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Sunday, July 19, 2020

Seventh Sunday after Pentecost - Proper 11 A - July 19, 2020

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY
Br. Rober James Magliula, OHC

Seventh Sunday after Pentecost - Proper 11 A - July 19,.2020





Of all the gospel writers, Matthew is the one who warms to any parable that has to do with judgment. He wants clarity, where things are black or white, good or bad, blessed or cursed. It’s something he has in common with the early Christians to whom his Gospel is addressed.
 
There was a growing concern within the young Christian community after the destruction of Jerusalem. The focus was on the contradictory forces at work within the Church at the end of the first century. The church at Antioch began as a church of Diaspora Jewish Christians following the initial Jerusalem persecution. As an urban church it reflected the ethnic diversity common to large cities. 

They were concerned with how to deal with those who initially seem identical to them but over time were revealed as different in their expression of faith and their actions. The Church on earth has always been a mixed body. Matthew may have been clear that there are only two kinds of people in the world---the wheat and the weeds---but it’s a clarity that escapes most of us today. We have encountered both kinds---in ourselves, in our neighbors, and in the world.
 
Matthew’s version of the parable is told to the crowds, and another annotated version is told to the disciples. Some scholars have said that Jesus never explained his parables. Those who recorded them couldn’t stand their ambiguity. They felt that they had to interpret them clearly so that no one who heard them later would misunderstand. In this we see Matthew’s discrimination between insiders and outsiders, between those with ears to hear and those without. To the insiders the message is clear: never mind that there seems to be a lot of weeds in the world. When the last day comes, the wheat will be vindicated while the weeds will go up in smoke. 

Parables are mysterious and their mystery has everything to do with their longevity. Explanations are so much easier than mysteries. An explanation lets you know where you stand. Parables behave more like dreams or poems. They speak in images which talk more to our hearts than to our heads. They teach us something different every time we hear them. 

Sometimes it’s hard to tell the difference between good and bad. Appearances can be deceiving. The weeds referred to are bearded darnel. It’s a plant that’s related to wheat. It looks like wheat, but it’s poisonous. If enough of its small black seeds get into the bread dough it can cause hallucinations, blindness, or even death. Its roots surround the roots of good plants making it difficult to separate it out without damaging the crop. Palestinian farmers learn to deal with it early. They uproot it once or twice before harvest so that they don’t have to separate the seeds by hand. To let the wheat and darnel grow together posed an unnecessary risk that this farmer is willing to take. He’s eccentric, even by ancient standards, by refusing to allow his servants to uproot the weeds because it might uproot the wheat. “Leave the weeds and wheat alone. Let them grow together” he says. He does not share our appetite for a pure crop. He lets us know that growth interests him more than perfection.

I don’t know what makes us think that we are any smarter about ourselves or about the other people in our lives. We are so quick to judge, as if we were so sure that we knew the difference between wheat and weeds. Often our lives resemble the farmer’s infested field, with weeds and wheat intertwined in our souls, hearts, and minds. Each of us is some mixture of wheat and weed, of holy and unholy, of potentially fruitful and potentially destructive. In the concern to sort out evil from good, we have only to be reminded of our own fickleness and betrayal, to be aware of how easy it is to rush to judgement. He tells his servants to be patient and wait until the harvest when they can see the difference in the fruit. 

A lack of patience defines our day. In our polarized society, we too question who we can afford to let in and who must remain out, who is accepted by God and who is not.  In the very act of asking such questions, we assume that it is our job to draw up the specifications regarding the wideness of God’s or the Church’s welcome. God’s wisdom is to let all grow together. God makes room for a holy and purposeful ambiguity. The God who is glimpsed in this parable models for us an infinite patience that frees us to get on with the crucial business of loving, or at least living with each other. Often in the space created by such patience, it is not just others but we ourselves who are welcomed into a larger reality. It is toward this very God that we are forever moving, individually and collectively. On such a journey, it’s not our job to determine who is within and who is beyond this God’s attention. Our job to imagine everyone as belonging to this God and to endeavor to embrace God’s holy and purposeful ambiguity.

Patience is required in order to hope. Patience is not the same as acquiescence. It’s not satisfied with the present but lives toward a future promised by God. In the Epistle, Paul says hope is rooted in an ability to see what one does not yet see. It creates a contrast between what is hoped for and the present state of affairs. To hope is to have a restless heart and not to escape the suffering of the present time. In fact, the one who hopes may be the only one with the courage to endure the suffering of the present. Like a woman in labor, suffering and hope are not contradictory, but inseparably interwoven. Hope fuels the imagination for the way things ought to be and empowers the one who hopes to confront evil knowing that it’s not final. 

Most Americans are optimistic but not hopeful, clinging not to truth, but to the myth of progress, despite unceasing wars, violence, and injustice. This pandemic invites us to reevaluate our priorities and offers us an opportunity to become aware of the social and spiritual viruses of racism and white supremacy. Based on prejudice and fear, they have remained unnamed and unacknowledged by many, from generation to generation. No doubt, sin is evident in our world. It’s easy to become discouraged. Given our current circumstances, we can identify with the Israelites addressed by Isaiah in our first reading in their exile in Babylon. They endured the loss of everything but life itself. They were strangers in a strange land, seemingly abandoned by their God. They learned to harden themselves against hope. 

The prophet to that marginalized community sang them a new song designed to comfort, liberate, dispel fear, and instill hope. As he reminded them of who they are and whose they are, so he reminds us. The true witness of one’s faith comes alive in the dark moments when it’s difficult to see the blessings of God. Isaiah reminds us that the witnesses that God seeks are those who are faithful regardless of their situation. God’s word through the prophet, “You are my witnesses”, is a clear indication of divine dependency on the voices and actions of God’s people, as an alternative community to the destructive ways of life embraced by the larger culture. 

Under stress we are nostalgic for the old normal. There’s nothing wrong with many of those desires for the old, but if we have learned anything, we will not go back unthinkingly. Looking at it from today’s perspective, the old normal was not so great, not something to be nostalgic about, without also being deeply critical of it. Just as grace is a sheer gift of God, so also is the gift of being open to the possibilities of an unexpected future, trusting that all will be well even when events are out of our control. Isaiah reminds us that God’s mercy is as steady as a heartbeat. God’s faithfulness is as solid as rock. Even as we experience the discomfort of this time, let’s begin to dream of a new normal that addresses the weaknesses and problems that were unaddressed. If we’ve learned anything, we won’t go back; we’ll go forward.

+Amen.
 

Thursday, March 19, 2020

The Feast of St. Joseph -- The First Profession of the Monastic Vow by Br. Luc Simon Thuku, OHC

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY
Br. Robert James Magliula, OHC
The Feast of St. Joseph
The First Profession of the Monastic Vow by Br. Luc Simon Thuku, OHC

2 Samuel 7:4,8-16
Romans 4:13-18
Luke 2:41-52

Click here for an audio version of this sermon and the rite of Profession.

