Sunday, January 26, 2025

The Third Sunday after the Epiphany, January 26, 2025

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY

Br. Francis Beckham
The Third Sunday after the Epiphany, January 26, 2025

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May the words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart be pleasing to you, O God, my sustainer and my comforter. Amen.

Today the Church is observing our third annual Religious Life Sunday, when those of us who are members of religious orders and other covenanted Christian communities speak up about the vowed and consecrated life among Episcopalians and Anglicans, sharing our stories and, just maybe, inspiring anyone who feels they may have a religious vocation to explore their potential calling in more depth. In fact, our own Brother Ephrem is at the Church of Saint Thomas in New York City this morning giving a Sunday Theology Talk on “The Order of the Holy Cross and the Reason for Monks.” It is no doubt riveting. In shining a spotlight on the religious life, we also hope to shed the unfortunate label of “best-kept secret in the Episcopal Church.” After all, the religious life is good for the Church, and good things are meant to be shared! (No one lights a lamp and places it under a bushel basket, et cetera.)

While the existence of sisters, friars, nuns, and monks still comes as news to many in the Anglican Communion, we actually aren’t new at all. Heeding Jesus’ words in today’s Gospel reading, Anglican religious communities have been laboring in earnest since the early nineteenth century to “bring good news to the poor … proclaim release to the captives and recovery [to the afflicted] … [and help] the oppressed go free.” All the way back in 1848, the Community of Saint Mary the Virgin was founded in England and, among its countless ministries, ran schools and mission homes for the young, the poor, and the elderly. When the Order of the Holy Cross was established on the Lower East Side of Manhattan in 1884 – with a significant amount of support and influence from the then-already decades-old Community of Saint John Baptist – direct services to immigrants and the poor were among our top priorities. There are many other orders, as well as numerous communities of dispersed people living lives committed to prayer, service, and Gospel-witness within the Church.

As religious, we work to make our presence seen and felt within the Episcopal Church, as well as in the larger society. The vows we take – usually Poverty, Chastity, and Obedience, though in our Benedictine case they are Obedience, Stability, and Conversion of Life – are not meant to separate us from the wider Body of Christ, but rather to bind us more closely through our common baptismal covenant – that is, they help us to live more deeply, authentically, and prophetically into the Way of Jesus, just as many of our siblings in faith do through marriage, ordained ministry, or fidelity to their families, friends, and communities. And, though recognized by, and affiliated with, the Church through our bishop visitors, we live out our vowed lives independently of ecclesial institutional structures. We are governed by our own rules of life, constitutions, and customals rather than diocesan authorities or church committees.

That last bit is important. Long experience has shown that when a person is seeking to grow more deeply into who they were created to be, the quest – regardless of how or where it begins – must ultimately become a search for truth. Truth, like spring water, wells up from a source, and it is only at that source that we can hope to find it. In time, and often through much trial and suffering, we come to learn that the Source of all Truth is God Alone. While the Truth of God surely flows forth in an infinite number of streams, the Ultimate Source is always and forever God, who can only be encountered in the deepest parts of ourselves, the Still Small Voice. Institutions like the Church can certainly help point us there, but only the heart’s desire, yearning to be reunited with its Creator, can finally lead us into the Living Waters of Truth. It's for this reason mystics and seekers have always fled the establishments of their times and places to find God within themselves, including Saint Benedict and Saint Francis, as well as our monastic forebears in the deserts of Egypt and Syria like Saints Anthony and Pachomius. And it’s a good thing they did, because each of these holy women and men helped the institutional Church reclaim parts of the Truth in their own prophetic and divinely inspired ways. Following their examples – and those of countless others – religious communities continue operating from the periphery to be better positioned to spot – and help address – those places in the Church and in society that might be in need of a little (or even a lot) of nudging back toward the right track.

