Showing posts with label Christmas. Show all posts
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Monday, December 25, 2023

Christmas Day - December 25, 2023

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY

Br. Francis Beckham
The Christmas Day, December 25, 2023

Isaiah 9:2-7

Titus 2:11-14

Luke 2:1-14(15-20)

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There’s a rather wonderful word that has recently come into vogue here at the monastery. It is a word that somehow manages to express the unique way in which an animal’s particular cosmos of senses, instincts, and circumstances coalesce to create an entirely unique experience of the world around it, from how it does or doesn’t see color (or even if it sees at all); how it detects motion, scent, and temperature; and the way it perceives things like pressure, time, direction, and even emotion.

This remarkable little word is umwelt, from the German meaning “environment.” The reason for umwelt’s recent rise in esteem is its centrality-of-concept within our current refectory book, An Immense World, by science journalist and author Ed Yong (Random House, 2023). In it, Yong explains that umwelt was “defined and popularized by the Baltic-German zoologist Jakob von Uexküll in 1909” and that it is meant to express specifically “the part of those surroundings that an animal can sense and experience – its perceptual world” (p. 5).

Perhaps unsurprisingly, the untold legions of animals who have ever lived and ever will live in our world represent a mind-boggling array of umwelten. For elephants, raising the trunk like a periscope is the normative way to check for scent, whereas a rattlesnake sniffs out its world using fast flicks of the tongue. Blood-seeking insects like mosquitos use their antennas to cut through the air, searching for the tell-tale marks of carbon dioxide to locate their next meal. Each animal has a very different way of perceiving the world, and each way is optimally suited to its particular set of circumstances. They’re different, but they’re all valid! So, even when animals share a common environment – such as alligators, herons, and panthers in the Florida Everglades, or lions, gazelles, and turaco birds of the Maasai Mara of Kenya – they do so while inhabiting what are essentially completely different perceptual worlds, courtesy of each one’s distinctive umwelt.

It's fascinating stuff, and it really does shine a fresh light on all our old, familiar surroundings. But one may wonder, what exactly does any of it have to do with the Solemnity of the Nativity of the Lord? We could certainly make an Incarnational link between the arrival of the Eternal Word-made-Flesh and the German-made word umwelt. And that would be a pretty good way to go. It would certainly make it much easier to incorporate the fact that on this day in 1223 – that’s exactly 800 years ago – the famous Christmas at Greccio took place, where Saint Francis of Assisi enlisted the help of animal friends in staging the first-ever living creche. But, truth be told, there’s another connection that’s been on my mind which I’d like to explore. So, I guess I’ll just have to leave that bit of trivia out.

You see, I feel quite strongly that there’s a dimension of umwelt among the Christmas-season experiences of humans just as there’s one in the light-perceiving experiences of deep-sea fish. In the liturgical – or, at the very least, the cultural – sense, we all move through the same seasons of Advent and Christmastide. Whether we were really aware of it or not, we all woke up on Advent I, brushed our teeth on Gaudete Sunday, and donned our socks on Christmas morning. But our spiritual, cultural, intellectual, mental, emotional – indeed, even existential – realities during this time of year are anything but the same.

Yes, Christmas may be our common watering hole, so to speak, but where one person is caught up in the joy and excitement of the season, fully invested in its spirit of hope, enjoying the Christmas music and Hallmark Channel movies, and warmed by the gathering of family and friends around the table, others are experiencing things differently. For any number of reasons, there are those for whom Christmas is less joyful, or at least less festive. It’s harder to get into the spirit of things when you’re working the overnight shift as a first responder, or covering a shift in the service industry so people can come in and enjoy the fruits of your labor with their families, at the expense of you being able to be with yours. Sometimes the season bears the wounds of losses and regrets which, regardless of how new or old they are, always seem to make themselves felt particularly strongly this time of year. I’d guess that, in any given year, many people experience some combination of Christmas feelings.

And then there are the struggles we may have with Christmas itself. What is the real meaning of it? Can it truly be the promise of hope and the heralding of a Savior the way we’ve always been told? “For a child has been born for us, a son given to us; authority rests upon his shoulders; and he is named Wonderful Counsellor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace” (Isaiah 9:6). That’s Isaiah, of course, who seeks to explore the role Jerusalem is destined to play in God’s plan for our world, focusing on themes of God’s holiness and righteousness, justice for the poor and powerless, and the assurance of a Deliverer, born of a Virgin, who will bring peace and freedom to God’s people. In our Christological understanding, this is the Reign of God. It’s a beautiful vision. It’s just not always easy to believe.

For one thing, depending on the time, place, and circumstances any of us lives in, there may not be a lot of peace and justice going on around us. There certainly isn’t in places like Ukraine and Palestine right now where, as always, those bearing the brunt of the violence of war are civilian women and children. I imagine they long for a peace-bringer to come, one who has ‘authority resting upon their shoulders’ who can put an end to all the suffering. But instead, all they get is Herod, still very much alive and loose in our world, still reigning genocide on the Holy Innocents of society.

In our own country, as well as many others, there are millions whose umwelten mean that Christmas is characterized by poverty, hunger, and loneliness; by neighborhoods or households racked by toxicity, trauma, and violence; by systems of economic injustice, racism, xenophobia, and other forms of hate that seek to stifle God-given talents, identities, longings, and dreams.

One could be forgiven for questioning Isaiah’s prophetic credentials in light of the brokenness, pain, and unheeded history lessons that seem to be constantly swirling around us.

And I just want to say, whatever anyone’s reality of Christmas happens to be as the result of their unique perceptual place in life: It’s perfectly valid. It’s okay to experience Christmas with less merriment and cheer than the ads and the culture insist. It’s okay to experience Christmas with less certainty and more doubt than our scriptural readings proclaim. It’s okay to experience Christmas apart from family and friends, especially when that’s what circumstances or our needs require of us. And it’s okay to experience Christmas with sadness and longing, even if we really have no idea why we feel the way we do.

