Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY
Saturday, September 14, 2024
Holy Cross Day - September 14, 2024
Thursday, September 14, 2023
Holy Cross Day - September 14, 2023
Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY
In the name of God: Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Amen.
“Crux est mundi medicina” “ The cross is the medicine of the world.” These words are engraved in stone and rest over the entrance to the guest house here at the Monastery of the Holy Cross — they are hard to miss, and they are a bold claim. A very bold claim. And I’ll confess, on some days, I feel that they may be too bold a claim. There are days when I walk past that inscription, sigh, and shake my head, wishing we’d toned the message down just a bit. Is the cross the medicine of the world? Really? How? I imagine that each of us here can immediately call to mind examples of how the symbol of the cross has been co opted for the purposes of imperial expansion or selfish gain, or can call to mind examples of well-intentioned efforts by the church that have resulted in great harm -- all in the name of the cross. But the claim persists, etched in stone, even when I struggle with it — that somehow, in spite of all of that, the cross remains the best medicine for the world.
Before we think a bit more about how the cross may be the medicine we need, it might be good to consider the malady for which the cross is allegedly the cure? There are about as many answers to that question as there are people who have asked it, but I want to spend time together this morning exploring one way of understanding our human problem and how the cross might be the best medicine for that ill.
I’m going to start somewhere we might least expect for thoughts on our diagnosis — the arena of U.S. politics — but please don’t panic, we’ll only stay there for a moment.
In the the lead-up to the 2020 Presidential election, an short-lived contender in one of our major parties’ primary processes shared his diagnosis of our national malady as he understood it — he shared that he believed we were in the midst of a “crisis of belonging” and that our extreme political polarization as a nation and tendency to demonize those on the “other” side of the political aisle were, at their core, symptoms of this “crisis of belonging.” I think he was onto something.
This crisis of belonging has “ailed” us since the dawn of our human story — this sense of estrangement coupled with a longing to belong —to belong within our community, to our God, and with ourselves. We see these tensions echoed in our sacred texts as early as the story of Cain and Abel. One of our primary problems as humans is that we tend to conceive of belonging as a limited resource, and we tend to turn our striving to obtain that limited resource into a zero-sum competition with those around us.
One of philosopher RenĂ© Girard’s key insights was that we humans tend to build social cohesion on the back of exclusion. And these dynamics work themselves out no matter how large or small the community is — be it as large as a nation state or as small as a family, a group of friends, or if we are not careful, even a religious Order. As rivalry and competition grow within the community (along with their attendant social tensions and, in some cases, violence) human societies will often select a scapegoat —a person or group who is blamed for the turmoil and conflicts within the community. The scapegoat becomes the target for all of that collective blame and hostility, and is often subjected to violence or expulsion as a means of purging the community of its tensions and conflicts.
This often happens subconsciously, but the striking thing is that this process works — at least temporarily. For a season, social cohesion and sense of safety in belonging are restored, but in the long run, this mechanism only perpetuates cycles of violence, as the social order, the “sense of safe belonging,” is maintained via cycles of ritual expulsion and violence. The irony of building community by this mechanism is that one is never actually ever safe — subconsciously we all know that we might find ourselves selected for expulsion at the next round of sacrifice— and this leads to deep, subconscious anxiety at both the group and individual levels.
This mechanism for social cohesion is at work around us all the time. And we participate in this way of being together all the time, I participate in this way of being together all the time.
My go-to example for how this dynamic might play itself out innocuously is to ask, “What is the fastest way to bond with a group of Rotarians? Well, crack a joke about the Lion’s club! And what is the fastest way to bond with a group from the Lion’s club? Crack a joke about the Rotarians!”
We can laugh at relatively harmless examples like this, but they point to darker outworkings of this mechanism. History, of course, is filled with more insidious examples of what happens when particular groups are made the scapegoats for social ills and unrest. The repeated scapegoating of Jewish people in the early 20th century led to the Holocaust, the scapegoating of Native Americans peoples led to the genocidal policies of our own early government and those across the Americas.
Over time, our mechanisms for sacrificial expulsion have become increasingly sophisticated, a bit better hidden, but they are still there. We may not have religious structures in this country that engage in ritual murder to reestablish social cohesion, but we do have a criminal justice system rife with systemic injustices that provides us with scapegoats all the time — typically in the form of black and brown young men.
