Sunday, October 31, 2021

All Saints B - October 31, 2021

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY

Br. Bernard Delcourt, OHC

All Saints B - Sunday, October 31, 2021


In the name of God, the Lover, the Beloved and the Love everflowing.

I surprised myself by wanting to talk to you about our passage from Revelation today. This book is also known as the Apocalypse. Under that name, it evokes portentous catastrophes and strife between good and evil. The Apocalypse is often seen as predictions of last things; the last things that will ever happen on this Earth as we know it. Whether those predictions are metaphorical or factual depends on who you ask. My sense is that they don’t make sense as literal descriptions of end times.

In fact, the Book of Revelation was written as an unveiling of God’s ultimate purpose for Christian communities contemporary to the writing of the book. Those communities lived throughout the Eastern Mediterranean at the end of the first century of the current era. Revelation was written as a way of encouraging these Asia Minor communities to continue the Christian life in the face of oppression under Roman Emperor Domitian. It was written to encourage them all to be everyday saints.

Most likely there was a pressure for Christians to participate in the imperial cult's religious festivals. This probably involved a threat of punishment or death if they did not partake of the emperor’s cult.

Christians didn’t weigh much in the face of the Roman Empire. After all, they were just members of a heretical wing of a minority faith (Judaism) barely tolerated by a human empire. They were utterly expendable.

*****

Whatever the circumstances in which the Book of Revelation was written, I trust that nowadays it needs to be read as a figurative account of the struggle between good and evil. 

The book has a moral purpose that transcends its immediate circumstances and purpose. That’s why we can still read this book and learn from it today.

This symbolic view of the book is still controversial in many Christian spheres. As Roger Ferlo writes: “The book of Revelation can be a happy hunting ground for bigots and fanatics, and the distortion of its purpose and meanings are as rampant today as they were two millenia ago.”

*****

Today’s passage from the book of Revelation points to the creation of a new community in unmediated communion with God. God will be in the midst of all God’s saints and all saints will be with God.

And the creation of that community is the purpose of history. God is the beginning and the end of history; the Alpha and the Omega. 

We come in-between those points amongst generations of our kind to be instruments of God’s love in building such community. The communion of the whole of Creation with God is the purpose of history. History and time will become irrelevant when that full communion happens.

The apostle John paints a vivid picture of what that community - shall we call it the Beloved Community - looks like. 

Death, mourning, crying and pain will be no more. God wipes every tear from our eyes. Emmanuel is tangibly with us. The Trinity dwells with us. And we dwell within the Trinity. The world, both heaven and earth, are renewed, not done away with. The cosmos is redeemed and perfected. 

The apostle John uses metaphors that rely on time and space because that is what we know and understand. But this renewed reality will be with God in an unmediated way. And God is beyond time and space. 

So the writer can only summon up visions that evoke what it will feel like while using time and space to make us apprehend this new reality. This will not be a restoration of our broken world to its imagined original or virginal state. 

It will be but a transformation beyond imagining. Still, John invites us to imagine what it would be like to live with the Divine as our neighbor in the new Jerusalem.

*****

You see, all creation and all redemption are one eternal movement of God’s Spirit, a movement that exists and has existed in every moment.

It existed from the creation of the universe at the beginning of time; to the Incarnation, Crucifixion, Resurrection, and Ascension of our Lord. It exists to the new creation at the apocalypse.

All these steps of salvation history are part of one eternally present movement of God’s Spirit.

Revelation and unveiling can happen anywhere, any time. Revelation and unveiling are the moments when the absolute reality announces itself to us in the midst of our human lives, when we can see, if only for a brief moment, the luminosity of our own selves and of all the created world. These are the moments when the shining garment of God’s body that is present in all people and all things becomes visible to us, if we only have eyes to see.

And those moments can happen and do happen to any of us at any time. It can happen to exceptional and everyday saints alike.

*****

Today, on the eve of All Hallows, the other name for All Saints, we view existence from the perspective of eternity. All generations are called blessed. They coexist irrespective of time in the same instant of God’s Love.  

Today, we honor saints who have come before us, maybe a few years ago, or centuries ago, whose examples we wish to follow. And also the saints who are alive today, those we know, those we live with and those we don’t. And also the saints who will come after us.