That’s because – whether it feels like it or not – God is present in all our experiences, just as our sacred stories tell us God has been present with Israel during periods of exile and occupation; with Mary and Joseph during times of fear and confusion; and with Jesus while those ‘upon whose shoulders authority rested’ plotted again and again to kill him for proclaiming the holiness and justice of God, the very vision of Isaiah. God, who has been present in all moments of suffering, quietly sustaining those who long for better times, is still in our midst. This is the God whom the Gospel of John proclaims is in our world, made flesh, right here and now, to share our joys and sorrows, to rest with us during seasons of peace, and to shelter with us in times of conflict.

This, I believe, is the hope of Christmas: that in whatever way we experience it through our own particular perceptual worlds – our umwelten – God is surely present, permeating every part of our senses, drawing us ever deeper into God’s self, and becoming more and more Emmanuel, God-With-Us.

I pray that the peace of God and the hope of Christmas, in whatever way you experience it this year, be upon you and remain with you, during this holy season, and always. Amen.


Sunday, December 25, 2022

Christmas Day - December 25, 2022

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY

Br. Robert James Magliula, OHC

Christmas Day - Saturday, December 25, 2022


The shepherds went with haste to Mary and Joseph and told them what the angel had said to them about this child:

“Do not be afraid; for see – I am bringing you good news of great joy for all the people: to you is born this day in the city of David a Savior, who is the Messiah, the Lord. This will be a sign for you: you will find a child wrapped in bands of cloth and lying in a manger.” Luke 2:10-11

Today Bethlehem is more than a geographic location in Palestine. Today Bethlehem is within us. Both are situated amidst hope and joy, sorrow and loss, conflict and violence, healing and reconciliation. The older I get and the more I experience the beauty and pain of life, the more I want to live the Christmas story in this time and in this place. The story that matters and makes a difference is whether Jesus has been born again in us today.
 
What good is it to us if the angel announces good news of great joy to the shepherds if that good news is not also announced to us in our lives? What good is it to us if the shepherds go see this thing that has taken place if we do not also see it? What good is it if Mary treasures and ponders how these things can be if we do not also wonder at the mystery of God-with-us? What good is it if Jesus is laid in a manger in Bethlehem if he is not also cradled in the manger of our heart where God’s life and our life intersect. 

Today the manger of our humanity is filled with divinity. 

Once the shepherds leave having told Mary and Joseph what the angel said, there is only silence.  Neither of them say a word. Maybe that’s how it should be. Both had their lives ruptured by angelic encounters.  Gabriel’s encounter with Mary at the Annunciation and Joseph’s encounter with him in a dream don’t lead them out of doubt and into faith. Their encounter with the angel leads them out of certainty and into a holy bewilderment. Out of familiar spiritual territory and into a lifetime of pondering, wondering, questioning, and wrestling. 

Like Mary and Joseph, many of us were raised with a precise and comprehensive picture of who God is and how God operates in the world. Who knew that our life with God would be to shed our neat conceptions of the divine and emerge into the world vulnerable, and new, again and again?
 This, of course, is what Mary and Joseph had to do in the aftermath of their angelic encounters. They had to consent to evolve. To wonder. To stretch. They had to learn that faith and doubt are not opposites—that beyond all the easy platitudes of religion, we serve a God who dwells in mystery. If we agree to embark on a journey with this God, we too will face periods of bewilderment. This can frighten us as it did them and tempt us to try to hold our relationship with God at a sanitized distance from our actual circumstances. Such efforts leave us with a faith that’s rigid and inflexible. It’s when our inherited beliefs collide with the messy circumstances of our lives that we go from a two-dimensional faith to one that is vibrant and alive.

Silent treasuring and pondering are how we begin to make meaning of Jesus’ birth beyond an historical fact or doctrinal belief. We don’t need more facts or information. It’s a time to move from the event of Christmas to the meaning of Christmas. Making meaning is not so much about explaining, understanding, or analyzing. Treasuring and pondering are the work of the heart--- to interiorize the reality of God-with-us. Not a concept to be explained but a truth to be lived. Only we can encounter the treasure his birth holds for us. Only our pondering can reveal the things about him, us, and our life together. We don’t need to be afraid to go to that place, to become intimate with our own experiences, even our mistakes, and learn from them. God hides in the depths, even the depths of our sins. We humans crave meaning. We need to make meaning and allow Jesus to give meaning to our lives. We need to ponder and open ourselves to what this birth might mean for our life today. By it, God is inviting us to inhabit the fullness of our humanity.

Despite the way our culture markets Christmas, it is not an escape from real life. The point of the incarnation is that Jesus is one with us in the ordinary. The “good news of great joy” is announced in the ups and downs, frustrations and celebrations, joys and sorrows, of life. The birth that interrupted and called the shepherds away is also the birth that returned them to their fields and flocks. They carried the birth of Jesus back within them. Their fields and flocks were not different, but they were. Like the shepherds we must leave the scene of the nativity, the event of Christmas, and return to the fields of our lives---to the ordinary and the routine, the familiar daily work, and worries. That’s where we will ponder and treasure God’s embodiment of our humanity. That’s where we will glorify and praise God for all we have heard and seen. That’s where all of life and creation are made holy in the joining together of heaven and earth, divinity and humanity, spirit and matter. 

Every year I come to this feast wanting one thing---- to be reminded of the truth of the angel’s words, so that I can rely on this birth in my life and in our world which aches to hear the good news of great joy that can overcome our many divisions. I think deep down that’s what we all want. This manger holds the Creator of us all. Every aspect of our lives, and all of creation are cradled in Him. Today the Creator is born and by that birth we, the created, are offered the gift to be reborn.

+ Amen.

Saturday, December 25, 2021

Christmas Day - December 25, 2021

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY

Br. Josép Martinez-Cubero, OHC

Christmas Day - Saturday, December 25, 2021




“The shepherds said to one another, ‘Let us go now to Bethlehem and see this thing that has taken place…’ So they went with haste and found Mary and Joseph, and the child lying in the manger…. they made known… The shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God...”