On the smaller, more intimate scale of our personal lives, gossip and shaming, the identification of a group “problem child” within our small communities — all of these actions participate in that same system of violence that, in the short run, make us feel safe and as if we belong, but ultimately contribute to the cycles of violence that tear our world and our hearts apart.
Now, you may be reasonably asking at this point, what in the world does this have to do with the cross? How is the cross medicine for this illness?
“The Gospels show us that Jesus understands this mechanism,” of inclusion via exclusion; (Allison, 152-153) of maintaining social cohesion and order through expulsion, and Jesus understands that the religious and political structures of this world depend on this mechanism and therefore often unconsciously shore it up. Through his life and ministry, Jesus lures the mechanism and these institutions into behaving according to their usual patterns, and that, predictably, gets him killed. He dies a death of shame and suffering on the edges of the City —lifted high on the beams of a cross. Jesus dies, as countless others have and will continue to die; in fact, he’s surrounded by two others dying the same death that he is— on the fringes of society, sacrificed to the idols of shaky cohesion and fragile peace.
But Jesus does this precisely in order to reveal that the whole exercise is unnecessary — that there exists the possibility of another way of being together. And as we come to understand that it was God’s very Self that died on the cross that day, we discover that God is in no way involved in these mechanisms of inclusion via exclusion — stripping them of any imagined divine imprimatur.
The Way of Jesus that is the undoing of this Way of the World, was described for us in our Epistle reading this morning — it is the way of self-emptying love, the way of kenosis. It is the way of a love that is grounded in the unending flow of the life and love of the Trinity, and as such, it is a love that is secure enough to not grasp for belonging as if it were a limited resource acquired at the expense of others. As such, it is a love that is grounded and secure enough to actually inhabit the places of exclusion on behalf of others, and as Jesus does this as the Innocent Victim, he reveals this victim mechanism for what it is, and breaks the cycle of violence with forgiveness, exposes the injustice of scapegoating, and opens up for us a New Creation — a new way of being human — a new way of being together.
This New Creation springs from the Way of the Cross, where belonging is not governed by zero-sum rivalries, but by the boundless, ever-flowing, fearless love and mercy of God. This is the way we are born into through faith and the waters of Baptism. This is the Way we are invited to walk at the foot of the cross.
The Way of the Cross runs counter to how we are conditioned to behave and to how we see the world around us functioning each and every day. And when we are faced with the opportunity to walk the way of the cross it can very much feel fraught with the risk of death — though for those of us who are protected by layers of privilege, we are usually only facing some form of social death — nonetheless, it is a death.
But this is the way we are invited into. It is the way we have been inaugurated into by Jesus’ work on the cross. And as we come to trust a bit more in the boundless love of God for us, perhaps we can begin to grasp and strive a bit less. As we let that love flow through unclenched hands and hearts, perhaps we can learn learn to stand in the places of exclusion on behalf of others, to break the cycles of violence with forgiveness when we experience it, and in so doing, in fits and starts, and however imperfectly, we can participate in ushering in this New Creation.
“Let this mind be in us which was also in Christ Jesus, who though he was in the form of God, did not regard equality with God as something to be grasped, but emptied himself, taking the form of a slave, being born in human likeness. And being found in human form, he humbled himself and became obedient to the point of death — even death on the cross.”
In the name of God: Lover, Beloved, and Love Overflowing, Amen.
Wednesday, September 14, 2022
The Exaltation of the Holy Cross - September 14, 2022
Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY
Tuesday, September 14, 2021
Holy Cross day - September 14, 2021
Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY
Sunday, September 13, 2020
Fifteenth Sunday after Pentecost - Proper 19 A - September 13, 2020
Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY
Br. Josép Martinez-Cubero, OHC
Do not invite death by the error of your life,or bring on destruction by the works of your hands;because God did not make death,and God does not delight in the death of the living.For God created all things so that they might exist;the creatures of the world are wholesome,and there is no destructive poison in them,and the dominion of Hades is not on earth.For righteousness is immortal.But the ungodly by their words and deeds summoned death;considering it a friend, they pined awayand made a covenant with it,because they deserve to be in its possession.(Wisdom 1:12-16)
But the souls of the righteous are in the hand of God,and no torment will ever touch them.In the eyes of the foolish they seemed to have died,and their departure was thought to be a disaster,and their going from us to be their destruction;but they are at peace…their hope is full of immortality.(Wisdom 3:1-4)
Saturday, September 14, 2019
Holy Cross Day - Saturday, September 14, 2019
Holy Cross Day - Saturday, September 14, 2019
Isaiah 45:21-25
Galatians 6:14-18
John 12:31-36a
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In the death of Jesus of Nazareth, we witness the first act of a new creation which the Apostle Paul refers to in his epistle to the Galatians.