It seems appropriate that we celebrate a monastic profession on the feast of St. Joseph. Joseph and monastic life have much in common, not only because tradition and culture have never quite known what to make of either, but more importantly, because of the virtues Joseph exemplifies---like steadfastness, courage, compassion, hope, faithfulness, and perseverance. All are required to live the monastic life with integrity. This makes Joseph the ideal model for the monastic. These virtues have brought Simon to the place he now stands today. Desire for God is not a merely personal, or even an eccentric choice. It is a consequence of what we are as humans. We are made to meet God, and it is in this encounter that we become simultaneously fully human and fully divine.1 The only people who are transformed by this life, are people who feel safe, who feel their dignity, and who feel loved. That’s what we try to do for one another—offer relationships in which we can change. Human beings need a combination of safety and conflict to keep moving forward in life.

As you well know, Simon, initial formation takes us outside of our familiar framework and can conjure basic questions where meaning is challenged, decisions reconsidered, and doubts unearthed. It’s alarming and exhausting. It can drain us of joy. This is true now for all of us in these uncertain times. When our private little worlds go to dust, as St. Joseph’s did also, hope digs in the ruins of our heart for memory of God’s promise to bring good out of bad, joy out of sadness, and life out of death. Hope is not optimism in the face of the dire circumstances of this pandemic.  Hope is not founded on denial. Hope is made of memories which remind us that there is nothing in life we have not faced that we did not, through grace, survive. Hope is the certainty that something will make sense, regardless of how it turns out. In a dream an angel ignited hope in Joseph; in our own conversion, we can experience the same.

Today, Simon, as you make your commitment to continue to discern your call to this life, you remind all of us that the paschal mystery of Jesus’ dying and rising is the pattern of our monastic life. The vow gives less opportunity to run away from those parts of us that God is seeking to convert and transform. Our conversion is a sign of our commitment to allow God to continue to work within us. Day by day God reveals to us more and more of the true self we are made to be.

While we come here seeking God, it becomes more and more evident that God has sought us. In the depths of the heart we hear the invitation to abide with Christ. We cannot live this life apart from abiding in the love of Christ. He is the source of our life and love and all that flows from it in community. Our monastic life is the call to the all-inclusive love of God. Love is a transforming power. It is a disciplined habit of care and concern, that like all virtues, can be perfected only over a lifetime. Giving a witness to that love, leads deeper and deeper into the meaning of being chosen by Christ, and of preferring nothing to Christ.

Before Jesus’ birth, Joseph surveyed the mess he had absolutely nothing to do with and decided to trust that God was present in it. That same trust is required of all of us today. As Benedictines, stability provides the context for faithfulness in the instabilities of life which lie ahead for all of us. Faithfulness is a prerequisite to trust and intimacy. With divine love flowing through us we can see others and ourselves in our connectedness and wholeness. The vow does not put an end to struggle. Struggle stretches us beyond ourselves. It is what leaves us open to truth, however difficult it may be to accept. Without it, our faith would be the kind that happens around us but not in us. God intends us to live together in the fragility of human imperfection. So even though we will constantly fail, it is not the final word. In this we come to know ourselves, each other, and God.

Today, we are most like Joseph, presented with situations beyond our control, tempted to divorce ourselves from it, when an angel whispers hope in our ears as it did in his: “Do not be afraid, God is here.” It may not be business as usual, or how we had planned it, but God is present here too, if we will own it.

As you continue your discernment, Simon, the more honest you are in examining your own motives, the closer you are to being yourself. The more equipped you are to distinguish the person you want to be from the one everybody else wants you to be, the more likely you are to become it. Without the honesty it takes to unmask the self, there is no hope for liberation, let alone fulfillment. When we refuse to listen to the dreams that cry within us for fullness of life, we fossilize ourselves. When we give way to the obstacles that we create for ourselves, we doom ourselves to underdevelopment.2

To make a truly life-giving discernment, we all need to squarely face what it is that gives us life. We need to speak the truth of our interests, our abilities, our desires, our boredom, our dissatisfaction—even our long-time need to satisfy others. We need the help that comes from having our confusion and despair, our disappointment and anxiety accepted and understood by those who are not themselves threatened by what we might do with our own lives. We need the acceptance and encouragement of each other so we can move beyond fear to the freedom it takes to be who we are. The power that comes with self-discovery at any age catalyzes us. It drives the young; it surprises the middle aged; it emboldens those who might be tempted to declare life over before it has even truly begun. Our fundamental obligation in obedience is to be or to become what God wills. To do what God wills is secondary. We act according to what we are, so that we can stop doing what everyone else wants us to do and begin to care more about what God has made us to do.

The Gospel gives us an assurance that we are operating inside of an abundant, infinite Love.3 Within that abundance, Simon, it’s time for you to take the next step. We give great thanks that you’ve decided to do so, as we continue this journey together.  +Amen.




1. Michael Casey, Grace: On the Journey to God (Brewster, MA: Paraclete Press, 2018),41.
2. Parker Palmer, Let Your Life Speak: Listening to the Voice of Vocation (San Francisco: Jossey-Bass,
2000), 49.
3. Adapted from Richard Rohr: Essential Teachings on Love, eds. Joelle Chase and Judy Traeger
(Orbis Books: 2018), 224-225.

Tuesday, November 20, 2018

Life Profession of the Monastic Vow by Br. Josép Martinez-Cubero - November 20, 2018

Life Profession of the Monastic Vow by Br. Josép Martinez-Cubero - November 20, 2018
Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY
Br. Robert James Magliula, OHC

Well, I admit that I’m feeling like a proud father today as we gather to celebrate this love story. The significance of being created in the Image of God is that we always remain capable of a relationship with God. This is a human potential that is never lost. We are made to meet God, and it is in this encounter that we become simultaneously fully human and fully divine.1

The underlying purpose of all human development, including spiritual, is to dismantle the obstacles to full humanity and to help us to grow toward a humanity that is more complete. Desire for God is not a merely personal, or even an eccentric choice, but it is a consequence of what we are as humans.

The dynamics for divine intimacy and human intimacy are the same. I believe one is a school for the other. Most start with human intimacy and move from there to divine. But some begin with the divine, first learning how to be vulnerable before God, and then passing it on to others. A few follow the road less traveled, to give themselves over to God alone, in solitude and silence, in prayer and willing surrender in community. In responding to God’s call, a monk fulfills an important role in the Church: he visibly witnesses in his life to the absolute priority of God.

Josép, the God who searches hearts has shown you the path for your life and you have come to know it in this Order, with these brothers, running, as Benedict says, “on the path of God’s commandments, with your heart overflowing with the inexpressible delight of love”.3 Over these years your love and dedication have been an inspiration to us. That love has been deepened by the trials you’ve experienced. Today you make your commitment for life, knowing that the paschal mystery of Jesus’ dying and rising will be the pattern of your monastic life.