If one thing we can learn from the shepherds is that, in the beginning God created… VERBS! That’s right, God created action words. And then, God created STORIES! And a story is the shortest distance between humanity and the truth. 

My work as a director of a children’s theatre before I entered the monastery had to do with guiding children and adolescents in using their imagination to find the truth a story reveals. And the best way to do that is through the verbs. We may not be able to identify with the nouns in an old story, but verbs are most often timeless.

When I hear about ancient Near Eastern shepherds, for instance, keeping watch over their flocks by night, the fact of the matter is that, I’m thousands of years and thousands of miles removed from that world. As a twenty-first century US American who has lived mostly in cities and was even intimidated by cows and sheep when I visited Scotland (even though I hate to admit it!), it is a stretch for me to identify with ancient shepherds and their world. But I know what it means to say: “Let’s go now.” I know what it means to find something out for myself, to see with my own eyes. I know what it is to tell what I’ve seen. I know about glorifying and praising God in a powerful moment of encountering Jesus.

So here is a story I made up based on other stories I’ve heard before. You may not be able to relate to the nouns. But I bet you will get the verbs. And I hope you will recognize the truth in it.

There was once a Puerto Rican niño (boy) who wanted to meet Dios (God). The adults in this niño’s life were perplexed but promised to bring him to church on Christmas Day, where, they assured him, he could speak to Dios. But el niño knew in his heart that meeting Dios could surely happen sooner (it was summer, after all).

He remembered seeing a movie en la televisión about Dios and Jesús who were on a beach far away that had just sand but no water, and where men wore long dresses and soldiers wore skirts. So he decided to go find that beach so that he could meet Dios. He packed his mochila (backpack) with some food for the long journey. His mamá had just cooked some pastelillos, so he loaded his mochila with those and a thermos of jugo de parcha and off he went to find Dios.

El niño travelled about half a mile and came upon, not the beach, but la plaza del pueblo (townsquare) where he met a viejita (old woman). She was sitting on a bench staring at las palomas (pigeons). El niño sat down next to her and opened his mochila. He noticed that la viejita seemed hungry, so he offered her one of his pastelillos and some jugo de parcha that she gratefully accepted. As they were eating together, la viejita smiled fondly al niño. Her smile was so lovely that el niño was overjoyed.

The two of them sat there on that bench en la plaza del pueblo eating and smiling, but never said a word. After a while, el niño got up to leave, but before he’d gone more than a few steps, he turned around and ran back to la viejita and gave her a big hug, and la viejita gave him the biggest smile he had ever seen.

It was getting a bit late and el niño decided to return to the safety of his home. When his mamá saw him coming in, she was curious about the look of joy on her son’s face. She asked him, “Hijo, what did you do today that made you so happy?” El niño replied, “I had lunch with Dios and She has the most beautiful smile I have ever seen!”

Meanwhile, la viejita also radiant with joy, returned to her home. Su hija (her grown daughter) was curious about the look of peace on her mamá’s face and asked her, “Mami, what did you do today that made you so peaceful?”  La viejita replied, “I ate pastelillos and drank jugo de parcha with Dios, and he is much younger than I expected!”

It may be a sentimental little story, but so is the story of the Nativity. A story is just a story until we find the truth in it. The story of the Puerto Rican boy and the old lady on the townsquare tells a very important truth. We can see God in all sorts of ways and in all sorts of characters because as Julian of Norwich insisted, “We are not just made by God, we are made of God.” The incarnation is about our realization, our welcome, our consent, our gratitude to the mystery that lives and breathes in, with, through, and beyond us. The distinction between the divine and the human, the holy and the ordinary is blurred forever. The spiritual and the material coexist in the same body, in the same place. Our humanity, personal and corporate, is the instrument of God’s work in this world. As we conjure up images of the newborn child, the mystery is born in our hearts once more.

And how is that mystery revealed? It is revealed through human biology, human need, human tragedy huddled together to give birth. God dwells in the vivid details of the scandal of the incarnation story- Mary, a young teenager (probably thirteen or fourteen years old), in danger of facing the wrath of her community because she is pregnant. At best, her pregnancy renders her the object of gossip, scorn, and exclusion from her village. At worst, it places her at the risk of death by stoning. Joseph, confused, living in a land oppressed by enemies, homeless, unwelcome, struggling to find a safe place for Mary to give birth in a world full of injustice. And the Nativity story, according to the anonymous story writer we call Luke, tells us that the news of the birth of the Savior comes first to some shepherds- among the lowliest of the emperor’s subjects- poor, illiterate, and thought to be dishonorable because they could not be home at night to protect their wives. They were outcasts and considered thieves because they grazed their flocks on other people’s property.

So, the Nativity story tells a very important truth. God’s alignment is with the material, the embodied, the messy. God looks with favor on the real flesh-and-blood experiences of simple and singular human beings. But there is more. We are invited to learn from Mary’s consent, from Joseph’s humble obedience, and from the shepherd’s curiosity and sense of urgency that anything and anyone can lead us to God. We are invited to look to everyone and everything as a revelation of God. All is gift. All is sacred because the Light shines in the darkness and the darkness can never overcome it! ¡Feliz Navidad a todos! ¡Que así sea, en el nombre del Padre, del Hijo y del Espíritu Santo! 

Amen+

Friday, December 25, 2020

Christmas Day - December 25, 2020

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY

Br. Robert James Magliula, OHC

Christmas Day  - Friday, December 25, 2020




The writers of the Creed knew perfectly well that the Incarnation, or humanization, as they sometimes called it, of the Word of God, wasn’t just a matter of someone who lived in heaven moving to earth. They knew they were using a metaphor because they were convinced that it was not possible to tell stories about God’s life, but only of God’s actions and manifestations in the world. What they wanted to say was that Jesus
embodied the active response of God, and through his life transmitted God’s creative life in and to humanity. They wanted to say clearly that the
whole life of Jesus is God’s gift to us, that God’s everlasting Word, did and does, something in Jesus. What seemed far off became near. What seemed secure and strong meets us in the form of weakness: an infant. The love involved in giving up safety and status provides a hint about the kind of love that is God’s, and that is God.