Today, we remember that we belong to the communion of saints, past, present and future, because we all are beloved children of God. In this holy community we partake of the divine today and every day.

*****

Beloved Lord, help us to spot the saints around us; help us to spot the saint in the mirror; help us learn from the saints; that we may see with your light and build your community of Love with You, here and now and forever. 
Amen.


Sunday, October 24, 2021

Proper 25 B - October 24, 2021

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY

Br. Robert James, OHC

Proper 25 B - Sunday, October 24, 2021



The Bartimaeus story in Mark concludes a short travel narrative that bridges Jesus’ Galilean ministry to his triumphal entry into Jerusalem. The encounter itself serves as a concluding bookend to a section in which blindness is a unifying theme. It begins with restoring the sight of the blind man at Bethsaida, and then confronting the spiritual blindness among his closest disciples who seem either unwilling or unable to accept the radical and subversive claim of God’s inbreaking kingdom revealed in the prediction of the betrayal, suffering, and death of Jesus. On his way to Jerusalem, Jesus seeks to cure their blindness and ours. 

Our passage begins as Jesus is on his way out of Jericho, which is only about 15 miles down the road from Jerusalem, with half the town tagging along. A local and known blind beggar, Bartimaeus, cries out, “Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me.” This is the first time that anyone, but a demon or a disciple has called Jesus by this title. In proclaiming Jesus, Son of David, he is alluding to the Messiah who is the Davidic king that will restore Israel. This is borne out in the following chapter with Jesus’ triumphant entry into Jerusalem. 
Those surrounding Jesus discouraged Bartimaeus from seeking him. They make it difficult for this outsider to get close. However, he is not dissuaded by their rude rebukes. Despite Jesus just talking to the disciples about the first being last, Mark reports that none of the disciples raised any objection when Bartimaeus is ordered to be quiet. Only when Jesus calls him do they offer encouragement. Jesus doesn’t upbraid them for their blindness to someone in need. He simply lets them be. By him having them call Bartimaeus, he points the way for them to be the disciples they need to become. 

Bartimaeus refuses to be defined by his circumstances or the judgements of others. He persists until his shouts are recognized. His persistence sets in motion a wave of mercy, blessing, and change. Jesus calls him. Those around him call him. They become witnesses to and vessels of mercy. The cry of need that caused Bartimaeus to be shunned becomes the occasion for them all to glimpse God’s final intention for all of creation. This glimpse is the miracle. It is what turns our vision to what really matters, pointing beyond the one before us to the One who created all for love’s sake. Bartimaeus throws off his cloak, his most treasured possession, springs up, and comes to Jesus with great hope and disarming clarity. 
Mark locates the power of this encounter in the initiative of Bartimaeus. He calls out. He comes to Jesus. He articulates his desire. Jesus enables the process by asking, “What do you want me to do for you?” It’s not a rhetorical question. He wants to hear Bartimaeus say exactly what he wants, exactly how much he believes Jesus can do. Bartimaeus speaks straight from the heart: “Teacher, let me see again.” Jesus heals him immediately with a word. No mud, no spittle, not even a touch. “Go, your faith has made you well.” “Go”, Jesus tells him, but he doesn’t go. He decides on the spot that Jesus’ way is his way and follows him to Jerusalem. There’s no ambivalence. He’s not only able to see physically but is also granted the grace to see the way of salvation. He’s held up as a model of Christian discipleship.

Physical blindness is something that most of us cannot imagine, what it’s like to live in darkness, or having learned to do that, what it would be like to suddenly see, to have to make sense out of color, depth, distance, perspective, and all those things that most of us take for granted. A book titled Space and Light by Marius von Senden records strange and moving interviews with people who were born blind and received their sight through the first successful cataract surgeries. Not everything was beautiful for these patients. For many, the change they experienced was overwhelming, depressing, and frightening. Some longed to return to the dark safety they had known. After being rescued from a life in the dark, after being hauled into the light and presented with a world full of color, depth, movement, space, sights---it can feel like too much.  

Often for us, change, seeing things about ourselves and others, can trigger the same reactions. The world turns out to be much bigger than we thought, bigger and more complex. We see ourselves for the first time, making us self-conscious. We can choose to stay where we are. We can sit in the familiar dark where all the edges are rounded off so that we will not hurt ourselves, where we need only what keeps us in the dark. We can feel that there is no sense getting our hopes up; no sense seeing ourselves in another way. It can feel safer to stay with what we know, concern ourselves with what is within our reach. 