In a few minutes, you're going to affirm that you are making your commitment freely. To be completely honest, I think this might be stretching the truth. What I would like to suggest is that the call of God to this Order has so taken root in you and grown over these last years, that to describe it in words that resonate with the idea of consumer choice is hardly the truth. You have found and been found by God here, in the life that you share with your brothers, in a way that makes this next and ultimate step entirely necessary. No human force compels you, but the love and presence of God is compelling you at a deeper level. And to that call you are giving your consent. To do anything less would be to deny both God and your very self. Parker Palmer wrote:
Our deepest calling is to grow into our own deepest authentic selfhood, whether or not it conforms to some image of who we ought to be. As we do so we will not only find the joy that every human being seeks, we will also find our path of authentic service in the world.4
People come to monasteries to achieve their full potential. Monastic discipline aims simply at removing the obstacles to this goal.

In his latest book, Michael Casey muses on the possibility that perhaps we have put too much emphasis in the monastic life on “seeking” rather than on “finding”, on keeping rules rather than on personal growth. 5 While the monk comes here seeking God, it becomes more and more evident that God has sought us out. In the depths of the heart we hear the invitation to abide with Christ. We cannot live this life apart from abiding in the love of Christ. He is the source of our life and love and all that flows from it in community. Jesus challenges us to love as we have been loved by him. Love is a transforming power more than a superficial emotional expression. It is a disciplined habit of care and concern, that like all virtues, can be perfected only over a lifetime. Your monastic life is the call to the all-inclusive love of God. Giving a witness to that love, leads deeper and deeper into the meaning of joy, of being chosen by Christ, and of preferring nothing to Christ.

You have come into an Order and a community which is far from perfect. In your time of formation and temporary profession, the character defects of this community made you wonder more than once, as all of us have: is this for me? God intends us to live together in the fragility of human imperfection. In this we come to know ourselves, each other, and God. We need the other to be like a mirror for us. A mirror doesn’t change the image; it simply shows it as it is. Those closest to us hold a mirror up to us, revealing our good side and our dark side and reminding us that we still haven’t really learned to love. The Gospel gives us an assurance that we are operating inside of an abundant, infinite Love. So even though we will constantly fail, it is not the final word. We also have hope that everything can be healed and restored. We ask one another for forgiveness, as we confess to one another that once again we didn’t do it right. It’s when we do it wrong that we are taught vulnerability. It’s not a vulnerability and an intimacy that we need just now and then. Eventually, it becomes second nature to admit we are wrong, to ask for forgiveness but not to hate ourselves for it.

You are to be compassionate with your weaknesses and those of your brothers, and obedient in service toward all. A spirit of cooperation emerges only as we develop a forbearance toward one another. Your pursuits will include your own happiness but will always be measured by the needs of others and a generosity of spirit. Your love must be filled with courage and tenacity. As you advance in this way of life, you will strengthen your brothers to become what God has intended for us: men of prayer and work, of gracious hospitality, of humble service for all who come seeking God. The discipline of obedience to the Superior and the community is the school in which each brother practices his obedience to God. Our fundamental obligation in obedience is to be or to become what God wills. To do what God wills is secondary. We act according to what we are. The Rule sets out good and gentle guidance as to how a community can seek to identify God's will. But the task is always to discern, not to decide. Your life commitment to God is indeed a new beginning and a sign that you, with God’s help, will be able to live the good zeal Benedict encourages in all of us.6

For a Benedictine, the stability of knowing your place and community for life, provides the context for faithfulness in the instabilities of life. Contemplative life for us is the challenge of remembering God in all that we do, say and are during the day, as we live and are molded by the rhythm of our daily routine. The challenge of the vow is that it gives less opportunity to run away from those parts of us that God is seeking to convert and transform. Day by day and year by year God reveals to us more and more of the true self we are made to be. The task of conversion is not that of a moment but of a lifetime. It is a sign of our commitment to allow God to continue that work within us.

The only people who change, who are transformed, are people who feel safe, who feel their dignity, and who feel loved. That’s what we try to do for one another—offer relationships in which we can change. We need a combination of safety and conflict to keep moving forward in life.7

Of course, that can only be done with divine love flowing through us. In this way, we can love things and people in themselves, for themselves—not for what they do for us. We look beyond what Thomas Merton calls “the shadow and the disguise”8 of things until we can see them in their connectedness and wholeness. That takes work: constant detachment from ourselves—our conditioning, our preferences, and our knee-jerk reactions. We can only allow divine love to flow by way of a transformed mind that allows us to see God in everything and empowers our behavior.

Your life vow will not put an end to doubts, and that is not a bad thing. Unlike answers that presume the static nature of God and life, doubt stretches us beyond ourselves. It is what leaves us open to truth, however difficult it may be to accept. Without doubt, our faith would be the kind that happens around us but not in us—we would go through the motions, without passion, without care---which makes the living of this life a senseless misery. Facing our doubts, we forge the beginning of real faith.

Paul reminds us in the Epistle that when faced with and wearied by life’s difficulties, we can count on God’s nearness to us in Christ. He uses the language of rejoicing to encourage us. Christ’s presence is the source of our joy. Joy is a discipline of perception, not an emotion dependent on circumstances. It’s not an escape from the pain of life; it’s a reconsideration and reinvestment in life from a liberating perspective. By perceiving and rejoicing in Christ’s living presence with us, one let’s go of being one’s own savior.

We who are here in this holy place today represent both the journey you have taken thus far and the one that lies before you. We assure you that our love and prayers will be supporting you in the times ahead. But above all we know that this step which you are taking will be a blessing to you, to us, to the Church, and to the world. +Amen.

1. Michael Casey, Grace: On the Journey to God (Brewster, MA: Paraclete Press, 2018),41.
2. Benedict, Rule of St Benedict, Prologue 49.
3. Parker Palmer, Let Your Life Speak: Listening to the Voice of Vocation (San Francisco: Jossey-Bass,
2000), 49.
4. Michael Casey, Grace: On the Journey to God (Brewster, MA: Paraclete Press, 2018), 36.
5. Benedict, Rule of St Benedict, 72.
6. Adapted from Richard Rohr: Essential Teachings on Love, eds. Joelle Chase and Judy Traeger
(Orbis Books: 2018), 224-225.
8. Thomas Merton, The Asian Journal of Thomas Merton (New Directions: 1973), 236.

Sunday, June 24, 2018

Proper 7 - Year B: June 24, 2018

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY
Br. Robert James Magliula, OHC
Proper 7- Sunday, June 24, 2018


To hear the sermon in its fullness click here.


Br. Robert James Magliula
Beginning this Sunday and stretching over the next two weeks, Mark presents us with a collection of miracle stories intended to give us insights into God and ourselves. The bruising storm in today's Gospel is a recasting of the watery chaos from which creation is brought forth from God. 

The Gospel is juxtaposed with a reading from the Book of Job where chaos takes another form, reminding us of who God is in us and us in God. In both instances, the disciples and Job must face into the chaos as well as the feelings and questions that arise in them, and in us, as we navigate the chaos of our day.

In Mark's account Jesus' identity is still unclear to the disciples. Jesus is so exhausted from teaching the crowds that he falls soundly asleep in the boat. A windstorm is not an unusual occurrence on the Sea of Galilee. In the midst of the storm, in fear and despair, the disciples wake Jesus and accuse him of not caring whether they die.