Christianity’s true and unique story line has always been Incarnation. That means that the spiritual and the material are one, that God and humanity truly coexist in the same body, in the same place. Jesus is a
human being standing in human history, Jewish history. Both Luke and Matthew relate the story of Jesus’ birth so as to make it clear that it is God’s initiative. Luke’s Gospel brings this to a dramatic climax in Mary. The Savior is the adopted Son of David, but his human flesh derives from God’s act in a person of no significance. God works through this unknown young girl. There is no mention of any moral worthiness, achievement, or preparedness in her, only humble, courageous trust and surrender. She could carry Jesus because she knew how to receive gift. In that, she offers a profound image of how generativity and fruitfulness can break into this world.

From her we learn that we can’t manage, maneuver, or manipulate spirit. It is a matter of letting go and receiving what is freely given. The art of letting go is really the art of survival. Victimhood is a dead end. Once you make it your narrative, it never stops gathering evidence about how you have been wronged by life, by others, and even by God. Real life starts by letting go. It is the gradual emptying of our attachment to our small self so that there is room for new conception and new birth. If we try to manage God or manufacture our own worthiness by any performance principle, we will never give birth to the Christ, but only to more of ourselves.

Jesus is pure grace, pure gift, so the story of his birth tells us with great vividness that the real miracle is the fact of Jesus himself. He is the mystery of God’s coming among us, God’s own life as gift and love. In the Christmas story we see God become helpless, become like us, become subject to the tensions of growth, become flesh so we might have the confidence to recognize that we have the stuff it takes to become like God.
 
What was personified in the body of Jesus was a manifestation of this one universal truth: matter is, and has always been, the hiding place for Spirit, forever offering itself to be discovered anew. The flesh, in other words, is all we have. It is our glory. It is our power. It is beautiful, and it is the clay out of which we shape a better tomorrow. Only a nondual mind allows us to say yes to the infinite mystery of Jesus and the infinite mystery that we are to ourselves. They are finally the same mystery.

God comes among us as an infant, vulnerable, wordless, dependent. As an infant he calls forth from us a love that is most natural and unforced, a tender sympathy, even protectiveness----that universal conspiracy of baby worship. But remember it is God we are talking about---the maker of all, the source of all power, the source of our anxiety as we seek approval and support. The human temptation is to get involved in complicated strategies to make things right with God. We devise systems of religious law and observance. We recruit God on our side as the supreme moralist. We use God to bless our crusades and agendas. We capture and display God as our ally. That temptation is heightened at Christmas with this tightly swaddled baby looking like a passive, docile, gift-wrapped object, a lucky mascot for our use. In him we can imagine God is made functional, dependent, and quiet, while we do the talking, boosting our strength, and brandishing this beautiful idol to threaten others, especially the outsiders not included in our circle of religion, morality, and ideology.

We forget that this is a real human baby. Every parent knows that babies are wordless and dependent, but they are not silent as a rule. Nor are they passive. They make their presence felt. They alter lives. Their dependence is a matter of broken sleep, hungry mouths, and dirty diapers. They need to be taught, watched, and entertained. If God is with us as an infant, then God is an insistent presence, without shame or restraint. All the crying can be disturbing since the baby cannot express his need. So, we must wait, attending patiently, until it becomes clear. We have to wait even longer before we can develop a common language. Far from being a tool for our schemes, this divine infant confronts us with the mysterious strangeness of God. God will not be captured and turned into a totem for our tribal passions. This God cannot be relied upon to guarantee our judgements or our prejudices. This is not an imprisoned God, but the God of the stable and cross. His weakness, his wordlessness is his power. He is the God who is there for all----for the enemy and the outcast and all who are not like us.

How do we respond to such a God who has come among us? What do we make of this gift of love too great to make sense of? When the mystery of God’s love breaks into our consciousness, do we run from it, or like Mary, respond from our deepest, truest self and say yes to what will change us forever. The shepherds, who stood on the margins of society, were struck with awe and rejoiced. Today, we too can offer God the gift of our rejoicing. God yearns for the hearts of those who can and will rejoice in this gift of love. The useless gifts of art and beauty, of ritual and music, are not an end in themselves, but are there to liberate our joy. When our joy is liberated, so will our generosity and compassion be. It is only when we learn to give, not from a sense of debt, but from an overflowing joy, that we can have some share in this action of redeeming and recreating love. We are so bad at loving that we need the shock of joy to set our love free, to have our selfish habits and self-obsession broken open. Our love needs to be shocked into action.

Joy cannot be cultivated. We can’t go out looking for it. As C.S. Lewis noted, we are surprised by joy. The point is not about joy but about what causes it. We must freely yield ourselves to the wonder of God’s gift. When we have made that basic surrender, like Mary, and exposed ourselves to the shock of it, then the joy and beauty, the transfiguring compassion and love will flow in generous and loving acts.

On this happy morning we give thanks for the God who has come among us, sweeping away our tribalism, our moral smugness, our religious fussiness. The inarticulate crying and the incomprehensible laughter of a real infant wakes us out of our deathlike sleep and life begins: the life of patient and loving attention to our Great Lover, the slow learning of a new language and a new world we can share with him.

Amen.

Wednesday, December 25, 2019

Christmas Day - Wednesday, December 25, 2019

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY
Br. Robert Sevensky, OHC
Christmas Day - Wednesday, December 25, 2019

Isaiah 9:2-7
Titus 2:11-14
Luke 2:1-14(15-20)

Click here for an audio version of this sermon.

The year 2017 saw the passing, at far too young an age, of a wonderful novelist, essayist, poet and story teller, Brian Doyle. Doyle was never a major public literary figure, but he had a following. He was known as a “Catholic writer,” but that title fits him fully only if we understand catholic in its broadest and most primitive sense of universal, for his topics covered the spectrum of human relations, the natural world, humor with an Irish tinge, and yes, religion.