This, of course, is not always easy, because as we all know, if there’s one thing an errant institution dislikes, it’s being told the truth about itself. As a former coworker in a corporate communications setting once told me, “You don’t talk to the Big Brick Building, the Big Brick Building talks to you.” We see something like this play out in our Gospel reading from Luke. The passage we just heard happens to be the very beginning of Jesus’ ministry in Galilee. The verses immediately preceding it describe Jesus’ temptation, or testing, in the desert. (Or, if I may take a monastic liberty, his novitiate.) Now filled with the Holy Spirit and fortified by his time of formation, Jesus is ready to commence his ministry of proclaiming the Reign of God. He makes his way to Nazareth, stands up in front of his own hometown congregation and reads aloud God’s preferential option for the poor and oppressed in the scroll of the Prophet Isaiah, before boldly proclaiming, “Today this scripture has been fulfilled in your hearing.” In the passage that follows today’s reading, the crowd initially speaks well of him and are “amazed at the gracious words that came from his mouth,” but things deteriorate quickly as they realize Jesus isn’t just speaking prophetically; he’s speaking prophetically to them, and within seven short verses, they’re “filled with rage,” rising up, driving him out of town, and attempting to hurl him headlong off a cliff.

Speaking the Truth, it would seem, can be a risky business.

The simple act of calling his own people back to their professed faith, to urge them not to neglect their obligation to the neediest and most vulnerable in their midst, was enough to almost get Jesus killed right then and there. We could almost chalk this scene up to hyperbole for the sake of making a point, if it weren’t for the fact that, even today, we are still witnessing the powerful becoming “filled with rage” at those pleading for mercy toward the poor, the oppressed, and – we may add – to the scared. Tragically, it’s really no stretch at all to imagine such a bishop – I mean, prophet – being run out of town or worse by those whose egos have been rendered too fragile by a lifelong rejection of grace, and whose humanity is seemingly too clouded by idolatrous lust for power, money, and flattery to recognize the gift being offered them by those courageous – and caring – enough to speak the Truth of the Love of God to them. For such poor souls, we must never cease praying, and we must never lose hope in the possibility of the Holy Spirit stirring their hearts to conversion and compassion. In God all things are possible. To quote Saint Francis, “I have been all things unholy. If God can work through me, He can work through anyone.”

Those of us in the religious life must always remember that, as members of our own institutions, complete with power structures and internal politics, we are not immune from the danger of losing the Truth of our vocations – that is, Jesus – to ‘establishment creep’. For that, we must rely first and foremost on cultivating and nurturing our personal prayer lives. We also listen to those whom we serve and partner in ministry with to help hold us accountable when we grow a bit too inward-looking or self-serving, as can easily happen. After all, as Saint Paul reminds each of us in our second reading, our life in Christ isn’t about us; we must have a constant desire to honor the one Body into which we have all been baptized by caring for, lifting up, empowering, affirming, and – most of all – loving each and every person.

We must especially favor and protect those members of our Body who are most vulnerable, including immigrants, refugees, and those demonized and targeted simply because of who they identify themselves to be, or because of who they are moved by God to love. “If one member suffers,” Paul tells us, “all suffer together with it; if one member is honored, all rejoice together with it.” That means no voice must ever be silenced, especially when those from outside of our usual associations speak a Truth that may not be convenient or comfortable for us to hear. In fact, especially when it’s something we don’t want to hear. To reject the Truth is to reject the One from whom Truth springs – and God always prefers speaking Truth through those who are the least visible and the least valued in eyes of the world. Saint Benedict, aware of the dangers posed to monastics by insular thinking, advises that if a visiting monk “censures or points out anything reasonably and with the humility of charity, let the Abbot consider prudently whether perhaps it was for that very purpose that the Lord sent him” (RB 61).

The Love of God is the only source of Truth. And the Truth of God is Love. To hear and believe God’s Truth is to know God. Jesus shows us that Truth enters our world through those outside of institutional structures of power – through the weak, the vulnerable, the oppressed, the maligned, and the humble. This has always been God’s preferred way of giving us Truth. On this Religious Life Sunday, I pray that all of us – regardless of how God has inspired us to live into our shared baptismal covenant – will have the grace, strength, and courage to discern and witness God’s Truth to the powers of this world. Our baptism in Christ demands that we must always speak with love, sometimes gently and sometimes boldly, but we can never, ever, be silent when the cry for mercy is heard. To be silent is to deprive the world of the Truth of the Love of God in Christ Jesus that it so desperately needs. And we can be saved in no other way.

May peace and all that is good be with us and all those whom we love, and may God’s everlasting Love and mercy be poured upon our Church, our nation, and our world. Amen.


Sunday, January 19, 2025

The Second Sunday after the Epiphany, January 19, 2025

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY

Br. Ephrem Arcement
The Second Sunday after the Epiphany, January 19, 2025

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     What does it tell us about God that Jesus’ first miracle was to turn water into wine…in fact, the best kind of wine? 