On one level this is a story about one man who wanted out of his personal darkness. It’s a story that holds clues for those who want the same thing. This is a kingdom story, and we want it for our own: to encounter Jesus, to be called to him, to find words to tell him what we want, and to be made whole. To trade in our spiritual blindness so that we can see again---see ourselves, our world, Jesus clearly, without shadow. What a leap of faith: to cry out, spring up, and ask for our heart’s desire. Are we willing to learn, like Bartimaeus, our way around the obstacles and through the newness of it, into the mystery of it? Are we willing to see everything there is, the good along with the bad, the beautiful along with the ugly---in ourselves, in others, in the world? Having regained our sight, we may, like Bartimaeus, see that our way may no longer look as appealing as Jesus’ way which leads to Jerusalem, through a garden, past a cross, to an empty tomb. 
Take heart, get up, he is calling you.  

+Amen.

Sunday, October 17, 2021

Proper 24 B - October 17, 2021

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY

Br. Scott Borden, OHC

Proper 24 B - Sunday, October 17, 2021





The Lectionary for today offers interesting selections... I’m not saying they’re appealing... but interesting. And let me just acknowledge up front, I don’t find the Mysterious Order of Melchizedek in the Letter to the Hebrews particularly interesting. And honestly, I’m not even all that interested in Mark... But Job? Now that’s interesting. 

Carl Jung called Job the most important book in the Bible. It's certainly one of the most disturbing, and the competition in that category is stiff. The Book of Job has been described as the book you need when your life experience outgrows your understanding of God. 

Throughout Hebrew scripture God’s actions are often quite shocking. The destruction of almost all life on the planet in the story of Noah comes to mind. God is not at all shy about ethnic cleansing, incest, patricide, matricide, fratricide, infanticide, genocide... And for those who were interested in defending Biblical Marriage, well – read the bible... Incest, rape, lots of prostitutes... it is not a tidy world. 

One standard remains true through that bloody mess: God’s chosen people are protected. Among the Chosen People, good people get rewarded and bad people get punished. And one of the ways you could tell you were a bad person is because you were being punished. 

Enter Job. Scripture is at pains to tell us Job is a good person – maybe the best person. We can tell because he is blessed. His children are blessed. His children’s children are blessed.  

Then, if you recall, God gets into a what seems like a silly bet with the devil. Satan bets he can get Job to reject God. God takes that bet and the devil sets about to prove God wrong and win the bet at the expense of Job. 

In rapid succession Job’s family is destroyed, his wealth is destroyed, everything he cares about is taken from him and, to add insult to injury, he is afflicted with horrible skin conditions that make him an outcast. He started at the top of the world and within a few short paragraphs, he is sitting in the ash heap of his ruined life. 

Job’s friends have come to console him, in a way. They are on the face of it well intentioned, sympathetic, caring... Job’s neighbor Elihu gives a lengthy discourse on what God does and why... It sounds very good. Job’s sin must be great because his punishment is so great. The only problem is that this friend is entirely wrong. Job has not sinned. Through this entire ordeal Job has never doubted God. 

Now God enters the picture... this is where this morning’s reading picks up. God asks a question: “Who is this that darkens council by words without wisdom?” Well, that would be Job’s well-intentioned friend Elihu who has been holding forth for the past few chapters...  

God knows that Job is not being punished. The “wisdom” that Job’s friends offer is, in fact, made up entirely of words without wisdom. The reading continues with a series of rapid-fire rhetorical questions: Where were you when the foundations of the earth were laid? Can you make it rain when drought has turned everything into dust? Can you hunt in place of the lions, or for the birds? It seems that God is reminding the friends of Job, and by extension us, that we are limited, clumsy creatures, not nearly so capable as many of God’s other creatures. God stops short of saying shut up and go away, but that’s sort of in the subtext.  

It’s not that the friends of Job didn’t have important work to do. That work would have been consoling Job. Job’s life, after all, has been destroyed. But they don’t choose to console. Rather they choose to analyze and assign blame. In their ignorance they make a bad situation worse.  