The second and third acts of this new creation are the resurrection and then the ascension of Jesus the Universal Christ. And I want us to focus on Act 1 of this new creation for now.
It may be nigh impossible, but I want us to focus on the crucifixion for a while without looking at it much from the perspective that the resurrection and the ascension give us nowadays.
Today, I remember Jesus’ passion and the place of the cross in his life. What meaning can we give to the cross from the perspective of a fully human Jesus coming into his passion?
To me, Jesus’ crucifixion achieves two important things that are often overlooked:
-First, it is his most powerful lesson in non-violent resistance to evil,
-Second, it fulfills the mystery of the Incarnation.
Of course, the crucifixion, and the cross as a symbol carry many more meanings than those. But I will focus on those two today.
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First, Jesus’ crucifixion is his last lesson in non-violent resistance to evil. In Jesus’ case, the evil is the combination of the Roman domination system, on one hand, and on the other hand, the religious authorities’ use of, and participation in that domination system.
In getting Jesus condemned and executed, the religious authorities ensured (or so they thought) the longevity of their institution (Temple Judaism). They felt they were protecting the religious and cultural identity of the Jewish people by sacrificing nothing more than a bothersome and vexing troublemaker. They had cut a coexistence deal with the Roman authorities and didn’t want it subverted by a wonder-working itinerant Galilean preacher.
The Roman authorities decided that the alleged claims to political power made by Jesus were enough of a threat to the Roman Peace in Palestine.
They also wanted to keep public quietude at the emotionally charged time of the Passover festival. And that was worth sacrificing a possibly innocent man.
Further, terrorizing the populace by showing what destiny awaited (even alleged) opponents of imperial supremacy was worth doing to consolidate their dominance.
But what about Jesus? Why didn’t he run for the hills when there was still time? Why did he not choose to continue his teaching and healing ministries in less menacing environments than Passover-bound Jerusalem? He had a faithful support base in Galilee. Why not go back and deepen the ministry there?
I suspect Jesus knew his ministry had reached a perilous tipping point (whether in Galilea or Judea). Jesus taught that the Kingdom of God was close at hand, indeed that the Kingdom of God was present.
He worked many wonderful signs that spoke of divine power. Many of his listeners, informed by centuries of hopes and expectations about a Messiah thought he would take the next step in their version of Messiahship and claim political power.
That would have involved rebellion against the Roman occupier. And such rebellion could not happen without extensive violence and bloodshed.
Many of Jesus’ followers may indeed have wanted him to be King of the Jews and a conquering and victorious King at that.
Earlier in this twelfth chapter of the gospel according to John, we have a report of Jesus’ triumphal entry into Jerusalem. The crowds chanted: ‘Hosanna! Blessed is the one who comes in the name of the Lord — the King of Israel!’
Jesus probably understood that the claim to kingship would lead to violent repression and suppression if he encouraged his followers to act out any further in this direction.
Indeed, this triumphal entry into Jerusalem very likely was enough to make the Roman authorities fear they had a risk of rebellion on their hands.
In effect, Jesus’ spiritual leading and teaching were at risk of being hijacked by an unstoppable political momentum. The populace wanted him King. He was not interested but knew it could no longer be stopped.
Jesus intuited or fully understood that his non-violent resistance to the political and religious authorities of Jerusalem would lead to martyrdom. I think that he chose to face this martyrdom to cut short the germs of violent insurrection amongst some of his followers.
In order to cement the non-violence of his ministry and maintain the spiritual nature of his teachings, he chose to remove the temptation of making him King of the Jews from the movement that supported him.
His death at the hands of the Roman occupier and his resurrection and ascension would compel his movement to focus on the signs and teachings he had given them rather than elaborate political liberation plans.
By choosing to face martyrdom, he preserved his movement from turning political and violent. He saved them from themselves and from massive retribution from the Roman authorities.
As John the Evangelist wrote: “No one has greater love than this, to lay down one’s life for one’s friends” (John 15:13).