I want to share with you part of an essay he wrote some years ago:

I’ll tell you a story. Some years ago I sat at the end of my bed at three in the morning, in tears, furious, frightened, exhausted, as drained and hopeless as I have ever been in this bruised and blessed world, at the very end of the end of my rope, and She spoke to me. I know it was Her. I have no words with which to tell you how sure I am that it was the Mother. Trust me.

Let it go, She said.

The words were clear, unambiguous, crisp, unadorned. They appeared whole and gentle and adamant in my mind, more clearly than if they had somehow been spoken in the dark salt of the room. I have never had words delivered to me so clearly and powerfully and yet so gently and patiently, never.

Let it go.

I did all the things you would do in that situation. I sat bolt upright. I looked around me. I listened for more words. I looked out the window to see if someone was standing in the garden talking to me through the window. I wondered for a second if my wife or children had spoken in their sleep. I waited for Her to say something more. She didn’t speak again. The words hung sizzling in my mind for a long time and then faded. It’s hard to explain. It’s like they were lit and then the power slowly ebbed.

Let it go.

She knew how close I was to absolute utter despair, to a sort of madness, to a country in which many sweet and holy things would be broken, and She reached for me and cupped me in Her hand and spoke into the me of me and I will never forget Her voice until the day I die. I think about it every day. I hold those words close and turn them over and over and look at them in every light and from every angle.

Doyle told no one of his experience for more than a year, until finally he shared it with two friends who had themselves been, as he puts it, “Spoken to in moments of great darkness.”

I've been Spoken to as well, four times as I reckon it, though only once were there actual words involved. And that experience was much more dramatic than even Doyle's, involving as it did a crucifix with its head turning and speaking...a little like something out of The Exorcist. But the words—all seven of them—were words of gentle invitation. I won't share them with you, but I can tell you that I was totally surprised by my response. “Yes” I said. “Of course.” Where did that come from? And like Doyle, I've pondered those seven words for now over twenty years.

I want to propose two suggestions this Christmas Day.

The first is that many people—billions perhaps—have been Spoken to. But many of us have forgotten the words or suppressed them or shared them with no one else, lest we be considered odd or weird or crazy. Or even worse, religious fanatics. But dear people, it happens all the time. The Mother speaks words of wisdom. The crucifix moves. The sun dances. The bird on the wing exalts the soul. The cry of a baby opens up worlds unseen and unknown.

The 16th century German radical reformer Thomas Muntzer once said: “I will not pray to a mute god.” And neither should we. But, in point of fact, God is not mute. God speaks and continues to speak through the ages and nations and cultures and religions of the world and through the astonishing and now endangered structures of this created order. And to and through people just like you and me.

Where have you been Spoken to? Where has the Holy One—blessed be He—where has the Holy One touched your heart? Because you know He has. And He will touch it again. Are you being Spoken to, addressed, summoned, called today, perhaps right now? People, we must listen up. We must pay attention.

The second thing I want to suggest—no, more than simply suggest, but rather proclaim—is that God has spoken powerfully and in a most unique and astounding way in and through Jesus Christ, whose coming among us we celebrate today. And this not simply through Jesus the great moral teacher, or the spiritual guide, or healer and prophet or social critic. And not just through the Jesus of the Cross and Passion and Resurrection. Not even through that Jesus whose power to transform our dying world into something new and revolutionary is already happening. Though to be sure, all that is real Speaking, living and life-giving. But God speaks perhaps most powerfully through the simple and mind-boggling affirmation that in a child, in this Christmas Child, God draws us toward Love and to love.

Hear what Austin Farrer, the great Anglican theologian of the last century, has to say:

Mary holds her finger out, and a divine hand closes on it. The maker of the world is born a begging child; he begs for milk and does not know that it is for milk that he begs. We will not lift our hands to pull the love of God down to us, but he lifts his hands to pull human compassion down upon his cradle. So the weakness of God proves stronger than men, and the folly of God proves wiser than men.

God speaks to us through this Child, mewing for milk and not even knowing it. And in this Child's neediness, vulnerability and profound lowliness, the eternal God stoops to become one of us, one with us, dwelling among us, drawing love out of us. And at the same time transforming us and all creation. We are raised—all of us—to divine life. And we take with us everything: animals, plants, waters, earth itself. For this is, as St. Basil says, a festival of all creation. “And heaven and nature sing!”

Individual messages can be powerful and transformational. I am grateful for those times when the veil has been pulled aside for a moment, and I was graced with a glimpse of eternity. But in his humble, indeed mute, Speaking, this Child in a manager says more. And we have yet, after two thousand years, to wrap our minds and our hearts around it.

But there is, I believe, Good News, and that is that we needn't worry too much. In the fullness of time for you and me, sooner or later, the Mother will come speaking words of wisdom. The crucifix will turn its head. The sun will rise. The bird will soar. The partner or friend will laugh. A stranger will startle us with an unexpected act of kindness. A baby's cry will split the night. And suddenly, suddenly, new worlds will open before us.

Because Christmas is always happening. Always.

And as I might say once again: “Yes, of course.”

Merry Christmas.

Friday, December 25, 2015

Christmas Eve - Dec 24, 2015

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY
Br. Bernard Jean Delcourt, OHC
Christmas Eve – Thursday, December 24, 2015

Isaiah 9:2-7 
Titus 2:11-14 
Luke 2:1-14(15-20)
Adoration of the Shepherds - Guido Reni (Italian Baroque painter 1575 – 1642)
O holy Child of Bethlehem, descend to us we prayCast out our sin and enter in, be born in us today.We hear the Christmas angels the great glad tidings tell.O come to us, Our Lord Emmanuel.
(from the hymn O Little Town of Bethlehem, written by Episcopal priest Phillips Brooks)

Emmanuel. God among us. God around us. God within us.

Tonight, we celebrate the nearness of God in remembering the birth of his only begotten son, Jesus of Nazareth. It is an amazing event that marks the beginning of a great Christian mystery; the Incarnation. God takes on a human destiny to manifest God’s deep engagement with humanity and to make us understand divinity in a new light. And this starts with the birth of a baby named Jesus.