Fear, the visceral response of people, in a frail storm-tossed boat, resonates in our individual and societal lives today. We are afraid of these winds and waves that assail our fragile vessels---our lives, our church, our government, our nation. Personally, we fear disapproval, rejection, failure, meaninglessness, illness, and death. 


In these last weeks we have been confronted by the perils and abuse of the most vulnerable among us, conjuring memories of humanity's darkest past. In our past and present we have heard our Scriptures distorted to justify and promulgate injustice and atrocity. How we long for One who can calm both us and this storm. In today's Gospel, fear is confronted not with a burst of courage or resolve on the part of the disciples. They don't pull themselves together. They don't discover inner resources they didn't know they had. Rather, it is Jesus who calms both them and the storm with the power of his presence. Not surprisingly, their immediate response to Jesus' demonstration of power is not relief, but more fear. They witness Jesus revealing the paradox that human and divine are not separate, but one. It is beyond their comprehension.

Jesus never says to them or us that there is nothing to be afraid of. Jesus asks, "Why are you afraid?" Fearsome things are real, but they do not have the last word. Unless we give it, they do not have ultimate power over us, because reigning over this world of fearsome things is a God who is mightier than they. God's self-revelation to Moses at the Exodus denotes one who hears the cry of the oppressed. The name YHWH is inextricably tied to a God who redeems people in trouble, sustains them through the wilderness, and brings them into the promised land. God acts through history in fulfillment of promises made in relationship. It is not possible to talk of a God "out there" who is sovereign over the universe without relating to the God who enters the fray of history and politics, investing in us and expecting loyalty in return.


Time and again in Scripture the word is "Do not be afraid." The angels speak it to the terrified shepherds and it is spoken at the tomb when the women discover it empty. Not because there are no fearsome things on the sea of our days, but rather because God is with us, in us. Even though there are real and fearsome things. Evil need not paralyze us; lies need not have dominion over us; they need not own us, because we are not alone in the boat. To be sure our ego is challenged. Only when we have articulated our feelings of frustration and fear---and the anger beneath them---can we listen for a word from God. Only then can we hear, "Peace! Be still." God's word still destroys the forces that threaten to do harm. The question Jesus poses is asked of us when we are tempted to despair. 


"Why are you afraid?" Are we afraid to bear the burden of divinity in our humanity? If we truly acknowledged the image of God in which everyone without exception is created, if we recognize the Spirit of God within us, we would have to live up to this incredible dignity, freedom, and love. So many carry an unspoken assumption that we are damaged, guilty, and unlovable. Jack Kornfield writes:

"Our belief in a limited and impoverished identity is such a strong habit that without it we are afraid we wouldn't know how to be. If we fully acknowledged our dignity, it could lead to radical life changes. It could ask something huge of us."1
Stepping into our divinity is the ultimate paradigm shift.

Job holds up a mirror for us. When chaos comes knocking at his door, his framework for understanding life is shattered. He believed that those who lived a good life were rewarded with good fortune, health, wealth, and blessings. Those who sinned met misfortune, illness, poverty, and woes. This legalistic moral framework, so ingrained in the human psyche as a way to create the illusion that one can keep chaos at bay, focuses on right and wrong, and is considered the essence of justice. People get what they deserve. They reap what they sow. Job knows he has done no wrong but still he suffers. All he can perceive in his situation is injustice. He is desperate for his idea of justice to prevail. He demands to know "Why?" When faced with chaos his question is also ours. The chaos of our day offers an invitation to examine our own framework for organizing the unimaginable---to name the doubts and fears we only whisper in the dark on sleepless nights.


God responds out of the whirlwind as a poet. In a fierce and poetic litany, God describes the works of creation spanning the whole universe. It's a response that we need to take in this morning. Barbara Brown Taylor hits the nail on the head when she writes:


"Job's question was about justice. God's answer is about omnipotence, and as far as I know, that is the only answer human beings have ever gotten about why things happen the way they do. God only knows. And none of us is God." 2

God does not correct Job but dazzles him with the divine glory. We cannot always bring explanation to confusion, we cannot always arrange the rooms of our lives the way we want them. In chaos our hearts shout down our rational selves, and we, like Job, cry out to God.

We do not enjoy puzzling over mysteries we cannot explain easily. But that is what the Church does at its best. It summons mysteries that are not easily explained, it invites people into them, never in control of where those mysteries will lead, or what will happen to those caught up in them. The Church introduces people to the Living God. As our Bishop Visitor wrote recently:


"The world has never needed more the Church to be the Church, and the life of active faith and witness must be more than reflexive reaction to each new crisis." 3

Our readings today locate mystery primarily not in what is exceptional, but in what is natural and known---the stars, the sea, the clouds, the womb. They invite us with Job and the disciples to ponder the breadth and depth of this God. In this world unfurled for us in poetry, we find that our questions lead not to answers but to an awareness of how fathomless are the mysteries of God we struggle to understand. Faith, by its very nature, is not the product of right answers. The deepest places of our knowledge of God are often those places that we cannot explain.

At God's insistence Job must confront what he fears most. He faces the chaos and the cosmos, his immediate situation and the larger picture. As he does, his blinders fall off. He says, "I had heard of you by the hearing of the ear, but now my eye sees you" (42:5). His narrow moral framework gives way to a cosmic vision of the Divine. His question is never answered. He is comforted not by an explanation but by a vision. The chaos is still there, but so is God, and that is enough. Job is offered something more than answers: he is assured of God's Presence.

Perhaps our vocation has less to do with explaining the root of the mystery and more to do with making space for that mystery within us and others, to make it known and share it. Our role is to support each other in the midst of these encounters so that we may see God's work, and do it, not just in times of chaos, but in the regular moments of life, where God can be known but never finally explained. Then we are able to further God's Reign. +Amen.


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1. Jack Kornfield, The Wise Heart: A Guide to the universal teachings of Buddhist Psychology (Bantam Dell: 2008), 12.

2. Barbara Brown Taylor, Home By Another Way, (Cambridge:Cowley, 1999), 165.

3.The Rt. Rev. Andrew M. L. Dietsche, Pastoral Letter, 20 June 2018.

Sunday, January 14, 2018

Second Sunday after the Epiphany: January 14, 2018

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY
Br. Robert James Magliula, OHC
Second Sunday after the Epiphany- Sunday, January 14, 2018



To hear the sermon in its fullness click here.



Br. Robert James Magliula
To be called by God means that God knows one’s name and being known by one’s name, is a powerful influence on us. To be called by God is an act of intimacy and divine urgency. This truth is woven through our readings this morning.

In the summons to Samuel, God instructs Samuel first to listen. An old man and a young boy collaborate to hear God’s call and vision. The old man knows the ways of the Lord and guides Samuel in the art of listening. 