          For me, it makes sense that the church presents the miracle of Cana to us on this second Sunday after the Epiphany…this season of excess!  The season when light shines out like the dawn and a burning torch; when the desolate and forsaken receive more than they could have ever dreamed; when the decades of despair and unfulfilled hopes finally yield to a reality so overwhelming that the only image appropriate becomes a wedding feast where God shows up and becomes the source of divine intoxication!  If we Christians are accused of being boring, it’s certainly our fault, not God’s!

          When’s the last time you’ve ever heard that Christianity is about excess?  Probably never!  Not the excess of ego-centric desires that are self-destructive or the excess of things that weigh life down but the excess of Life itself that gushes forth from a place of inner superabundance and vitality…where joy just can’t be contained and where peace remains steady come what may. 

          For far too long Christianity has relegated the supernatural and superabundant life to a time and place after this life here on earth comes to an end…after the struggle here below, we’ll taste the new wine in the kingdom to come.  Heaven is not earth and earth not heaven.  Now here on earth we experience the cross, only then in heaven will we experience the resurrection.  Now is pain and suffering, only then will every tear be wiped away.  This is not the gospel!

          The Incarnation of Christ, along with the drama of his death and resurrection, ascension and Pentecost, means that heaven and earth now overlap and heaven begins before earth ends.  It means that we are now being transformed from glory to glory…that today is our wedding feast; today we are united to God; today our cups overflow with new wine!

          But, you may say, mine doesn’t!  Today I don’t feel like my life is overflowing with this joy, with this peace, with this new wine.  Today I feel dried up, depleted, against an insurmountable wall.  Instead of abounding in faith and hope, I’m struggling just to keep my head above water and stay in the game.  Well, the good news is that the truth goes deeper than our circumstances and our feelings.  Within us all, no matter how we feel at any given moment, churns a reservoir of new wine waiting to spring up and break through our feelings and make our lives an epiphany of God’s glory.

          But how does this happen?  Let us take a closer look at how it happened in today’s Gospel. 

          On the third day, John says (alerting us to the day of the Resurrection), at a wedding (where there is supposed to be great celebration), Mary, the mother of Jesus, is faced with her own set of circumstances that threaten to bring a quick end to the celebration.  “We’ve run out of wine!”  Wine, for the first century Mediterranean world, is the central sign of celebration and joy; an instrument which augments life and gives to it what we can’t conjure up for ourselves.  It’s the central sign of grace.  Two people coming together drawn by the covenantal bond of love should, in God’s eyes, be celebrated with this augmentation of life that wine provides.  It is God’s desire to make our lives into something we can’t make them into ourselves.

          Mary’s move in this dire circumstance is not to try to fix the problem herself.  She knows who to turn to, and she does: “They have no wine,” she tells Jesus.  And we’re a bit shocked by Jesus’ curt response: “Woman, what concern is that to you and to me?  My hour has not yet come.”  Have you ever asked something of God and felt like you’ve gotten the cold shoulder?  That’s probably a bit how Mary must have felt!  Yet, notice, she doesn’t throw a temper tantrum, and neither does she walk away in shy acquiescence.  No, she holds out the hope that Jesus will do what he thinks best given the circumstances…and says to the servants, “Do whatever he tells you.” 

          Let’s not overlook Jesus’ reference to his “hour.”  In the Gospel of John, this “hour” refers to the time of his crucifixion in shame which will directly result in his resurrection in glory.  And the various signs, or miracles, the miracle of Cana being the first, all precipitate these cataclysmic events.  Jesus knows that the moment he begins to perform signs that his days are numbered.  And he does them anyway…beginning here at a wedding in Cana.

          He tells the servants to fill the depleted jars with water.  Clay jars frequently in scripture represent our lives.  Here they are depleted.  Water represents what we can put into them, one of the fundamental elements of our existence.  Water sustains life.  Wine transforms life.  And when the servants draw out what they expect to be water, they get instead water transformed…wine, indeed, the best kind of wine.  And in this climactic moment of the story, John the Evangelist, adds his parenthetical exclamation: “Jesus did this in Cana of Galilee and revealed his glory.”

