Showing posts with label Proper 12. Show all posts
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Sunday, July 27, 2025

The Seventh Sunday after Pentecost, July 27, 2025

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY


Br. Bruno Santana, OHC

The Seventh Sunday after Pentecost, July 27, 2025



Brothers and Sisters .The Lord prayer, also know as ”Our Father”, can be found in Mathew and Luke.  We just heard in Luke the shorter version. This prayer is recited probably a million times a day, all over the world, at every Mass. Here in our monastery, we pray in Matins and Vespers, So 3 times a day. 
What this prayer, great prayer is about? 
Let’s walk slowly through Luke’s version now and see what we’re asking for, when we pray “ Our Father.”
First at all, the Lord’s prayer comes from Jesus 'own life of prayer. Jesus’s been praying and the disciples notice that. And they asked Jesus: Lord, teach us how to pray, help us to pray as you do.”
This prayer it reflects Jesus’ own prayer, his own life of prayer.
So, Jesus said: “When you pray, “say: Father.
Father.
We could call God as Lord, Master, all powerful, etc...But Jesus invited us to call God, Father. ABBA  (in Aramaic ), like Daddy in US.  He reveals to us a unique relationship with God. He is inviting us to share to have this intimacy with God as he had.
And then we ask: “hallowed be your Name.” 
God’s name is always holy. but Jesus invites us to consider God, a value so supreme then the other values. We value all kinds of things. Family, Friends, Job, money, our country. We desire all kinds of worldly things – pleasure, power, honor.  But the only way to hallowed God’s name is to place Him in the highest of all values in our lives.
In Mathew  22:37 says: Love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind. If we get this right, we will get everything else right. (in our life)
Then we ask: “Your kingdom come, your will be done, on earth as in heaven.”
The kingdom stood at the very center of Jesus Life and teaching. It is the Reign of God for which Israel had longer for a thousand years. 
The great Church Father, Origen, said: Jesus is “autobasileia.” means that He is the kingdom in person. His teaching and indeed his whole manner of life gives us a very good idea that the kingdom is : Love , mercy, justice, forgiveness, peace, inclusion, compassion etc… We pray for this kingdom ( that is already in heaven) to become normative, reality here and now in our lives. 
And now comes a mysterious petition:  Give us today (each day) our daily bread. 
The Greek phrase that stands behind this is: “tov arton tov epiousion” . Arton refers to bread. And  epiousion, in the literal sense of the word mean “super substantial: gives us “super substantial” bread.
St. Jerome in the old Vulgate, translates this as “Panem supersubstantialem,”. (supersubstantial bread). 
This is the  heart of the Lord’s Prayer. We are asking for the “Panem supersubstantialem,” for the super substantial bread. In other words, The Eucharist , The Holy Communion , not ordinary bread. Not simply symbolic representation of Christ, no. Christ is truly present in the Holy communion, in the Eucharist, that we will receive later. It is a mystery, a spiritual reality that transcends a physical explanation and  we want to be drawn into him because this is the bread of eternal life.
 Then, “Forgive us our sins.” 
The forgiveness of sins is at the heart of what Jesus is about. The first and most important thing was to forgive our sins. To the woman caught in adultery, Jesus said “Go and sin no more. For the man at the Pool of Bethesda  he said “Pick up your mat and walk. We heard in Mark 2:5 , “Son , your sins are forgiven”  or “ in John 8;11 Neither do I condemn you.”  
The British writer, scholar, Anglican theologian : C. S. Lewis emphasized that Jesus ,  who is indeed offended in every sin, can say to us, “My son, my daughter, your sins are forgiven.” 
So, Ask God, to forgive all you sins, he is the only one that can do that,  but it has some implications because we pray, forgive our sins and next : as we forgive those who sin against us. 
I invite you to think and remember now,  someone who sinned against you . Someone that offended you, hurt you in some way. 
Jesus invites us to become Christ for others and forgiven. I recognize that this is one of the most challenging elements in the whole spiritual life but if we truly assimilated Christ’s forgiveness, this become part of our life . 
I invite you to make a little exercise, call to mind your sins and think, how generous God has been to you. 
So, now, we are praying for the grace to forgive that person as we have been forgiven.
We continue with the prayer:  “Save us from the time of trial.” 
In the first century. Some of the apocalyptic language in the New Testament reflects the idea that before the Messiah comes to set things right, there will be a terrible time of trial. 
Jesus comes into our messy, dysfunctional world  and the World is going to rise up in resistance. 
As Christ comes into our life, we start resisting. 
As Christians, we all have Challenging moments. We are like the Israelites in the desert when they said take me back to the flesh pots of Egypt. I don’t like this new spiritual liberty.” 
That’s the point here. Every time we pray the Our Father, don’t be shocked, don’t be surprised when a resistance to Christ rises up in you. That is the old sinful self (human Nature).
And so, the last thing we ask for is: (This is from Matthew version) deliver us from evil.” In other words, Lord, protect me from my resistant self.” 
If you read many of the spiritual masters as they talk about the Lord’s Prayer, it will help you to open up windows , doors to spiritual life. 
soon , we will pray here “ our father”. But next time you pray it, whether in the liturgy or just privately, I invite you to do it very slowly. As you do, meditate on each of these phrases. You will find the whole spiritual life is displayed before you. Amen. 