Jesus is source of all there was, is and is to come. Jesus is the Word that brought forth creation. Jesus is the Messiah. And eventually, he will also be the One crucified, risen from the dead and exalted to God in heaven. And later still he shall come again in glory to judge both the living and the dead.

Jesus is all of that and more. And yet in the stillness of that night, he came to us in the vulnerable and lovely form of a baby. The fullness of God chose to be made flesh in the particulars of a little baby born to parents of modest means in a backwater of the Roman Empire. The embodiment of God in human flesh is amazing enough. God had no need to highlight it by choosing an important, famous or rich person to do it. 

On the contrary, the nativity story as it is told to us by the evangelist Luke shows clearly how God loves the humble, the simple and even the marginalized.

Mary and Joseph come from a small village in Galilee. Joseph is a craftsman not a wealthy merchant or landowner. They are not important or prominent people.

God chooses to come to us in the precarity of a temporary dwelling for Mary and Joseph, a simple Bethlehem building shared with animals. 

And God chooses to announce the glory of the incarnation to simple shepherds, a reviled group in the society of their time. Shepherds were regarded as dishonorable because they were not home at night to protect their family. And they were considered of dubious morality since they let their flocks graze regardless of property boundaries.

Yet it is to these lowliest of lowlies that God chooses to announce the birth of the Savior. Angels and shepherds are celebrating together. Heaven and earth are rejoicing in wonderment. 

The birth of Jesus Christ shows us the humility of our God and God’s solidarity with all of humanity. God cares for the poor and simple. God’s glory is found among them. Let us not forget that when our Christmas celebrations recede into fond memories of great food and gift-giving.

*****

But the advent of Jesus, the arrival of Christ does not limit itself to an historical event in occupied Palestine twenty centuries ago. 

The very good news of tonight is that the advent of Jesus is a continuing event that happens in each one of us as we continue our journey with God and towards God. 

As announced, the advent of Jesus will happen again when he will manifest himself to us at a time unknown, when we will all, living and dead, be transformed by self-knowledge, deep acceptance of our reality and a more total embrace with God. 

This is to happen at some time in the future. We do not know when. We don’t need to know when. Good and bad will be fully revealed and Jesus will again be with us in the flesh.  It is a promise our God has made to us and it is coming.

And then, there is now, the in-between time. The time of already and not yet. Jesus has already lived, died and risen from the dead in our historical time.  And Jesus has not yet returned to us in glory.

This in-between time is where we live and love and die. And Christ himself promised to be with us in that in-between time. In Matthew’s account of Jesus’ post-resurrection meeting with the disciples, he tells them: “And remember, I am with you always, to the end of the age.” (Matt 28:20b).

So how is Jesus here with us today, now, in this very instant and in this very place? It is not only in the representation of baby Jesus in the creche; although that is a lovely way of making visible and tangible a presence which otherwise often eludes us.

There are four ways in which we may experience Emmanuel, God among us, tonight.

One is to look around you. Please give a friendly glance to your neighbors. They may be strangers, they may be friends or loved ones; no matter. Each one of them is a manifestation of the Divine in your life. You may not readily see it, but in our daily dealings with one another, we are invited into Christ among us.

Two, if it feels good, close your eyes for a few moments and focus on your inner being. The life within you, is also a manifestation of God among us. If you take time for prayer or meditation on a regular basis, you know that a sense of the divine can be glimpsed there at times. 

And if you’ve done prayer or meditation often enough, you know that the Divine presence is at work within us whether we glimpse it or not. God is never absent from you. Even if you don’t feel present to God; God is there anyway, closer to you than your very breath.

Three, God wants to give godself to you through the sacrament of creation. Nothing that the Creator initiated is absent from the grace of God. The material world also manifests aspects of the divine Love. Even the work of humanity’s hands participates of this divine momentum towards revealing what Teilhard de Chardin referred to as the Cosmic Christ.

So Jesus - God - is with us here today, manifested in each other, in ourselves and in both the ordinariness and awesomeness of creation.

And last but not least, Jesus gave his life that we may receive mercy, life abundant and love overflowing. It may be hard to imagine when we celebrate baby Jesus’ coming to us in human flesh tonight. But at the end of his historical presence amongst us, Jesus gave us a visible sign of his ongoing flowing grace for us in life and beyond death. 

And this visible sign, this sacrament is the Eucharist, the bread and wine that we will soon get to share as Jesus’ flesh and blood. When we come forward for the Eucharist, we reinforce our willingness to be part of Christ in the world. When we receive the consecrated bread and wine we incorporate Christ into us and us into Christ. Christ is receiving you into his cosmic body.

*****

Tonight, let us rejoice on God’s generosity in sharing his Son.  For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him may not perish but may have eternal life (John 3:16).

And let us remember that Jesus is with us always to the end of times. Glory to God in the highest heaven, and on earth peace among those whom he favors! (Luke 2:14)

Merry Christmas!

Saturday, December 27, 2014

Christmas Eve - Dec 24, 2014

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY
Br. Peter Rostron, OHC
Christmas 1 B, Wednesday, December 24, 2014

Isaiah 9:2-7 
Titus 2:11-14 
Luke 2:1-14(15-20) 


And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host, praising God
Well, our wait is over. Christmas is here. This is indeed a joyous day and season, and it has me thinking back to my Christmas holidays as a child. The season of Advent, as I remember it, took a distant second place compared to “the big day,” and what I was waiting for then is quite different than what I wait for now as an adult and as a monk. Back then, the main business of Advent was making sure my list of gifts was complete so that Santa Claus, and later my parents, would know what to leave for me under the tree. There was the anticipation of a vacation from school and perhaps some snow to go along with it. There was a tree to buy, and there were decorations to put up. There were Christmas songs playing on the radio, holiday performances at school, houses covered in lights, and, of course, the big holiday television programs: Frosty the Snowman, How the Grinch Stole Christmas, Rudolph the Red-nosed Reindeer. And movies like Miracle on 34th Street, A Christmas Carol, and It’s a Wonderful Life.