In this dialogue with God Job says: “Surely I spoke of things I did not understand, things to wonderful for me to know.” To the unhelpful neighbors God replies: “I am angry with you because you have not spoken the truth about me as my servant Job has.” 

Of course, we don’t have to go back to the time of Job to observe this dark counsel. We just have to go back to the most recent natural disaster or mass shooting to hear voices offering words without wisdom. Political discourse should get its own category for extreme words without wisdom... 

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The Book of Job is the book that teaches us that not every bad thing is a punishment from God. In fact, none of the bad things in Job’s life are punishments from God. If this is part of how we understand God, then we need a new understanding. We need council enlightened by wisdom, not darkened by ignorance.  

Let's move on to Mark. Here we find James and John, the scrappy sons of Zebedee, wanting to be rewarded. “We want you to do for us whatever we ask...” Now there is a broad request. Perhaps they want to win the lottery... or live in luxury... But no, James and John just want to be Jesus’ number one and number two guys... That’s not too much to ask... 

Their words, it seems, have been darkened by council without wisdom. They don’t know what they are asking. And Jesus tries to let them down gently. Can you be baptized as I will be baptized? Can you drink the cup that I drink? We know that the cross is close on the horizon for Jesus and that cup is filled with Jesus’ own blood... But James and John are don’t seem to know this. What these two lack in wisdom they make up in confidence... 

The rest of the disciples are outraged. But Jesus responds, as he often seems to do, with a bit of a non-sequitur. Jesus offers a discussion of the role and responsibility of leadership. It is the council of wisdom. 

In the Gentile world, leaders demand great deference. They want to rule over the little people. This, buy the way, should sound familiar... welcome to our world. 

Jesus is revising the way of the world. Job is the book we need when experience requires a new concept of God. Jesus is telling the disciples, and us, that a new concept God will require a new concept of leadership. 

In God’s Kingdom rulers are servants. Jesus is here to serve, not to be served. If we want to follow Jesus, this is what we must do. We must be prepared to give up our lives. The good news for James and John is that they are getting what they asked for. The bad news is that they are getting what they asked for... 

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In a COVID wearied world I wonder what these stories may be telling us. 

Our journey through COVID tells us how much like the friends of Job we are. We want to respond to tragedy and destruction with judgment. Various government leaders were quick to assure us that COVID came from a failure (or a deliberate plot) in someone else’s laboratory.  

Somehow Bill Gates and George Soros were involved... And various would-be prophets proclaimed that COVID was God’s punishment on us for something wicked – probably something involving the LGBTQ+ community. How susceptible we still are to council darkened by words without wisdom. 

But if COVID teaches us anything, it's that our lives are ever more intertwined, interdependent. You can’t flip on a light switch here without activating a supply chain that wraps around the world. Yet we tell ourselves that independence is more important than anything and that we must maintain it at all cost. This is an illusion, and it is a lie.  

Our God concept and our societal concept have been left in the dust by our ever-changing world. The book we need is Job – and the sooner the better. 

Job teaches us is that we must be ready and willing to allow our relationship with God to grow. God is present with us now and, disinformation notwithstanding, we can hear God speak as Job heard God speak out of the whirlwind.  

God’s message – love. Nothing more and nothing less. Love God, love neighbor, and love self. These three things are in fact one and the same. We just need to break with Job’s friends and neighbors. We need to learn from James and John.  

Jesus’ message to us was, and is, and always will be that we must grow in the way of love. 

Monday, October 11, 2021

Proper 23 B - October 10,2021

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY

The Rev. Janet Vincent

Proper 23 B - Sunday, October 10, 2021



Preached from notes - no text available. Click on the audio link above to hear the sermon.

Saturday, October 9, 2021

Feast of the Dedication - October 7, 2021

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY

The Rev. Sean E. Mullen, Rector of St Mark's, Locust Street, Philadelphia

Thursday, October 7, 2021

It is well known that the story of the origin of the Order of the Holy Cross begins at an Anglo-catholic parish in Philadelphia.  It just so happens that the parish in question is not my parish.  So, if you will allow me, I’d like to establish my credentials.  The connections between West Park and Locust Street were well established by the time this Chapel was consecrated, since priests from Holy Cross had come to Saint Mark’s in the years before the First World War to tend to our parish during the interim between two rectors.  And it was Catherine Murray Rush Camac, a parishioner of Saint Mark’s, who made the gift to fund the construction of this chapel in memory of her husband William Masters Camac, who’d been a Vestryman.