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Second, Jesus’ crucifixion fulfills the mystery of the Incarnation. Christ is also fully human and trod this planet, as a poor Galilean itinerant preacher.
God chose to accept all of the human experience, up to and including the shame, the pain, and the injustice that is the fate of too many of our brothers and sisters.
Looked at from the point of view of the resurrection of Jesus the Christ, the cross is a promise that God will not abandon us. It is a promise that God will somehow, someway, work to bring life out of death.
From the point of view of the ascension, it is also a promise that the trinitarian Godhead knows what it means to be human, fully human, in all its wonderful and dreadful variety and woe.
The cross makes it clear how human Jesus was and is. He did not call upon his divinity to sweep the passion away and skip carefree to the inclusion of his humanity in the Godhead.
In his passion, the very human Jesus of Nazareth did not have the benefit of hindsight on what the cross would come to mean after his death.
Jesus suffered doubt, fear, anxiety, and abandonment in the leading up to and suffering on the cross. I don’t think Jesus knew he would be resurrected. I think that would defeat the fullness and authenticity of his humanity.
Facing death as any one of us was essential to his human experience. He died as any human; taking nothing with him and with no cognitive certainty of what awaited him.
But on top of that, the cross did put a horrible fulfillment to his incarnation. There is no human trauma or tragedy that Jesus cannot relate to. In Christ, God has a fully experiential human empathy towards even our worst predicaments.
Maybe the fullness of the mystery of incarnation meant that Jesus couldn’t die peacefully of old age in crumpled sheets and surrounded by praying friends and relatives. In any case, it would have been a very different incarnation.
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So in our exaltation of the Holy Cross, let us remember Jesus’ teachings which he wanted to preserve to the point of accepting death.
Let us remember love of God, love of neighbor, and even, yes, love of enemies which he so beautifully demonstrated in his passion. Let us remember his preferential care for the poor whether economically and/or spiritually poor.
God became human and died on the cross, that we may hear these teachings, take them to our hearts, and embody them in our lives, regardless of how relevant the dominant culture around us finds those teachings.
“For the message about the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved, it is the power of God” (1 Corinthians 1:18).
Amen.
Friday, September 14, 2018
Holy Cross Day , Year B: Friday, September 14, 2018
Br. Randy Greve, OHC
Holy Cross Day- Friday, September 14, 2018
This is active voice language in the face of a means of death that was designed to render the condemned victim powerless and humiliated and voiceless. Jesus does not say “people will be drawn to me in my broken state”. The prayer does not say “his arms were stretched out by the executioner, yet he is a perfect sacrifice.” Neither the scripture nor the liturgical language which gets its imagery from the Bible will countenance the crucifixion as an event in which Jesus is a helpless and docile victim. By all appearance, a crucified person does not draw anyone to himself. And it is the Romans who do the arm-stretching, not the condemned. So this language is not spiritual sentimentality, it speaks of a great reversal. In a total indictment of the domination system’s use of power and violence to subjugate and repress, Jesus declares that his dying hours on the cross will be a raising to glory, the very sight that attracts and woos the world to him. And this is what his death was and is from those at the cross through time.
A death intended by the crucifiers to enact a stripping of all dignity, even annihilation, is for Jesus an emptying that is the fullness of life. The worst that the empire can dish out is no match for his infinite capacity for forgiveness. Jesus is put to death, of his own free will, but he is not conquered, not broken. He is numbered among thousands of victims of Roman torture, but he does not surrender nor despair. His saving work continues even in dying; and dying in a way and with a power that makes this active language of laying down, drawing, and stretching the acts of love, through sweat and blood and the horror of forsakenness, is his complete and eternal giving of himself in love to the world.
Jesus as the one executed absorbs the violence inflicted on him – takes it into his very flesh, thereby exposing once and for all the illegitimacy of the belief that violence can ever be the best or final or even a good response to evil without the violent one becoming the thing being destroyed. The cross is the world’s sign of future hope, the event of love and victory that prefigures the world that Christ will one day rule in glory. It is also our present sign of prophetic resistance. On this Holy Cross Day, we are witnesses to a way of life and death that regards as foolishness and futility much of how the world thinks and speaks and acts.