Sunday, July 28, 2024

The Tenth Sunday after Pentecost B - July 28, 2024

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY

Br. Robert James Magliula

The Tenth Sunday after Pentecost, Proper 12 B, July 28, 2024

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Philip and Andrew have done the math in today’s Gospel, estimating the number of people in the crowd, how many loaves of bread it would take to feed them, and the cost of a loaf of bread. One fish for every 2500 people and one loaf for every 1000 people. Their conclusion is that there is not enough to go around. 

It seems thats how we often approach and see life – by doing the numbers. We count what is there, though we more often focus on what is not there. Soon the reality of our circumstances limits us to the possibilities of what might be. Our vision becomes narrow and our world small. We see through the lens of scarcity, unable to imagine or see a way forward, unable to see the Christ in our midst.  

Jesus was not asking these disciples to do the math when he asked about the bread. It was a test. Would Philip and Andrew look around or would they look within? Would they see with their physical eyes or with the eyes of their heart? Would they focus on what was not there or would they focus on Jesus? The issue was not a lack of fish and bread but a lack of vision. The abundance of God’s presence is hidden in plain view and often within the illusion of scarcity. Abundance is less a resource to be counted and more an interior quality, a way of being and seeing. Every day we encounter the 5000 – in ourselves, our relationships, our work, our faith, our challenges and our hopes.  

This lack of vision is further emphasized in today’s Gospel as the disciples are crossing the Sea of Galilee. All the evangelists but Luke include variations on the feeding story and couple it to the crossing of a stormy sea. The details vary. Sometimes with Jesus peacefully asleep in the stern of the boat, or as today, with him walking across the water to their rescue. In all the stories the disciples are quick to link their fear to Jesus whether sleeping peacefully or seeing him as ghost. “Do you not care that we are perishing?”, they say in one instance as they wake him, unable to see that he is in the same boat with them. In the end, each Evangelist asserts that Jesus joined his disciples on the sea to bestow calm and peaceIn John, when they recognize him, they want to receive him into the boat and immediately they safely reach the land. Seeing and receiving are followed immediately by calm and peace. We may have never crossed the Sea of Galilee, but we’ve all been in that boat, making a stormy crossing from one place to another. 

These are stories about life, faith, and fear. Wherever you find one you will find all three. The sea of life can be rough, the wind strong, the waves high. We all know what thats like. Each of us could tell a storm story of our own. Some of them may start with the choices we’ve made. Others about the difficulty of relationships, of hopes and plans that fell apart. Some storms seem to arise out of nowhere and take us by surprise. Others build as we watch. Storms happen. Storms of loss, suffering, confusion, failure, loneliness, disappointment, regret, and uncertainty. Regardless of when or how they arise, storms are about changing conditions. Things don’t go our way. Circumstances seem out of our control. Order gives way to chaos.  

Amid the storm today Jesus sees their predicament and approaches the boat, surrounded by the same water, wind, and wavesIn their lack of vision, what they see is not Jesus, but a ghost, which terrifies them even more. Fear will do that. While the disciples fret and panic, Jesus walks steadily toward them, revealing that the greater storm and the real threat is not a ghost or the wind, waves, and water around them--- the circumstances in which they find themselves--- but those within them. The real storm, the more threatening storm, is always the one that rages within us. 