Although Eli failed to pass on faithfulness to his own sons, he now serves as a spiritual parent to his young charge. It takes the attentiveness of the young Samuel and the wisdom of the old Eli to birth this new thing God is doing. Human speaking and hearing now become one of the main means by which the light of God’s revelation breaks into the world. This listening, hearing, and responding becomes a communal affair.

The communal nature of God’s call is articulated by Paul to the Corinthians. They are not their own but were bought with the cross of Christ. Freedom comes from belonging to Christ. What glorifies God is what is beneficial, not principally to themselves, but to their community. Paul interprets being members of Christ in a radical way by proposing that this intimate union with Christ is analogous to a sexual union. For Paul, the body is not just an ephemeral entity inferior to the soul. Rather, it is the locus of the union with Christ in the life of the Christian. Paul urges them and us to remember that because their bodies are united to Christ, the Holy Spirit dwells in them, making their very bodies sacred temples.

In John’s Gospel Jesus is deciding not just where to go next but who to call and take with him. All the Gospels agree that it is not enough to believe in Jesus. The call to discipleship consists in following him. Jesus had the capacity to see a person in their true light. The encounter with Christ is a potent force that propels Philip and Nathaniel. It is the sheer presence of Christ that draws them. Their call is not so much a call to mission as it is an invitation to an epiphany, or more accurately, a Christophany. Jesus the Son of Man is the ultimate ladder stretching between earth and heaven. He is the point of contact between the finite and the infinite, the conjunction of time and eternity.

Our call to relationship, as that of those encountering God in today’s readings, is a two-way street, involving talking, listening, and responding. How do our preconceptions of God and God’s activity prevent us from an authentic encounter with God? We have heard the phrase “created in the image and likeness of God” so often that we don’t appreciate what it says about us. Our family of origin is divine. We were created by a loving God to be love in the world. Our core is not original sin, but original blessing. Good theology cannot make up for negative anthropology. From God’s side, we are always known and loved subject to subject, just as the persons of the Trinity know and love one another. We are never an object to God. Yet, like Samuel, all too often we are sleeping, not fully sensing the divinity around us or within us. Our hearts, minds, and souls are dulled so that we can spend our lives in the temple, but never hear or recognize God’s call.

Discipleship and Christology fit together closely because discipleship is first of all a willingness to walk with Jesus. Christology unfolds in the course of discipleship. It is not obedience to an abstract set of codes, but consent to a costly, life-giving relationship. In walking with Jesus, we learn who he is. As we learn who he is, we learn what it means to follow him.

All relationships take nourishing—the one with God more than most. So many things draw us away from it. We live on the plane of the tangible and feed it with things and events and people. Those are the things that occupy our minds. The spiritual plane we take for granted, though nothing affects us more than the loss of it. When we’re lonely or depressed or agitated or frightened, the material is of little or no help. What we really need then is the anchoring that only the spiritual can bring. We need the awareness that though life is not in our hands right now, it is surely in the hands of a God who loves us. It is this anchoring in the spiritual that lifts us above the pressures of the present to the renewed consciousness of the eternal stability of the God.

The hallmark of a Benedictine community responding to God’s call lies in its prayer life. It is the essential foundation of our life. Prayer is a cultivated state. It takes time. It takes attention. Most of all it takes consistency.

Consistency is what raises simple regularity to the level of relationship. It is the awareness of God that draws us, whether or not we feel any immediate personal satisfaction.

Every spiritual tradition forms a person in some kind of regular practice designed to focus the mind and heart. Our regular prayer here reminds us that life is punctuated by God, encircled by God. To interrupt the day with prayer draws us beyond the present to the timelessness of eternity. Prayer and regular spiritual practices remind us of what we are doing, why we are doing it, and where our lives are going. It sustains us on the way. It is the effort to put ourselves in the presence of God over and over again in the course of the day that prepares us for the abiding Presence that is our home.

Prayer is not a spiritual vending machine. It is also not meant to be an escape from life. Real prayer plunges us into life. It gives us new eyes. It shapes a new heart within us. It makes demands on us. It’s so easy to escape into the small self and call the escape holiness. Those who truly invest themselves in God invest themselves in others. We are put here to love, not for the sake of the other alone, but for our own sake as well. When our prayer is a journey into the heart of God, then we come to understand ourselves: our fears, our darkness, our struggles, our resistance, our choices. All too often, for social approval, or fear of risk, or self-doubt, we have learned to resist the call of God to our full development. Prayer does not simply reveal us to God and God to us. It reveals us to ourselves at the same time. The round of daily prayer can become the way we are brought to encounter ourselves.

It is our self-knowledge that equips us to love another as a person, rather than an idea.  In loving we turn ourselves over to be shaped and reshaped in life. The people who love us do for us what we cannot do for ourselves. They release the best in us. They carry us through the rough times. They stretch us beyond the confines of our own experiences to wider and truer visions. They show us the face of God.

Our call to relationship in the spiritual life is meant to be an adventure between God and the soul. Without prayer, without attention to the incompleteness in us, a relationship with God is impossible. God cannot enter and we will never be at home in ourselves until we come to who we truly are in God. 

Sunday, July 9, 2017

Proper 9 - Year A - Sunday July 9, 2017


Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY
Br. Robert James Magliula, OHC
Proper 9 - Year A  - Sunday July 9,2017


Robert James Magliula 

When asked to distill the Gospel to its purest, most primitive expression —devoid of doctrine or dogmathe spiritual writer, Henri Nouwen contended that God was saying to the world in Jesus, “Come close.” We hear the same invitation in the beautiful passage from the Song of Solomon this morning. God has been trying to entice us to come close throughout all of salvation history. Jesus said to all who would listen, “Come nearer to this ultimate reality called Abba---with the simple-heartedness of a child running into the arms of its mother. Don’t keep your distance from God any longer. Become like trusting children, and come close.”


Immediately our inner, jaded self squirms. There’s got to be a catch. It’s too simple, too free of an invitation to swallow. How much more comfortable we would be with an invitation like “Come …all you deserving… all you bright and understanding ones… all you pious …all you considered worldly successes.”

Jesus knew God and called all who would listen to enter into this unique relationship with God. No questions were asked; no restrictions were laid down. All that was required to receive the invitation was a desire to trust and come close. Those who responded were not the educated or the sophisticated, but those who simply wanted change. They were the ones burdened by systems of economic and religious oppression imposed on them from above. They had no possibility of adhering to the purity code of the day. They were the unobservant and the unclean---tax collectors, shepherds, lepers, and prostitutes.