          This is a story about how God sees us in our circumstances that are less than ideal and even sometimes dire.  And the story is clear: it is not God’s desire that we remain in these circumstances: dried up, empty, ready to give up.  Instead, the story asks us be follow the way of Mary into the pattern of transformation.  And here is the pattern:

    First, we must accept the invitation to the wedding.  We have to be present where love happens.

    Second, we must be equally present to the impossible circumstances that arise.  It’s wrong for us to expect that our lives will be free from obstacles…it is through our obstacles that God is going to reveal God’s glory.

    Third, we need to make our requests known.  And notice here, Mary’s request was not for herself; it was for the sake of all gathered together, especially the hosts and the other invited guests.

    Fourth, we need to have faith…trust in the word of Jesus even when you don’t fully understand him.

    And fifth, we need to leave our request in Jesus’ hands.  We need to let it go!

This posture of faith, of hope, and of love, even when our lives are depleted, becomes the recipe for the miracle of transformation.  We’re not asked to deny the harshness of reality or to try to escape it but to journey through it into a deeper reality.

          So, what does it tell us about God that Jesus’ first miracle was to turn water into wine…indeed, the best kind of wine?  It means that if we turn to Christ in our time of need and offer to him our empty, depleted clay vessels, we can expect to be filled with grace, like Mary was filled with grace, and to taste, in this life, the excessive joy of God’s new wine.

          The prophet Isaiah, like all good prophets, sees what others fail to see.  Isaiah sees God’s children ravished by their time of desolation and exile, feeling forsaken and forgotten by God who they think may have given up on them.  But Isaiah comes with a message…good news… “you shall be called by a new name”… “You shall be a crown of beauty…a royal diadem…no more called Forsaken or Desolate, but My Delight Is in Her, and Married.”  Married to whom?  Married to God, her bridegroom who rejoices over her and cherishes and protects her and causes her to shine out like burning torches of coruscating joy and peace and charity.

          The love of God is our Epiphany.  Our old name is no longer adequate to express our newfound truth.  God’s love poured out in Christ shining and illuminating all who come to receive this love become an epiphany…the excess of God manifesting itself in our everyday lives.  Heaven shines through earth through us and by this sign we reveal God’s glory and show the way for others to follow. 

          Brothers and sisters, our dark world is depending on us to live our epiphany…or, as I like to say…to coruscate: to shine out, dazzle, shimmer, burn…with the glory of God.  To be like the first Christians in the second chapter of Acts…so full of the Spirit that they were thought to be drunk with new wine.  Maybe it will be when we start living with more of this kind of excess that those floundering about in a world of darkness will find their way to the wedding feast.

Sunday, January 12, 2025

The First Sunday after the Epiphany/Baptism of our Lord Jesus Christ, January 12, 2025

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY

Br. Robert Leo Sevensky
The First Sunday after the Epiphany - the Baptism of our Lord Jesus Christ, January 12, 2025

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It is always tempting to conflate narratives—whether Gospel narratives or a story or chain of events from our own lives—into  one smooth harmonious account or version. And that is understandable, since we like things to fit together without hiccups.  It makes it easier for us to remember and relate the story.  And sometimes things do fit together perfectly.  But other times—perhaps most of the times—there are gaps, or lacunae as scholars often call them, which we fill in imaginatively, creatively, stubbornly so that the story hangs together. Academicians and preachers often tell us to beware of this or at least become aware of it. A few weeks ago, Brother Adam reminded us that the four gospels have widely differing birth narratives. Mark has, in fact, none. Matthew and Luke are rich in imagery, though different ones that are almost always mashed up together: angels, shepherds, no room at the inn, wise men, flights into Egypt, dreams.  And John, of course, has his cosmic origin story for Jesus as the One who is from before time and through whom and for whom all things exist. We hold all this together in our hearts, if not always in our heads.