That interior storm is the one that blows us off course, beats against our faith, and threatens to drown us. Fear, vulnerability, and powerlessness blow within us. The sense of abandonment, judgment and criticism of ourselves and others are the waves that pound us. Too often anger, isolation, cynicism, or denial become our shelter from the storm. 

Whether in the feeding story or the sea crossing, the disciples have been pointing to what is going on outside them. Jesus’ arrival now points to what is going on inside them. It is I, do not be afraid” or “Peace! Be still!” He isn’t changing the weather conditions but inviting the disciples to change, speaking to the wind and the waves within them. “Why are you afraid? Have you still no faith?” His words are more about us than the circumstances of our lives.  

Faith does not change the storm. It changes us. Faith does not take us around the storm but through the storm. Faith allows us to see and know that Jesus is in the same boat with us. It is what allows us to be still, to be at peace, within the storm, so that we do not have to interiorize it 

There is a real danger in the kind of theology and understanding of faith that says that if we have enough, we will overcome the storms of life. We will transcend the laws of nature, physics, biology. That’s more about magic than faith. Regardless of how much faith we have, diseases take a toll, accidents happen, loved ones die. Despite our faith life is difficult, we don’t always get what we want. No matter how strong our faith, the sea of life can be rough and stormy. 

The feeding of the five thousand and the disciples’ voyage across the sea is a passage from one kind of faith to another. Its the journey from faith used to escape life’s storms to a faith that carries us through them; from an external faith of physical presence and proof to an interior faith of spiritual presence; from a faith dependent on the circumstance of our life to one that sees and experiences Christ present regardless of what is going on around us. Will we interiorize the storm or Jesus’ peace? Do we put our faith in the power of the storm or in the power of God in Christ? 

 The Spirit of God blows through and within us more mightily than the winds of any storm. The power of God is stronger than any wave that beats against us. The love of God is deeper than any water that threatens to drown us. In every storm Jesus is present, and his response is always the same, “It is I; do not be afraid.“Peace! Be still!”  +Amen. 


Sunday, July 30, 2023

Proper 12 A - July 30, 2023

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY

Br. Ephrem Arcement OHC
The Ninth Sunday after Pentecost, Proper 12 A, July 30, 2023
 


 

Lord, help us to know with assured confidence that even in the midst of our fearful lives, your are here with us...where you have always been. Amen.

According to an open letter signed by some of the leading AI specialists, artificial intelligence could pose a "risk of extinction" to humanity on the scale of nuclear war or pandemics, and mitigating that risk, they say, should be a "global priority.” The one-sentence open letter is both brief and ominous. But AI is only the latest ominous reality of a century of rapid technological development that has seen the radical transformation of societies. And while much of this transformation has been good, much, I would admit, has not served human life well and has resulted in technology’s domination over it. If you doubt this, go watch “Oppenheimer,” now in theaters. Change is a necessary and vital part of progress, but not all change is progress.

And whether change has been for the betterment or the detriment of our societies, the rapid change we’ve been experiencing in this past century has had an undeniable destabilizing effect and unleashes a host of questions about life...it’s meaning, it’s direction, and it’s end. And beyond this, we are now faced, perhaps more than ever before, with our own fragility. Human life has never been more vulnerable to the elements of nature or to the nature of our own selfish egos.

What has resulted is a growing malaise and dread about being alive. Is there ground upon which we can now stand with any assurance or hope? Is the only option now the uncertainty and insecurity of shifting sand? All the more now, then, is the church and the gospel entrusted to her necessary and vital. But perhaps our gospel message needs to be re-contextualized to speak effectively to the needs of the people of our time and to our precarious circumstances.

Christianity is about a lot of things, and we can sometimes get lost on the periphery and lose sight of the core. The heart of Christianity is the gospel: that God has not left us alone to face a world ready to destroy itself but has come near to us in Christ and has revealed to us that indeed everything IS NOT shifting sand...if we just believe, we’ll come to know that there is a reality more solid, more stable, and more assured than our minds could ever imagine. We come to know that the chaos of the world is nothing to fear because our feet now stand on the Rock that is Christ. And we come to know a God who is not afraid of chaos. On the contrary, God seems to relish chaos and specializes in using it to create wonder.

