open the fridge, and are suddenly blinded by the light it emits? Well, the fridge wasn’t trying to blind you! Under normal circumstances, the fridge-lights do their job and make visible the cold recesses of its interior. Or, as Paul says to the Ephesians, “everything exposed by the light becomes visible.” You set yourself up for blindness by wandering around in the dark.

With that in mind, let’s go back and look at my first quote of the day. “Jesus said, ‘I came into this world for judgement so that those who do not see may see, and those who do see may become blind.’” At first blush, this seems to be a 2-step plan: step 1) heal the blind, then step 2) blind those with sight. Now, however, I’m inclined to think that these are both actually the joined outcomes of a singular action: being the light of the world. Jesus has set himself on this path — teaching, healing, flipping tables — and here he spells out the consequences of this path: both the blinding emotions of fear and anger amongst those threatened by him, and the empowering enlightenment of those he helps along the way.

So, again, what are we supposed to do? Paul advises that we, “Take no part in the unfruitful works of darkness, but instead expose them.” Great – that’s a first step. But for me, it doesn’t give the specific set of directions that I’m looking for. But don’t worry, good people! I, like Jesus, also have a 2-step plan which might end up being a 1-step plan.

Step 1) See with the eyes of your heart.

To give credit where credit is due, Step 1 once more comes from Paul. Although we didn’t hear it today, the following passage is taken from that same Letter to the Ephesians: “with the eyes of your heart enlightened, you may perceive what is the hope to which [God] has called you…” This kind of sight is different from our day-to-day vision. It involves, by means of strong empathy and vulnerability, opening our hearts to all of the most impassioned emotions in the world around us: all of the rage, the terror, the desperation, the longing, the fascination, the zeal, the love. We open ourselves to the oncoming waves of these emotions, not to combat them, not to subdue them, or even to agree with them. We open our hearts so that we may see them; these invisible, intangible, sometimes ephemeral aspects of ourselves that our eyes cannot see. We see them with our hearts, and we grant them the dignity of acknowledging their existence as they are. This is the first step to loving anything or anyone: seeing them for who they actually are.

Step 2) Fight against fear.

The 1st verse of Psalm 27 has been on my mind while writing and preparing this homily. It says, “The Lord is my light and my salvation — whom then shall I fear?” As I mentioned earlier, fear is one of the ways we blind ourselves, focusing our attention on just the source of our fear at the cost of everything in our peripheral. As an emergency tool, fear is great; it keeps us alive. But when we hold onto fear, when we live in fear, that’s when we get into trouble. As somebody famous once said, “Fear is the path to the dark side. Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to suffering.”

Repeatedly throughout the Bible, you’ll hear the angels say, “Do not be afraid.” They  have to say this because angels are terrifying! Their sudden appearance, their supernatural nature, and their radiancy shake those who encounter them. But the reason they say this is because, as messengers of God, they have important things to say; things they are worried you will not hear unless you calm down. And so, we fight against fear so that we can be receptive to the will of God.

The reason I believe this 2-step plan is actually a 1-step plan is because I intend it to be cyclical: never ending, as one leads into the other. An Ouroboros of God’s love shaping itself in our lives. In that same way, we could also expand it into a 4-step plan: Step 1) Fight against your own fear, Step 2) See others with empathy and love, Step 3) Teach others to combat their fears, Step 4) Empower the whole world to see with its collective heart.

In conclusion, let me practice what I preach. Please know, genuinely, that I see you. I love you. And I wish for you to go and do likewise. Amen.