The same thing might be said of the stories of the baptism of Jesus. Each of the gospel writers has a slightly different take on what was going on, which is not surprising since not one of them was there, and each was writing for a different audience decades after the event. Matthew has Jesus coming explicitly to be baptized by John; they have a little give and take about whether it's appropriate for John to baptize Jesus; John consents; Jesus is baptized. And as soon as he comes up from the waters the heavens open, the dove descends, and words are heard, apparently in the sight and hearing of everyone. Mark’s gospel is a lot more concise and almost blunt. It simply says Jesus came was baptized and the heavens opened, and the voice came, though it appears that it was only Jesus who heard the voice or saw the heavens open and the Spirit descending. And then there's Luke gospel account that we hear today.  What's interesting about his account is that it places Jesus firmly as part of the people. All the people were coming to be baptized. As Eugene Peterson puts it in his paraphrase: “Crowds of people came out for baptism because it was the popular thing to do.”  And there's Jesus, right in the middle of them. Strangely, not much happens for Luke at the baptism. It's only later, when Jesus is praying, that the heavens are opened and in visible form a dove comes and a voice is heard: “You are my son, the beloved; With you I am well pleased.” But heard by whom?  by Jesus? by the crowd?  Luke doesn’t say.  And just to be different, John's gospel doesn't have any baptism narrative at all but simply the Baptist’s witness that Jesus is indeed special. It is apparently he alone who sees Spirit come down on Jesus like a dove.  And that’s it.

Having said this, we might ask what is the message that Luke offers us in his story of the baptism of our Lord? There are two lessons that I take from this.  The first is that in considering any transformative or life changing experience, it's seldom if ever possible to pin it down exactly. But patterns or shapes emerge in all these gospel stories, patterns which reflect the movement of our own lives. In the case of our Lord’s baptism, it is the story of the movement from some sort of sign, whether a casual perception (let’s say a bird flies by and hovers over you) or a dramatic, even traumatic event which must be  put into words, either by ourselves or by another, and from which the change beings.  Movements in our own lives which parallel the story of Jesus are frequently through some kind of metaphorical desert and into a new  ministry or identity, which is to say, into things, often insignificant in themselves, which re-shape our lives and our person.  I think each of us here has at least one such story. 

The second message that Luke offers us in his relating of our Lord’s baptism concerns Jesus’ solidarity. And it is solidarity not with a crowd or a collective or a mob, but with a people, a society, a community.  Jesus doesn’t come to John as a stand-alone figure but as a part of a Judean people waiting, longing, looking for deliverance.   As Dean Andrew McGowan puts it in his weekly commentary:

“Jesus was baptized, according to Luke, with “all the people”…because he is one of these people, this community of Israel.

“This implies two things: first it makes Jesus’s baptism itself—as  opposed to the following revelation—mostly an act of solidarity and community, rather than something highly individual. He is baptized because all the people were coming out to listen to John and prepare for God's reign, and Jesus is taking his place among them. Second, it underlines that John's mission was not one of an individual altar call but a collective rallying-cry for the renewal and preparation of Israel as a polity of people.”

 And because John and the people (including Jesus) are filled with expectation, they are ripe for a revolution, a change of heart, a move forward into something new and unprecedented.

It is this deep solidarity with the people of his day and with us in our own day that I take away this morning. It's not that Jesus is so radically different from us—though he is different—but that he is so much one of us and is with us and in us and will remain so until the end.  And that we move toward him and his New Order together.  I never grow weary of quoting St. Benedict’s Rule (Chapter 72) where he says of monks and of everyone:  “Let them prefer nothing whatever to Christ, and may he bring us all together to everlasting life.”   All together. That’s how it was at Jesus’ baptism. And that’s how it is for us, whether or not we recognize it.  We are together in these waters that we call life.  And we sink or swim, not as individuals but as a people, a church, a nation, a world.  Our destinies are bundled up with those of everybody, everything, everywhere.    Together.

I close on an obscure liturgical note. The feast of the Baptism of Our Lord is hardly ancient, though Jesus’ baptism remains central to the Eastern Church’s celebration of Epiphany. But for us in the West, Epiphany has become all about the wise men (Magi) and the manifestation of Jesus to the Gentiles.  Perhaps as a corrective, Pope Pius XII in 1955 instituted a feast of the Baptism of Our Lord for the 13th of January, and then around 1970 it moved to the Sunday after Epiphany. And almost all mainline churches have followed this pattern. I wonder:  Why did we need this feast? Why do we need this feast now? What does it mean today for Jesus to be in solidarity with us…and for us to be baptized in solidarity with other Christians and with people everywhere who practice some form of baptismal action, even if it's only washing their face in the morning or taking a bath or shower? There's something deeply universal in all this,  something life giving and potentially life changing. Is the work of our baptism pretty much finished…or has it only just begun…new every morning, every day?   Maybe that’s why we need this feast, this celebration, this reminder.