Today, as my Christian faith has matured and as I move further along in my monastic vocation, my experience of Advent and Christmas is quite different than it was then. It is quieter and simpler and it is about the birth of our Lord Jesus Christ rather than about getting and giving all the right gifts. And I’ve been pondering how these two different versions of Christmas might be related to one another. How do my childhood past and my adult present mesh as experiences of the same event? And what might that say about this event of Christmas? 

A useful approach, I thought, might be to look at the stories that belong to each of them. Consider those old TV shows and movies, which are still remarkably popular today. They certainly do not seem to have much to do with the birth of Jesus, yet they genuinely resonate with people at this time of year, and they do seem to offer some of what Jesus represents: forgiveness, repentance, love, generosity, charity, even eternal life. Frosty melts away but lives on in the children’s hearts. The Grinch has a complete change of heart and becomes a loving and generous figure. George Bailey is pulled from the depths of despair to a renewed love of life by his guardian angel, Clarence. Even now, I still think of these stories fondly. They may not be biblical, but they do sit well as companions to a celebration of Christ’s life because of the truths that they speak.

And that is the essence and the function of a story: to speak truth to us, to tell us something about our condition, about our lives, about our hopes and fears and loves. And this is true for works of fiction or nonfiction, for books or movies, and regardless of whether or not they present actual events or accurate facts. Today’s gospel reading was a story of Jesus’s birth told by Luke. There is a different story in the gospel of Matthew. And even though these two stories are different in fact and detail, both speak the truth, of the miraculous birth of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Of an angel reassuring someone to not be afraid and giving them a path or a course of action to follow. Of people going on a journey in search of safety or new life. Of a child being born who is the Messiah. It’s not really important if this child was born in a barn or in a room in a house, nor whether it was shepherds or wise men or kings who came to greet him and to proclaim him. Whatever the details, the one truth that we are remembering and reliving tonight, the birth of the Messiah, comes to life in Matthew’s and Luke’s gospels. By immersing ourselves in these stories, we bring an event from 2000 years ago into the present. We experience some of the joy, amazement, hope, and love of that moment when Joseph and Mary welcomed their newborn son, the son of God.

And in doing so, this story of Jesus’s birth becomes part of our own story, our own truth. For stories do not exist just on paper or on film or, now, stored in digital files. They are being acted out all around us, and we soak them up. They play an integral role in how we see ourselves and how we make decisions. Consciously or not, we visualize ourselves in stories, we identify with characters, and our own decisions and behavior are inspired by the events in stories - in books we read, in TV shows and movies we watch, even in the gossip we hear and the video games we play and the sporting events we attend. We are immersed in stories, we absorb elements of them, and we are shaped by them as we write the stories of our own lives. 

The birth of Jesus is the foundational story for us as Christians: God in human form. It is the essence of our faith that we are the body of Christ, that Jesus exists within each of us. I believe that when we celebrate and relive the birth of Christ at Christmas we are, in part, celebrating and reliving our own birth. And our own birth was and is part of God’s greater act of creation that is still ongoing. This is a living story, and it includes us. The universe is still expanding, and God is still creating, creating new life and new ideas and new ways of being. We are his agents in the world. You know that intense feeling of joy that one can experience in the presence of a newborn baby. That is a reflection, I believe, of a deep-seated awareness that we are each still in the process of being born, or perhaps you might say re-born, and Jesus with us. We desire and are capable of feeling the same freshness and sense of infinite possibility that sits at the beginning of a newborn’s life. Unlike a baby, of course, we are not innocent. We have a lifetime of accumulated hurts and disappointments and regrets and sins. As we stand in the presence of the newborn baby Jesus at Christmas, we are reminded of our intimate connection with God, of the joy of new life within us, of God’s creation within us. Jesus’s story is our story. Jesus’s birth is our birth.

That is the magic of Christmas. This baby, Jesus, was a great gift to us from God, a gift that is God, given by our creator as the most concrete expression of love imaginable or possible. It was given in the form of a man with the hope that through his life as God incarnate we might be freed from sin and shown the way to eternal life. The only way for us to make sense of and record and share such an amazing act is through the telling of a story. And this story of Jesus’s birth, whether it is Matthew’s or Luke’s or some combination thereof, is a story for and about and of us. And even those other Christmas stories - the ones told by cartoon specials and old black and white movies, the story of Santa Claus, and even our modern, misguided story of a consumerist frenzy of shopping and gift-giving - can be traced back to the same, single truth: the truth of God’s boundless love for us. The truth that was fully revealed to us in the birth of the baby Jesus: the ultimate gift, the ultimate story, a story worthy of being told and lived over and over again, forever. Merry Christmas!

Thursday, December 26, 2013

Christmas Eve - Dec 24,2013

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY
Br. Andrew Colquhoun, OHC
Year A - Christmas Eve - Tuesday, December 24, 2013

Isaiah 9:2-7 
Titus 2:11-14 
Luke 2:1-14(15-20) 

The monastery's St Augustine Church all decked out for Midnight mass.
I’m thinking about all the memories floating about here tonight…and I’m enough of a softy to imagine that most of them are good memories. I’m also enough of a realist to know that some of them are painful and full of aches to some of our hearts. A mixed bag, but all part of the memory and longing that fill each Christmas.

I grew up in Scotland when it was still pretty Calvinist. Christmas was not a holiday for most people…there was a war going on and that made things even more austere. My father always worked.  The Kirk didn’t have services unless Christmas was on a Sunday… popish, you see. We celebrated at home with a good dinner and a clootie dumpling (look it up!) but what we were really looking forward to was New Year – Hogmanay.

I remember well the bleakness of the war years and the lightening up of peacetime. We immigrated to this country on December 21st and I thought America was all light…Christmas trees everywhere, presents wrapped in shiny paper with ribbons (not brown paper packages tied up with strings). Tinsel and bells… and parties with plenty of food.  You people knew how to party.