The Gospel today begins with the children of the land whose song is not understood. Jesus isn’t addressing individuals but the society as a whole, the entire generation. In this past week of patriotic celebration of the strength and determination of our nation, how can we fail to reflect on the ways in which our generation fails to understand the reasons for dancing and the reasons for weeping. We are so easily lulled by the other songs of our culture that we not only miss the moment that matters, but we regularly dance when we ought to mourn our burdened world. Jesus’ prayer is not for the powerful, wise, and intelligent who get our attention, but for those who are far from the places of influence that we yearn for. In God’s realm the things that attract our human attention are barely noticed. It is the innocent who somehow understand best the ways of God. Jesus’ invitation to intimacy births a significant engagement with our world before he offers his words of comfort:

Come to me all you who are weary and are carrying heavy burdens, and Iwill give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me; for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light. (Matt. 11:28-30)

Setting yoke and easy next to each other seems paradoxical---especially considering the hot sun and rocky fields of Palestine. How can a heavy yoke rubbing on the necks of struggling oxen symbolize peace of heart and mastery of life’s problems? It boils down to this. By making Christ the master partner in our lives, by yoking ourselves to him, enables us to harness power beyond our own. It enables us to control and discipline our inner divisions. It may sound paradoxical to speak of discipline and obedience as conducive to freedom but that’s because we have a misguided notion about freedom having no responsibility. Freedom implies choice to be or do something. Discipline liberates us from our appetites that enslave us as strongly as any chains can.

In today’s epistle. Paul is describing the inner struggle of every heart. For all of his desire for living the Christian life, he boasted most of his weakness. For what Paul wanted to do and what Paul did were constantly at odds. He assumes that every one of us knows what this conflict feels like. Although this civil war raged within, for him the victory was found in Christ. His inner struggle was not the final story of who he was. Neither was his self-contradiction. His deepest self was yoked to Christ, whom he found most loving and powerful at the times of his greatest weakness. It released him from sin’s power to shame and destroy.

Paul views sin not as the breaking of a rule, but rather as the distortion of a relationship. The idolatrous distortion of our proper relationship with God, this turning from God-centeredness to self-centeredness, introduces a darkening of mind into the very center of our being. The turn to self-assertion unleashes the self’s insatiable desire to secure its own acceptability through acquisition and possession rather than trust in God’s love. The self’s means for converting its good intentions into good deeds is infected by the futility of self-centeredness. It draws itself by sheer willpower further from God. If Paul’s bad news is that the self is trapped and cannot rescue itself, Paul’s good news is that God intervenes in Jesus. God’s grace draws and restores the self back to God-centered wholeness.  In and with Christ, Paul carried on, falling down and getting back up. This is how he could go on in the midst of change and an uncertain future. He had accepted the invitation to come close, which enabled him to face anything.

We are so heavily invested in perfection---or at least the illusion of perfection. Paul assures us that doing the right thing apart from God’s grace is a losing battle. It is not that we are simply weak or lazy or not trying hard enough. There are forces at work in us with which we cannot contend. The will may be strong, but the flesh rules the day. Those who believe they are responsible for their own salvation, through military might or political power, through intellectual prowess or personal magnetism, have no need of the comforting arms of Jesus. He will not trouble them with heaven’s gifts.

Jesus insists that the trusting and the lowly know and accept his blessing. His invitation for us to come close draws us to identify with the suffering and struggle of those who live on the fringes of our society and our lives. 

Personal transformation and social transformation are of one piece. The true spiritual quest is that the world becomes whole and we along with it. Comfort and rest in this endeavor is not offered to the strongest and most powerful. It is offered to those who have been made weary by a world that fails to comprehend the burden of injustice. It is to those who recognize their need and the need of others that Jesus comes with comfort, lifting life’s burdens and offering rest. +Amen.

Sunday, June 11, 2017

Trinity Sunday- Year A- June 11



Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY
Br. Robert James Magliula, OHC
Trinity Sunday- Year A  - Sunday June 11,2017


Robert James Magliula 

God’s mystery in the Trinity rests in mutuality: three perfectly handing over, emptying themselves out, and then fully receiving what has been handed over. In the Trinity, God models relationship for us as Christians and monastics. The first reading from Genesis sets the tone for how we encounter God. God is one, yet God creates, sustains, orders, preserves, provides, and loves. God blesses all creation. God engages with all that exists. We’re tempted to analyze and explain the Trinity by our intellect, but mystery can only be encountered by the heart. Trinity is a paradigm of what it means to be human and to relate humanely to others. 

To say that God is Triune is to mean that God is social in nature. It is also to say that those made in God’s image are likewise intrinsically social.Consider the visual depiction of the Trinity in the icon Peter has written at the entrance to the Church. A vast silence surrounds the three figures. They are looking into each other with an unqualified dignity, respect, and loving gaze. The fourth side of the table is open signaling an invitation for us to enter. As members of Christ’s body, we participate in the divine nature and dance of the Trinity. We are not merely invited to watch the dance, but to dance the dance. In our Gospel Jesus tells his followers to re-enact his story in the baptism of new disciples, enfolding them in the life of the Trinitarian God.

Henri Nouwen called the Trinity a “House of Love”. He wrote that in that household “there is no fear, no greed, no anger, no violence, no anxieties, no pain, even no words, only enduring love and deepening trust.” The template for this sacred alchemy is imprinted on our soul. Cynthia Bourgeault ties the dynamic outpouring of Trinity to Jesus’ path of self-emptying. As a wisdom teacher, he was concerned with the transformation of human consciousness. This is the path that he walked, taught, and calls us to follow.

In his book, Putting on the Mind of Christ, Jim Marion suggests that the Kingdom of Heaven is Jesus’ way of describing that state of transformed consciousness. It’s a metaphor and not a place you go to, but a place you come from.  It’s a new way of looking at the world, a transformed awareness that turns this world into a different place. The hallmark of this awareness is that it sees no separation—not between God and humans, not between humans and other humans. Jesus’ teaching to  “Love your neighbor as yourself” is an admonition to love the other as a continuation of our very own being. It’s seeing that your neighbor is you. There are not two individuals, one seeking to better oneself at the expense of the other, or to extend charity to the other. Each is equally precious and necessary.

True union does not absorb distinctions, but actually intensifies them. The more one gives one’s self in creative union with another, the more one becomes one’s self. This is reflected in the Trinity, perfect giving and perfect receiving. The more one becomes one’s true Self, the more capable one is of not overprotecting the boundaries of one’s false self. You have nothing to protect and that’s the freedom and happiness we see in converted people.

Our Epistle reminds us that Paul was no stranger to the joys and challenges of community life. He had lived with the community in Corinth for a couple of years and corresponded with them by letter on at least five occasions. He ends this painful letter with an appeal to order, mutual agreement, and peace. Like a good mother he demonstrated a protective instinct to ensure the survival of the community that he had birthed. He offers them and us a Christological perspective regarding community life. Believers do not belong to themselves, but to Christ, and relations among believers must reflect the One to whom they belong. He reminds them and us that when we cease to belong to Christ we give ourselves to inappropriate anger, destructive hatred, and perhaps worst of all, for us as monastics, the poison of self-absorption. He also voices his assurance that we do not face this challenge alone, but with the love and grace of God, and the Holy Spirit’s power to create communion.

By observing ourselves, we become aware of what blocks us from entering the divine dance. We especially feel it in our body, when we are tight, constricted, and withholding. When closed we live from a place of scarcity, invariably protecting and defending what little we think we have or are. When we are petty, blaming, angry, playing the victim, we’re tempted to project our problem on someone or something else, rather than dealing with it in ourselves.