Monday, January 6, 2025

The Epiphany of our Lord Jesus Christ, January 6, 2025

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY

Br. Bruno Santana
The Epiphany of our Lord Jesus Christ, January 6, 2025

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The epiphanies in our life 

Lord God of heaven and earth, you revealed your only Son to every nation by the guidance of a star. Fill us with the light of Christ. We ask this through Christ our Lord. Amen 

 

Today is one of my favorite feasts of the year, the Feast of Epiphany.  

Epiphany from a Greek word means "intense appearance." "Phanein" means "to appear" in Greek and "epi," which means "on top of," is a way of intensifying. So "epiphanein" means something that has appeared but in a very intense way, revealing something of enormous significance.  

For the wise men, it was first the star, but it wasn’t the star that was the real epiphany. They went looking for a king and they found this little child. That was the really extraordinary appearance. That was Epiphany.    

This feast today is meant to signal to us that we should be attentive in a similar way to these moments of breakthrough in our life When something shows itself so powerfully, that it speaks to us of God, to notice moments of intense manifestation.  

I am going to give 4 some examples from my own life to show what I mean by this epiphany. 

In 2010, Granada, Spain, it was the year that I finished my theological studies, in my college (Jesuits) we had a good and huge library and one day I found a book called “The Genesee Diary by Henri Nouwen. He talks about his seven months that he spent living as a monk at the Abbey of the Genesee in upstate New York in 1974. How he encounters the true God, the true self in the silence, in the daily life of the monastery. 

This book has impacted me so much, and always in different moments of my life, this book comes to mind. That was more than just another book. For me it was an epiphany. His experience was a hyper intense manifestation of True God.  

Last year, for our general chapter, we went to South Africa, and we had a chance to visit Holy cross school, Our School in Makhanda The first meeting with our students and staff was in the chapel for a Morning Prayer. I remember when we entered the chapel, the children were singing with those beautiful voices with such great harmony and seeing their faces, smiles, joy, and dancing was something so unique and wonderful, this is the fruit of all the work, mission that we are doing there. That was a manifestation of good at such an extraordinarily intense level 

In 2016, I went to visit the Holy Land. There, everything is breathtaking. It is unbelievable, everything fascinates. but what struck me the most was crossing the Sea of Galilee. From Ginosar (Northeast Israel, before Capernaum) to Tiberias. When we were crossing, the guide told us all the Bible stories, parables that had happened there. So unique moment, listening to all that, contemplating the sea, the sunset, seagulls flying around. For me, this was an epiphany, that was an extraordinary manifestation. That experience never left me. To this day it affects me. It was an epiphany. It was a showing forth of something of great intensity. 

The last one, back to last year in South Africa. I remember our trip from Hermanus to Makhanda. It was still dark, during our trip in the van, we were listening to Lusanda Spiritual Group, an amazing, beautiful gospel music in Xhosa. We saw the Sunrise through the valley and mountains. It is a stunningly beautiful thing. This moment was so special, so unique.  

But for me, it was more than that. It was an epiphany. It was an intensely powerful manifestation of something extraordinary. It was a showing forth of such splendor and such transcendent beauty. 

The point is: When you got a heightened experience of the truth, that was with Henri Nouwen. When you have a heightened experience of the good, that is what happened to me in Holy Cross School. When you got a heightened experience of the beautiful, that was crossing the galilee sea and in our trip from Hermanus to Makhanda. When that happens to you, you are placed in the presence of the source of all truth, all goodness, and all beauty.  

Those epiphanies are those moments when it is as though the light that is behind all things suddenly shines forth with a particular radiance. 

We all have these experiences too and we cannot control them. None of those experiences that I just described is something that I could control, or I could make happen again. It was like grace 

The Magi had Epiphania. The first was seeing the star but the second was seeing the child. They had spent days, months, years surveying the night sky. looking for signs.  

That is a large part of the spiritual life, that’s why we attending Mass every day, pray the daily offices every day, doing Lectio Divina, retreats, spiritual readings, spiritual direction etc... 

What are we doing when we pray or do all this? We are being attentive. We are looking.  

The magi, once they saw the great star, they moved; they acted. Once the Lord breaks through into your life, savor that moment and follow it to the source of what is true, good, and beautiful, this is the best way to respond to an epiphany. Happy Feast Day!