Systems, movements, and impulses to evil act within and around us just as they did in Jesus’ day. Our response is to be like Jesus’. An active, present tense way of speaking and living that proclaims the new reality of reconciliation on this side of the cross and resurrection. We are not defined by what happened or is happening to us, by the ways others define or malign us. To live as victims is to deny the power of Jesus’ active resistance. We are defined by being within the stretched out arms, the loving embrace of the crucified which puts down the mighty lifts the lowly.
Some preach God’s regard for humans as a clinched fist of wrath or a pointing finger of accusation, but Jesus reminds us that we are seen with eyes of compassion, with arms stretched out in an all-encompassing embrace. So many do not know Jesus in this way. Many even in the church are caught between the false choices of running from the crises of the world into a spiritual bubble or turning the church into a humanist society that is merely concerned with fixing what it can. We are drawn to a savior with whom we enter into compassionate solidarity with the suffering – a savior who is also redeeming and will ultimately undo the suffering that is so much a part of our world. The lifted Jesus, drawing us, is inviting us into a way that faces the pain of the world, of our neighbors, with empathy and hope. As we draw near the cross, we draw near one who knows and experiences our joys and sorrows, blessings and losses even as he is conquering and bringing to perfection and peace all that would prevent us from knowing the fullness of that love. Stretch out your loving arms upon us, gracious Christ. Forgive, restore, and heal us. Use us, use our arms, stretched in love to our neighbors, to bring peace and hope and justice to our fractured world. Amen.
Thursday, September 14, 2017
Holy Cross Day-September 14, 2017
Br. Robert James Magliula, OHC
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Robert James Magliula |
In 1098 St. Anselm wrote his treatise Why Did God Become Human? In it he posited the first systematic articulation of the Cross as payment for sin. His purpose was to provide a rational argument for the necessity of the Incarnation and death of Jesus. He did so with a cultural model drawn from his time and place: the relationship of a medieval lord to his peasants. If a peasant disobeyed the lord, compensation must be made. He then applied that model to our relationship with God. We have been disobedient and deserve to be punished. And yet God loves us and wants to forgive us. But the price for sin must be paid. Jesus as a human, who was also divine, and thus without sin, paid the price.
A few hundred years later, in response to this theory, John Duns Scotus said that Jesus wasn’t solving any problems by coming to earth and dying. Blood atonement was never required for God to love us. The great mystery of Incarnation was not a problem-solving technique, or dependent on human beings messing up. The Incarnation was motivated by love. God’s love was infinite from the first moment of creation. The Cross was to change humanity, not a necessary transaction to change God. The Cross was a pure gift so that humanity could witness God’s love. Even though Anselm’s theory of atonement was not central in the first thousand years of Christianity, it became the primary lens through which the Cross, the Hebrew Scriptures, and the New Testament were read. This violent theory of redemption legitimated punitive and violent problem solving all the way down to our own day.
For all authentic spiritual teachers, their message is the same as their life; their life is their message. This strong emphasis on being saved by Jesus’ death allowed us to largely ignore Jesus’ way of life. All we really needed Jesus for was the last three days or three hours of his life. We still resist seeing the Cross as the pattern for life and a path for our own liberation. If we would imitate Jesus in practical ways, our consciousness would move toward love, nonviolence, justice, and inclusivity. Immature religion actually stalls people at early stages of magical and tribal consciousness, while convincing them that they are enlightened or saved. We generally prefer heavenly transactions to our own transformation.
The way of the Cross looks like failure. In fact, you could say that the Cross is about how to win by losing, how to let go creatively, how the only real ascent is descent. On the Cross, Jesus came to give us the courage to trust and live into the divine within us. He modeled it for us in his life and death.
The cross validates the centrality of paradox at the heart of Christianity. There is a cruciform pattern to reality. Reality is not meaningless and absurd but neither is it perfectly consistent. Reality is filled with contradictions, and so are we. Our faith is not a belief that dogmas or moral opinions are true, but a trust that God is accessible to us—and even on our side. Jesus was able to touch and heal people who trusted him as an emissary of God’s love, not people who assessed intellectual statements and decided whether they were true or false. Rational certitude is exactly what the Scriptures do not offer us. They offer us something much better: an intimate relationship, a path where we must discover for ourselves that grace, love, mercy, and forgiveness are absolutely necessary for survival in an uncertain world. God is to be found in all things, even and most especially in the painful, tragic, and sinful things—exactly where we do not want to look for God. We are all participating—with varying degrees of resistance and consent—in the faith journey that Jesus has already walked. All we can do is make what is objectively true fully conscious for us.