It took a little while to see beneath the glitter to the ordinary human sorrows. It took some time for me to acknowledge the fear of knowing that underneath I was more different that even my accent showed.  I went to an all white school – class of ’54 and laughed at the boys who wore green on Thursdays with a lump in my throat that somebody would find out.  One of the misfits, one of the lonely ones.

But each year God intruded and  comforted again when the magic, loving time of Christmas came…and I could go alone to Church at midnight and step into the mystery of a love that broke through any darkness the year could have brought, finding comfort in a mothering, fathering God.

So many memories… I’m sure you’re remembering right now, too.  Here in this holy space which is so full of prayer…

But one memory in particular stands out for me. Our first Christmas pageant in South Africa.  Most of the local children had been unchurched when we got there and our Young Adult Service Corps volunteer took it upon herself to organize a pageant.  She worked very hard with those kids.  They had it down pat.  We invited people from the town and the cathedral to see this triumph.  The church was full.

It started off fine -  the narrator set the stage and then Gabriel appeared. She was six feet tall in a bed sheet with a tinsel halo.  Mary was perfect, quiet in blue.  Joseph didn’t know exactly what was going on but then, he never really did anyway!  Gabriel made her announcement -  Mary froze; Gabriel announced again – Mary stayed frozen. And again – frozen.  Finally, Gabriel lost it, swore at Mary, ripped off her halo and threw it at the Virgin. Joseph, God bless him, still didn’t know what was going on.  The shepherds decided to rescue the performance with a dance that made Miley Cyrus look staid.  The director started bawling and the congregation went into hysterical laughter.  Even the mothers were in stitches.

I loved it!  I treasure the memory.  Afterwards, we all had a cup of tea and recovered our composure.

Since then there have been beautiful Christmases.  Since then, we’ve built more memories sharing them together here.  But I go back often to that vivid memory of a bunch of young people who got so lost in and bewildered by a strange story; to the young volunteer who so wanted to do it perfectly and didn’t realize that she had. To the congregation of blacks and whites in rural South Africa who had a raucous good time together all unselfconsciously.

It was perfect because that’s how Jesus always comes.  Not into the sweetness but into the mess of life.  Mary’s there, timid and fearful.  Giving birth away from home and comfort; Joseph holds his little wife clumsily because what does he know?  And like the shepherds of Mariya uMama weThemba we don’t know what to do either and if we have sense we dance and rejoice.  It’s a bittersweet story… of poignancy and tragedy… of refugees trying to get their documents.  People with unknown futures and pasts we often can’t talk about.

We get lost somewhere in the middle of the story…lost with our memories, our sadness, our longing and our loneliness.  And Gabriel pitches her halo at us and says “Glory, Glory – pay attention, people, Glory!”

The world is still a mess.  Children are born under bridges.  Mothers aren’t all lucky enough to have a kindly Joseph.  Fat cats still dominate, wars still destroy the innocent, gun are given as presents.  But the memory of goodness and possibilities and love inexplicable survives and blooms and the promise of this night is that the light will come and a baby’s cry will  break through.  And that cry is the cry of God with us …now , tonight, in this place, in our midst, in our selves.

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Christmas Eve - Dec 24, 2011

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY --- Br. Andrew Colquhoun, OHC
Christmas, Year B - Saturday, December 24, 2011

Isaiah 9:2-7
Titus 2:11-14
Luke 2:1-14(15-20)
The creche 2011 in the Visitors Gallery in our Saint Augustine Church
Picture credit: George

I love this night.  I love the mystery and wonder.

This is not a night for scholarly insights about the theology of the Incarnation.  It’s not a night for arguing about doctrine.  It’s not a night for cynicism or carping about the possibility or impossibility of miraculous birth.

It’s a night of wonder and of things beyond understanding.

It’s a night that calls us to put our doubts and resentments aside for a while and let the wonder and the message of peace take over.   This is the holiest and most mysterious of nights.  This night we forget everything but the miracle of the Baby and the wonder of the Holy Family and the Shepherds.  It’s a night to listen for angels and to put aside for a little while all the things that bring us down.

The minister of the Canongate Kirk in Edinburgh read a poem to us every year on Christmas.  I read it every Christmas.  Perhaps you know it?  John Betjeman wrote it… 
The bells of waiting Advent ring,
The Tortoise stove is lit again
And lamp-oil light across the night
Has caught the streaks of winter rain
In many a stained-glass window sheen
From Crimson Lake to Hookers Green.

The holly in the windy hedge
And round the Manor House the yew
Will soon be stripped to deck the ledge,
The altar, font and arch and pew,
So that the villagers can say
'The church looks nice' on Christmas Day.
….
And girls in slacks remember Dad,
And oafish louts remember Mum,
And sleepless children's hearts are glad.
And Christmas-morning bells say 'Come!'
Even to shining ones who dwell
Safe in the Dorchester Hotel.

And is it true,
This most tremendous tale of all,
Seen in a stained-glass window's hue,
A Baby in an ox's stall?
The Maker of the stars and sea
Become a Child on earth for me?

And is it true?  For if it is,
No loving fingers tying strings
Around those tissued fripperies,
The sweet and silly Christmas things,
Bath salts and inexpensive scent
And hideous tie so kindly meant,

No love that in a family dwells,
No carolling in frosty air,
Nor all the steeple-shaking bells
Can with this single Truth compare -
That God was man in Palestine
And lives today in Bread and Wine.
(you can find the whole poem here).

This has been a hard year for so many people – too many wars, too much economic hardship, so many disasters – earthquakes, floods – people still out of work – our government striking poses and not seeming to do much else.

We need a break.  This is a good night to focus on the miracle and the hope that Christ brings – Peace on earth – goodwill for God is pleased with us.  It’s good to fall into the softness of the Mother’s breast and be nourished; to be like children for a moment – children full of trust and love and spontaneous laughter.

But let me tell you one little story to put in your minds and hearts… a young mother who is a friend of mine wrote to say her little boy was Jesus in the manger scene at their lessons and carols.  She said “He was adorable but he wouldn’t stay in the manger!”

Brothers and sisters, neither will this One!

Happy Christmas!