Having someone to hate or blame is a relief, because it takes away our inner shame and anxiety and provides a false sense of innocence. As long as the evil is outside of us we can keep our focus on changing someone else. In playing the victim our pain becomes our personal ticket to power because it gives us a false sense of moral superiority and outrage. We don’t have to grow up, let go, forgive, or surrender—we just have to accuse someone else of being worse than we are. We refuse to live in the real world of shadow and paradox.

When open, we move away from any need to protect our own power, we mirror the Trinity where all power is shared, where there is no domination, threat, or coercion. Jesus took this difficult path to know the depths of suffering and sin and yet to forgive reality for being what it is. Only the Spirit can teach us the paradox of growth, conversion, and transformation. Great love, great suffering, and some form of contemplative practice are the usual paths that keep us alert and receptive so we can get our small, false self out of the way, and become an open conduit for the abundant life that God is and that the believer becomes.

Resurrection for us is not an isolated miracle as much as an enduring relationship. Death is not just the death of the physical body, but all the times we hit bottom and must let go of how we thought life should be and surrender. We go through many deaths in our lifetime. These deaths to the small self are tipping points, opportunities to choose conversion. Death is death only for those who close down to growth and new life.

Benedictine spirituality is demanding. It ‘s about caring for the people you live with, and loving the people you don’t, and loving God more than yourself. It depends on listening for the voice of God everywhere in life, especially in one another.  Benedict insisted that we must learn to listen to what God is saying in our simple, sometimes crazy, and always uncertain daily lives. The good zeal, the monastic zeal, commits us to human community, immerses us in Christ, and surrenders us to God, minute by minute, person by person, day after day. Benedict reminds us that sanctity is the stuff of community in Christ and that any other zeal is false.

As we move forward from this Chapter, we need to not be afraid of darkness, of the things that look like they’re going in the wrong direction. So often the difficulty we face is exactly the thing that needed to happen in order for there to be clarity. Jesus’ life and ministry reveals that God uses tragedy, suffering, pain, betrayal, and death itself, not to wound us, but to bring us to God. There are no dead ends. Everything can be transformed and everything can be used. Trust that even when it seems our world is moving backward—away from justice and peace—this friction too can serve, to move us in a brand new direction.  +Amen.


 

 

Sunday, April 9, 2017

Palm Sunday Year A - April 9, 2017

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY
Br. Robert James Magliula, OHC
Palm Sunday -Year A  - Sunday April 9,2017 


Br. Robert James Magliula

Palm Sunday is a day of high emotion, teetering on the edge between happiness and heartbreak. The Christological hymn in Philippians, which predates all the Gospels, provides a way of entering into this contradiction. From his prison cell, Paul takes the story of the cross and transforms it into an exhortation to Christian discipleship: “Let the same mind be in you that was in Christ Jesus”. Paul urges us to let Christ’s way of thinking and acting serve as a template for our own lives. His poetic reflection challenges conventional understandings of both divine and human power.

Western Christianity has long operated with a static image of God as a Supreme Monarch and a distant Critical Spectator, whose love is perceived as unstable and preferential. To human beings caught up in envy and selfish ambition, equality with such a God sounds like a great deal, something to be exploited for our own purposes. We admire strength, importance, self-sufficiency, and autonomy. This is the American way and we, unfortunately, become the god we worship.

The God whom Jesus loves and relies on, by whose power he heals and forgives sin, is not a political tyrant or an aloof authority figure. The God of Jesus Christ is overflowing with mercy and justice. Unlike us, God has no position to defend, no personal interests to protect. There is no envy or selfish ambition in the Godhead. In the Trinity the divine life is found in dispossession, in an eternal circle of unrestricted giving to the other. God’s mystery rests in mutuality: three “persons” perfectly handing over, emptying themselves out, and then fully receiving what has been handed over. The mystery of Trinity is about letting go, which looks like weakness. This “kenosis” or self-emptying, as Paul calls it, is what we see in Jesus who is the incarnation of God’s love and power.

Those who orchestrated Jesus’ death were preoccupied with power and fearful of change. Their actions are both distressing and instructive, affording us an opportunity to reflect more deeply on our own lives, as we begin Holy Week. Our present times can try our capacity to hear Paul’s exhortation to put on the mind of Christ. Whether 1st or 21st century Christians, we must ask ourselves how we exemplify selflessness and regard for others, particularly in times of controversy. If the mind of Christ is in us, how is this manifest in our character, our grappling with our internal conflicts, in the new thing God may be trying to birth in us?

As those who seek the mind of Christ, we should beware of triumphant processions that exalt rivalry and selfish ambition, knowing that Christ has emptied those human spectacles of their power. By taking the human form of a slave, the heart of God is revealed in a willingness to identify with the least. Jesus’ triumphant entry points ahead of itself to his death when the subversive character of his kingship is revealed. The self-serving, violent forces that did their worst toward Jesus are emptied of their power. In confessing and imitating Jesus Christ, we subvert the authority of the lords of privilege and violence. Matthew’s Passion narrative affirms that whatever lies ahead for Jesus’ followers has already happened to Jesus. Whatever we might suffer, he has suffered already; the death we face is the death he already endured.

In each of our lives the time will come, if it hasn’t already, when we are driven to our knees. The question at that time is not, are we strong enough to bear it. The question is, are we pliant enough to accept the circumstance and give our lives and our wills to God when our own resources are inadequate and we are utterly defeated? This is the moment of grace and decision. Faith is demonstrated in relying upon God in the lowest moments of our lives. In the liturgy of this day we meet Jesus, not as a charismatic teacher but as the one betrayed, abandoned, and facing the inevitability of death.

The people who can handle power well are those who can equally let go of it and share it. They have made journeys through powerlessness. If we haven’t touched the vulnerable place within us, we project seeming invulnerability outside and judge others for their weakness. Human strength projects and protects a clear sense of self-identity and autonomy rather than relationship. Vulnerability, surrender, trusting don’t come easily and are never going to appeal to the ego. We must reclaim relationship as the foundation and ground of everything.

We like control; God, it seems, loves vulnerability. Vulnerability is the birthplace of love, belonging, joy, courage, empathy, and creativity. It is the source of hope, accountability, and authenticity. If we want deeper spiritual lives, vulnerability is the path.

In the Trinity God has forever redefined power. The Christian God is properly called all vulnerable as much as all mighty. Jesus’ Passion incarnates this deep wisdom. As he was stripped naked, we’re reminded not to cling to the trappings we use to make ourselves feel powerful and important. It keeps us from our True Self and gets in the way of honesty, vulnerability, and community. As he emptied himself, so he says to his disciples: “If any want to become my followers, let them deny themselves and take up their cross, and follow me.” Between happiness and heartbreak, this day calls us to let go, and give our fears, sorrows, and burdens over to Christ.

When we do, we allow ourselves to see God in all moments, and recognize that nothing is ever wasted, that God is in the business of generating life from every situation. +Amen.