Jesus agreed to carry the mystery of suffering and not to demand perfection of creation.
Those who hold the contradictions—and try to resolve them in themselves—become agents of transformation and reconciliation. The insistence on the perfect is often the enemy of the practical and good. Perfectionism becomes angry righteousness. It contributes to intolerance and judgmentalism. In society, it creates ideologies that tolerate no compromise or ability to negotiate. We must try to be peace and do justice, but not expect to find perfection in ourselves or in the world. Jesus was a realist; he was patient with the ordinary, the broken, the weak, and those who failed. Following him is not a means of creating some ideal social order as much as it is a vocation to love the way that God loves.
To bear the mystery of the cross is to agree to find God in a clearly imperfect world. Unfortunately, we would much sooner have order and control. Most prefer beliefs, dogma and perfect objective morality to biblical faith, because certitude allows us to predict and control outcomes, and to justify rewards and punishments. That is not the message of the Cross or the Gospel.
The only things strong enough to break open the heart are things like pain, mistakes, unjust suffering, tragedy, failure, and the general unpredictability of life. Life itself will lead us to the edge of our own resources through such events. This reality was brought home to me again and again in our work in South Africa. We must be led to an experience or situation that we cannot fix, or control, or understand. That’s where faith begins. We hear it when Jesus called out on the Cross, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me” and then totally surrendered into the hands of the living God.
The Cross embodies the way of descent and mature spirituality leads us to enter willingly, into the dark periods of life. Transformative power is discovered in the dark—in questions and doubts, seldom in the answers. Our cultural instincts and ego prompt us to try to fix or change events in order to avoid changing ourselves. We must learn to stay with the pain of life, without answers, without conclusions, and if we are honest, some days without meaning. Grace leads us to a state of emptiness, to that momentary sense of meaninglessness. It seems some form of absence always needs to precede any deepening experience of presence. Desire makes way for depth.
Thomas Merton expressed the doubt and uncertainty we all face in this familiar prayer:
My Lord God, I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end. Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so. But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you. And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing. I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire. And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the right road, though I may know nothing about it. Therefore will I trust you always, though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death. I will not fear, for you are ever with me, and you will never leave me to face my perils alone.
Thursday, September 15, 2016
Holy Cross Day - Sep 14, 2016
Isaiah 45:21-25
Philippians 2:5-11
John 12:31-36a
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The finding of the cross - from the icon cross in our church, by John Walsted |
“We’ll name it for the deed, not the doctrine.” Today we celebrate Holy Cross Day, or “The Feast of the Exaltation of the Holy Cross.” A feast day named for the deed, not the doctrine. What this day actually commemorates is the dedication of the Church of the Holy Sepulcher in Jerusalem in the year 335. Tradition has it that the Church of the Holy Sepulcher is built over the sites of both the Crucifixion (Calvary or Golgotha) and the Burial of Jesus, the tomb. And it was at the site of Calvary that the Emperor Constantine’s mother Helena unearthed the remains of three crosses. To discover which, if any of the three, was the True Cross of Jesus, she touched wood from each of them to a diseased woman. And, of course, when this woman was touched with the wood of the True Cross she was instantly healed.
And so the wood of this Cross was broken up, divided, and spread around the world as relics. And it’s said that if all of these various fragments of holy wood were gathered together to reconstitute the one True Cross we would find that not only was the Cross of Christ outrageously massive, but also made from the wood of about 15 different kinds of tree. Such are the miracles and the mysteries of our Lord.
“We’ll name it for the deed, not the doctrine.” We have built a lot of bad doctrine, bad theology, around the Cross. I imagine that most of you have struggled at some point in your journey of faith with just why this death on a cross occurred, and whether or not it had to happen this way. Of course, there are the straightforward, historical reasons—Jesus was a threat to the Roman Empire and to the Temple hierarchy. They saw him as a revolutionary and a blasphemer, and so he was executed.
We could ask Why? and simply stop there. These are good enough and true answers. We could stop at the deed and forget the doctrine (and in some ways we might have been better for it!). But as Christians, we are not let off the hook so easily. We’re forced to ask the question, “Where is God in this Cross?”