For the record, William, the scion of a notable Philadelphia family, worked with the firm of the marvelously quirky and idiosyncratic Philadelphia architect Frank Furness.  Catherine was one of the grandchildren of Dr. Benjamin Rush, a most distinguished Philadelphian who had been a signer of the Declaration of Independence, and is often referred to as one of the founders of American psychiatry.  There is a Camac Street in Philadelphia, one short stretch of which is the last street in the city paved with blocks of wood.  The street is better known as the home of the Tavern on Camac, a piano bar that is pretty close to the heartbeat of the city’s affectionately nick-named Gayborhood.  So the Camac name still resonates in the city of brotherly love. 

My predecessor, Fr. Frank Vernon preached the sermon at the consecration of this chapel one hundred years and three days ago.  He was only a year into what would be a twenty-four year tenure at Saint Mark’s that ended with his death in 1944, a few months after he had collapsed of exhaustion.  Fr. Shirley C. Hughson, O.H.C., was the celebrant who sang the Solemn Requiem Mass for Fr. Vernon at Saint Mark’s, for which the Bishop of Pennsylvania was present.  We are told that the bishop offered the prayers.  (I’m curious to read between those lines - but, another time.)

When the Vestry adopted a memorial resolution on Fr. Vernon’s death, it mentioned that “his sermons were always brief but they evidenced an immense amount preparation.”*  Those sound like possibly more lines to read between.  Anyway, such requirements were not part of the job description by the time it made its way to me (neither the brevity nor the evidence of preparation). 

A volume of parish history produced for our centenary in 1947 makes substantial note of Mrs. Camac’s gift to the Order, providing a description of this building, as well as this comment:

“This chapel is in daily use and is the center of the monastic establishment at Holy Cross.  Many has been the soul which has found peace and pardon here and to whom our Lord has spoken words of consolation and encouragement.  Thousands have received at this altar the ‘Bread of Immortality’ which our Blessed Saviour has left as the pledge of His Love to His hungry children.  It can be said that this memorial to an ardent parishioner of St. Mark’s has become nationally known and loved as a shrine of our Church.”**

No need to read between the lines there, I think.  It sounds as though the people of Saint Mark’s were feeling quite proud of our association with the Order of the Holy Cross.  And except for the fact that I seem to remember that pride is a sin, I say, why wouldn’t we still feel proud of our long association with this community, and this place, this shrine of prayer and praise?!?  Many of us, myself included, over these past hundred years, have beaten a path from Locust Street to West Park, much to our benefit.  (And I should note that in my seminary days, I was fortunate to have Douglas Brown as my spiritual director.)

That little volume of history reports that at the service of consecration, Fr. Vernon took as his text, “Love is the fulfilling of the Law.”  For better or worse, I am not required to preach on that text, which, out of context, might be easy enough to do.  But in its proper context in the 13th chapter of St. Paul’s Epitsle to the Romans, is not an easy text to preach on.  It is preceded by Paul’s argument that we should “be subject to the governing authorities.”  And it is followed by his admonition to “cast off the works of darkness,” and to “make no provision for the flesh, to gratify its desires.”  All very well for monks, I guess, but I’m not a monk!

But I have to admire Fr. Vernon’s decision (if it was his) to preach on a text that has nothing to do with foundations, nothing to do with gold, silver, precious stones, wood, hay, straw, etc., nothing to do with temples, but only to do with the ongoing conversion of the church, and of every human heart, to the law of God’s love.  “He who loves his neighbor has fulfilled the law…. Love does no wrong to a neighbor, therefore love is the fulfilling of the law.”

If the Gospel reading assigned to Fr. Vernon was the same one assigned for today, no wonder he left it alone.  Jesus enters the temple.  He disrupts everything with accusations of corruption.  He chastises the men who are supposed to be in charge.  And then he walks out and goes on his way.  Well, that’s one way for the visiting preacher to approach his task.  But is this really a pattern we want to dwell on as we celebrate the anniversary of the dedication of this monastic church?