Tuesday, November 1, 2016

All Saints’ Day 2016 and First Profession of the Monastic Vow of Br. Aidan William Owen- Nov. 1

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY
Br. Robert James Magliula, OHC 
All Saints' Day and First Profession of the Monastic Vow- Tuesday,  November 1, 2016


Aidan's Handwritten First Profession of the Monastic Vow. 

What a glorious feast, made even more glorious by Will’s first Profession of the vow!

 Around this time last year, Matthew shared with me a piece written by Cynthia Borgeault about how the Fall offers us a Triduum in All Hallows Eve, All Saints, and All Souls Day. Triduum, which means “three days”, is the name applied to those three days that form the heart of the Holy Week celebration encompassing Maundy Thursday, Good Friday, and Easter. The solemn passage through this sacred space is experienced not only as a set of external observances, but also as a journey deep within our own hearts.


Both Spring and Fall Triduums deal in different ways with the Paschal Mystery, that passage from death to life which is at the heart of Christian and all mystical paths. In Spring the days are lengthening, the earth is bringing forth new life.  In the Fall the movement is more inward. The days are shortening, and the earth draws once again into itself. Everything in the natural world confronts us with reminders of our own fragility and mortality. She wrote:


“In the quiet, brown time of the year, these Fall Triduum days are an invitation to do the profound inner work: to face our shadows and deep fears (death being for most people the scariest of all), to taste that in ourselves which already lies beyond death, then to move back into our lives again, both humbled and steadied in that which lies beyond both light and dark, beyond both life and death.”

So in the midst of this season, the days do offer themselves as a journey, a venue for the process of conversion, one that is not so unfamiliar to the inner work with which a monastic cooperates.

All Saints’ is the centerpiece of the Fall Triduum and is the thinnest of the thin places between heaven and earth, the living and the dead. We Christians dare to hope beyond the constraints of mortality. In a culture that seeks its own gratification at any cost, that spends its produce and its people as though there were no tomorrow, we dare to live as though there is a tomorrow and more, a place wherein which, and a people with whom to share that tomorrow.


In The Cloister Walk, Kathleen Norris describes an experience that gets to the very heart of what today’s feast is about. She writes:


“A monk said to me one day, ‘It’s time for you to meet the rest of the community.’ We walked to the cemetery, and through it, and as we passed each grave, he told me stories about the deceased.”

Today we celebrate our unity with the body of Christ throughout time. Each time we worship at the altar, the whole host of heaven crowds the air over our heads. It’s one of the miracles of God’s grace that all of time and space are gathered in that moment. At the altar, in that moment of intimacy, the kingdom, which is to come, is present.  The limitations are lifted, and we are one. For this reason the Church commends this feast as one of the five set apart for Baptism. What an appropriate context it is for Will to be deepening his commitment to the monastic expression of the baptismal covenant today, where we all receive our call to be saints.

In the Letter to the Ephesians, the writer prays that the hearers’ hearts might be enlightened, so that they may know the hope to which Christ calls them. To see with the heart is to imagine the future God is preparing. We are not only shaped by our experiences; we are shaped by our hopes, by the future into which we are living, and by the convictions by which we are living. Hope is best perceived by the eyes of the heart. Hope is best lived within a hopeful community, in the company of saints, both living and dead.


Barbara Brown Taylor reminds us that “To be a saint you don’t have to be famous, or perfect, or dead.  You just have to be you—the one-of-a-kind, never-to-be-repeated human being whom God created you to be—to love as you are loved, to open your arms to the world.” That’s a good description of the inner work of initial formation, and what Will has been tending to these past two years. As a Benedictine he has come to know that this happens in community.


We have all this company—all these saints sitting right here whom we can see for ourselves, plus those we cannot, all of them encouraging us, challenging us, and perhaps most especially, reminding us that we and they are not perfect. We are part of them, and they are part of us. None of us would be here if not for the love and prayers, the guidance and teaching of friends and family, of these saints living and dead, for whose lives we give thanks.


The vow that Will is about to make is extremely counter-cultural. We live in a society that places great importance upon external signs of success. We have to assure ourselves and others that we are valuable and important—because we doubt that we are. We live in an affluent society that’s always expecting more, wanting more, and believes it even deserves more. But the more we own, ironically enough, the less we enjoy. 


The more we project our soul’s longing onto things, the more things disappoint us. Benedict and James Huntington knew this well and addressed it in their Rule. Happiness is an inside job. When we expect to find happiness outside of ourselves, we are always disappointed.

The true goal of all religion is to lead us back to the place where everything is one, to the experience of radical unity with God and all of creation. That’s the monastic quest that Will has been living. When we live consciously we experience that basic connection. Out of that comes a sense of satisfaction and abundance, which makes it easier to live in the truth of who we are. We’re then able to draw from that abundance and share it freely with others. We stop trying to decide who is worthy of it because we know that no one is. It is pure grace and gift! Last month Will posted this in his blog:


“Eventually in every faithful life, we will reach a point–most likely many points–when we realize that we are desperately in need of salvation and, at the same time, totally unable to save ourselves. When this knowledge travels from the head down to the heart, it breaks that heart open. Such experiences are painful. But as we allow the weight of our poverty and need to break open our hearts, there is more room for those same hearts to be filled with Christ’s transforming light and life.”

This lived process he describes requires vulnerability. Vulnerability is the key to ongoing conversion and growth.  It’s a risky position to live in a kind of constant openness to the other—because it means others could, and inevitably will, sometimes wound us. But only if we take this risk do we also allow the opposite possibility: the other might also gift us, free us, and even love us. Benedict and James arrived at this truth by lived experience, which led them to emphasize building community, and crafting a Rule, and a vow that would support it.

The Spirit flows through, out, and beyond us when we live a vulnerable life—the life we see mirrored in a God who is described as Trinity, as three perfectly handing themselves over, emptying themselves out, and then fully receiving what has been handed over. Such a life naturally births creativity and generativity.


It’s been my privilege to witness the work of the Spirit in Will’s ongoing discernment these last years: his cooperation with both the work of his psyche and that of the Spirit, keeping himself vulnerable to life and love, cultivating creativity, and wrestling with all that would destroy it. The ego hates and fears change and failure, but those who are Spirit-led never stop growing. The path to holiness is the same as the path to wholeness. We are never there yet. We are always on the way. There’s no controlling or manipulating it. All we can do is recognize it and tend it. Again, Will named it when he wrote:


“As we learn to surrender this kind of dying and rising action, we allow God to turn our lives into an oblation for the healing of the world. We cannot accomplish this pouring out of our lives. We can only accede to it. In the moments when we do, we find that the crucified life that we seek draws us ever deeper in to the heart of God.”

 As I said last month at Josép’s profession, the religious life is an ever-deepening love affair. This is the only way to make sense of it and faithfully live into it.  In the words of the Order’s great mystic, Fr. Alan Whittimore:


“I have known very many monks and nuns who were successful in love beyond all dreams or imagining. For they have heard in their hearts the whispering of the Perfect Lover. And it has been their deepest passion and their joy to surrender themselves to Him unto death, even the death of the Cross.”
May it continue to be so for you, Will!
+Amen.