One route that some of our theologians have taken is to think of Jesus’ Cross as a transaction, a payment to placate God’s wrath against us, so that we end up with God the Son dying to save us from God the Father — which sets up a pretty schizophrenic dualism within the life of God. And it places violence, blood lust, and, as Dom Crossan so eloquently put it, “cosmic child abuse,” right at the heart of God. This is one route our theologians have taken.
Another route is found in one of my favorite books, the 1933 novel "Peter Abelard" written by Helen Waddell. If you haven’t read it, put it on your list. There’s a scene in the novel where Abelard and his friend Thibault find a rabbit dying in a hunting trap. As Abelard carefully removes the rabbit from the trap and holds it, it dies in his arms. Heartbroken, he asks Thibault if he thinks there’s even a God at all. How could God allow the suffering of this little innocent one?
“I know,” Thibault says, “Only, I think God is in it too.” […] “All this,” he stroked the limp body, “is because of us. But all the time God suffers. More than we do.” […] “Thibault, do you mean Calvary?” Thibault shook his head. “That was only a piece of it—the piece that we saw—in time. Like that.” He pointed to a fallen tree beside them, sawn through the middle. “That dark ring there, it goes up and down the whole length of the tree. But you only see it where it is cut across. That is what Christ’s life was; the bit of God we saw. And we think God is like that, because Christ was like that, kind, forgiving sins and healing people. We think God is like that forever, because it happened once, with Christ. But not the pain. Not the agony at the last. We think that stopped.”
“Then, Thibault,” he said slowly, “you think that all this,” he looked down at the quiet little body in his arms, “all the pain of the world, was Christ’s cross?”
“God’s cross,” said Thibault. “And it goes on.”
This is another way of writing our doctrine of the Cross. Not as a transaction or a payment, but as a sacrament. As an outward sign of the way God is with-us-in-all-things, down to the depths and the dregs of life. The etymology of our English word atonement, our word for the doctrine, is literally at-one-ment. And our beloved 14th century English mystic Julian of Norwich writes of this at-one-ment, following a vision she was given of the Cross:
“Here [in the Cross] I saw a great one-ing between Christ and us, to mine understanding: for when He was in pain, we were in pain. And all creatures that might suffer pain, suffered with Him… The love of God creates in us such a oneing that when it is truly seen, no person can separate themselves from another person… In the sight of God all humans are oned, and one person is all people and all people are one person.”Christ then becomes that One Person in whom we are all held, and in him, all of us oned to God. Christ on the Cross shows us that God is at-one with the suffering of the whole universe—at-one with my dad dying on a roadside, at-one with the rabbit caught in a trap, at-one with our bodies as they wind down and wear out, at-one with us in everything. That is the doctrine to which the deed points.
Today, Holy Cross Day, is also the titular feast day of the Order of the Holy Cross. And every day as I walk through the main door of the monastery here, I see those words above the entrance, “Crux est Mundi Medicina”—“The Cross is the World’s Medicine.” How is the Cross medicine? There’s a line from the Sufi poet Rumi that says, “The wound is where the light enters.” Can we see the Cross as our collective wound through which the light can enter?
The Cross is not only a comfort given to those of us in pain — it’s also the reproach we need, the shock we need, to wake us up — it’s the sign of our own violence, domination, and misuse of power. Huston Smith puts it this way: “Every time we abuse the poor, every time we pollute our God-given planet, indeed, every time we act selfishly, God dies naked on the cross of our ego.” And so the Cross as our collective wound is also our medicine, our salvation, our opportunity to wake up. That, also, is the doctrine to which the deed points.
There is a Wisdom document that has been important in my own spiritual life, and I’m certain in the life of many of you. And I want to take our final word on the Cross from this text. The Master writes:
“The cross is not the symbol of an event which has its place in the distant past, while only the memory of that event belongs to the present. Rather, it is the witness of a fact of the eternal order—the self-oblation of the incarnate Son to his eternal Father, as full of love and power today as […] on Mount Calvary. […] The whole love of the passion burns in every Eucharist, and we, [Christ’s] servants, are to be kindled with that love…”These are words from the Rule of James Otis Sargent Huntington, founder of the Order of the Holy Cross. The Cross is our comfort, the Cross is our medicine, but finally the Cross is the truest symbol of that Love beating at the Heart of the Universe. A Cross present in every act of self-giving—a fact of the eternal order. This is what we celebrate today. This is the doctrine, the Love, to which the deed points.
And if the pieces of this True Cross were to be gathered together, it would be as immense as the universe.
Amen.