In the midst of that very upsetting series of events, the chief priests and the scribes came to Jesus with a question, when (as Matthew tells us) they saw what wonderful things he did; and when the children were crying out in the temple, “Hosanna to the Son of David!”   Any one of us who cares about the church (as we all do) knows exactly how the chief priests and the scribes felt in this moment, when a charismatic leader has caught the attention, and maybe even the hearts of the people, and is teaching them and leading them in ways that are not our ways, and with thoughts that are not our thoughts, and that we are certain cannot be good for them!  Because, frankly, what the scribes and the priests heard being shouted in the temple was blasphemy, as far as they were concerned.

So, they went up to Jesus, the chief priests and the scribes did, and they asked him, “Do you hear what they are saying?”  The question is telling, because they assume that if Jesus heard what they heard, he would do something about it.  God, I know how that feels, too.  How many times in my prayers have I wondered if Jesus is really listening - not just to me, but to everything I hear that I am sure cannot possibly be good for the people entrusted to my care, or for me?!?  What a common prayer it could be on my lips: Lord, do you hear what they are saying?  Or maybe a slightly different version of the question: Do you see what they are doing?  And I assume that if Jesus heard what I hear, if he saw what I see, he would do something about it!  Indeed, when I’m honest with myself, it’s almost never hard for me to identify with the chief priests and the scribes in the Gospel.  When I look beyond editorial prejudice against them, it’s almost never difficult for me to align myself with the Pharisees.  I mean, I hate to admit that to you, but over the years I have gotten used to being honest in this chapel.  It’s just that usually I am not speaking out loud.

And in this moment, I feel the echo of Fr. Vernon, as I try to work out how my heart is aligned, what kind of Gospel I have to proclaim…. and I feel that miserable prayer on my lips and in my heart again and again: Lord, do you hear what they are saying; do you see what they are doing. Take blasphemy, and add to it, for starters: gunfire, warfare, racism, untrammeled greed, a relentless and cruel marketplace, exploitation, addiction, the ruin of this planet, rampant secularization, outright rejection of religion, and this virus on top of it all. (Let alone my own issues!). Lord, do you hear what they are saying?  Do you see what they are doing?!?!

Fr. Vernon’s hand is on my shoulder, and he whispers in my ear, “Don’t you remember that love is the fulfilling of the law?”  Or, to paraphrase: Don’t you remember… love?  Don’t you remember… love?

As I feel Fr. Vernon’s hand on my shoulder, and hear his echo whispering in my ear, I find that my task here this morning to proclaim the good news is primarily to repeat and intensify what others from Saint Mark’s have already said.  To wit:

“Many has been the soul which has found peace and pardon here and to whom our Lord has spoken words of consolation and encouragement.  Thousands have received at this altar the ‘Bread of Immortality’ which our Blessed Saviour has left as the pledge of His Love to His hungry children.”  And when I get too caught up in that question - Lord, do you hear what they are saying? - it is easy for me not to notice that God’s children are still hungry.

Saint Mark’s and Holy Cross have something else in common, beyond a cast of characters from bygone years.  Perhaps it is bold of me to say this, but I will say it: our two communities - one monastic, one parochial - have the same heartbeat.  For, the hearts of both our communities beat with the rhythm of the daily Eucharist - and this is not normative in the Anglican tradition, but it is essential, and it is a profound connection.

I know that here you breathe the breath of the Daily Offices, inhaling and exhaling the Psalms, drawing them deep into your lungs, and sending them tunefully out again into the atmosphere.  And at Saint Mark’s, we breathe the Offices with a shallower breath than you do.  But the Mass is our heartbeat, our lifeblood - here in West Park and on Locust Street.  The Mass has been said daily at Saint Mark’s since 1884, which is just a few years later than the time this community’s Eucharistic heart began to beat.

If love is the fulfilling of the law, the Mass is the proper spelling and pronunciation of Christ’s love - and of course, it can be spelled and pronounced in a thousand different ways - for the Mass conveys the fullness of the mystery of God’s self-giving love in the person of Jesus.  And people come here to this community, to this chapel, as they also come to Saint Mark’s, in order to rest their heads on Jesus’ breast and listen to his heart beat.  God’s hungry children come here, as they also come to Saint Mark’s, day by day by day, to be fed with the Bread of Life.