Many years ago when I was going through my own personal existential crisis, plagued by chaotic thoughts of self-loathing, self-doubt, and shame, questioning my own value, largely ignorant about who God really is or who I really am, I found myself drawn to study St. Paul’s letter to the Romans. During the weeks of this study back in the mid-nineties, my world was radically transformed. And no other piece of writing has changed me to such an extent since. In it a whole new image of God was unveiled to me...and in light of this image, a whole new image of myself began to make its assured appearance.

To put it succinctly, Paul, in Romans, is attempting to articulate the utterly unique gift and the transformative power that has been given to us in Christ. After demonstrating that everyone, Gentile as well as Jew, lives under the power of sin... and, thus, that everyone needs God to save them from sin’s domination...he then goes on to speak about this gift of salvation coming to us in the person of God’s own Son, Jesus Christ. It is pure gift. There is nothing that we can do to convince God to give it to us, for it is given solely out of God’s generous initiative. “God chose us while we were yet sinners,” as Paul puts it. Into the human heart that has been afflicted with the sickness and darkness that sin brings is imputed the grace of God that comes to us in Christ, that we receive simply by saying “yes” to this gift in an act of faith. In our baptism we die with Christ and are raised into his resurrected life and become newly created, “the old has passed away, behold all has become new.” Paul instructs us to now live according to this new created self by nurturing it and admonishes us to stop nurturing the old self. The battle between these two selves will continue but our truth is not the old self, the surface self tossed to and fro by the chaos of life...and it never really was...our truth is the deeper self, the beloved child of God, called, justified, and now glorified in God’s all-consuming presence.

Who can, now, separate us from the love of Christ? Paul is unequivocal... there is nothing... absolutely nothing... that can separate us from the all-consuming love of God’s presence. For the person in Christ, we have penetrated through the multiple layers of sand and hit ground zero... the point of pure Love... unconditioned and absolute... and the ground of our own true self, hidden with Christ in God.

This truth would inspire the 1966 poem of Thomas Merton entitled “All the Way Down,”

I went down
Into the cavern
All the way down

To the bottom of the sea.
I went down lower
Than Jonas and the whale
No one ever got so far down
As me.

I went down lower
Than any diamond mine
Deeper than the lowest hole In Kimberly
All the way down
I thought I was the devil
He was no deeper down
Than me.

And when they thought
That I was gone forever
That I was all the way
In hell
I got right back into my body
And came back out
And rang my bell.

No matter how
They try to harm me now 

No matter where
They lay me in the grave
No matter what injustices they do
I've seen the root
Of all that believe.

I've seen the room
Where life and death are made
And I have known
The secret forge of war
I even saw the womb
That all things come from
For I got down so far!

But when they thought
That I was gone forever
That I was all the way
In hell
I got right back into my body
And came back out
And rang my bell.

Merton's description of the journey into his depths borders on the terrible and horrific, but only in these depths and in confronting these horrors does the image of God within us begin to shine. James Finley writes of this poem:

“Merton leads us along the journey to God in which the self that begins the journey is not the self that arrives. The self that begins is the self that we thought ourselves to be. It is this self that dies along the way until in the end 'no one' is left. This 'no one' is our true self. It is the self that stands prior to all that is this or that. It is the self in God, the self bigger than death yet born of death. It is the self the Father
forever loves.”

This transformed self is the result of seeing the pearl of great price and selling everything for the one thing necessary. It’s the result of seeing through the lies of a fabricated, illusory existence... through the shifting sand of one’s life... and catching a glimpse, however faintly, of the dazzling rock that is Christ... and making a choice to live anchored in the eternal even while we continue to live amidst the crashing waves of the temporal. To be mature in Christ is to learn how to unlock the hidden potential of this hidden self, to plant oneself firmly in the hidden Ground of Love and to enjoy the gift of the gospel...the peace which passes understanding and the love that knows no bounds.

Then, with fearless and daring confidence, we can stand up boldly in the face of the barrage of threats to human life with which our modern world confronts us and declare with prophetic certitude: “I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor rulers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor power, nor height, nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate me from the love of God in Christ Jesus my Lord.” Amen.