In its memorial resolution, the Vestry of Saint Mark’s commended Fr. Vernon’s sermons not only for their brevity, but also because, “each was a carefully designed utterance - with a beginning, a middle, and an end.”  That’s the result of all that preparation, don’t you know?  And it doesn’t seem like a lot to ask of a preacher - but you never know what you’re going to get, do you?  

But as I said, my task here today seems to me to be one primarily of repetition.  So to make sure that this sermon at least has an end, I will repeat again the marvelous gifts identified by my parish decades ago when we bragged about our indelible connections to this community and its life of prayer:  Peace and pardon.  Words of consolation and encouragement.  And the Bread of Life which our Blessed Saviour gives as the pledge of His Love to His hungry children.

May Christ’s hungry children ever be fed here in this place.  And may Christ’s heart beat here with that unmistakable rhythm, so that those who come to worship and pray here may rest our hearts on Jesus’ breast and hear his heart beat, full of love.

* “Frank Lawrence Vernon: A Memorial Minute adopted by the Vestry of St. Mark’s Church, Philadelphia, July 5, 1944, available on philadelphiastudies.files.wordpress.com

** “St. Mark’s: One Hundred Years On Locust Street,” by Charles Glkyson, privately published, 1948, p. 75

Sunday, October 3, 2021

Proper 22 B - October 3, 2021

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY

Br. Aidan Owen, OHC

Proper 22 B - Sunday, October 3, 2021

In the name of the One God, who is Lover, Beloved, and Love Overflowing. Amen. 

I have good news and bad news. 

The good news: I’m not going to talk about divorce this morning. You’re welcome. 

The bad news: with Job and Hebrews, that really just leaves suffering. 

The letter to the Hebrews tells us that “it was fitting that God, […] in bringing many children to glory, should make the pioneer of their salvation perfect through suffering.” Perfect through suffering. 

Now, I don’t know about you, but I have suffered a lot in this life, and I expect I’ll suffer a great deal more before it’s all said and done. And despite what my brothers may tell you about my attitude, I never feel perfect. Actually, the longer I live my life as a Christian, the more of a mess I feel: less certain, less sure-footed, more aware of my need for God. But certainly not perfect. 

The issue with this verse, though, is that we often have an anti-scriptural idea of perfection. Many of us think of perfection in terms of self-sufficiency and self-control. If I am perfect, then I have all the answers; I’m beautiful and healthy; I’m totally generous and unconditionally loving. I have no problems at all, and nothing flusters me. I’ll admit, that’s often the sort of perfection I long for—a total absence of problems and need. But what room is there in such a life for God? Let alone for friends and loved ones and brothers and sisters? 

The scriptural idea of perfection is really better served by the word “whole.” Listen to this verse again: “It was fitting that God, […] in bringing many children to glory, should make the pioneer of their salvation whole through suffering.” The text takes on an entirely different sense, doesn’t it? God made Jesus whole, complete, unified in his being through suffering. His suffering and dying on the Cross completed Jesus’ life and gave the truth to his last words: consummatum est. It is finished, complete, consummated. 

The traditional spiritual word for this state of wholeness is “sanctification,” which our translation of Hebrews uses in the very next verse: “The one who sanctifies and those who are sanctified all have one Father.” In other words, we who are made whole in and through Jesus have the same source and return to the same Abba as Jesus. Similarly, the path of self-giving suffering and death, through which Jesus returned to his Father, is the path by which we, too, return to our Father. 

A few chapters later, the letter to the Hebrews picks up this line again: “In the days of his flesh, Jesus offered up prayers and supplications, with loud cries and tears, to the one who was able to save him from death, and he was heard because of his reverent submission. Although he was a Son, he learned obedience through what he suffered; and having been made perfect (whole), he became the source of eternal salvation for all who obey him.” (Heb 5:7-9) 

The way of perfection through suffering is also, and primarily, the way of obedience. Like perfection, we modern folks generally have difficulty understanding obedience. Far from slavish and unthinking deference to another, obedience is the fruit of love. It’s also the heartbeat of Benedictine monasticism. 

In Chapter 5 of his Rule, Benedict has this to say about obedience: “The first step of humility is unhesitating obedience, which comes naturally to those who love Christ above all.” He goes on, “It is love that impels [such people] to pursue everlasting life; therefore, they are eager to take the narrow road of which the Lord says: Narrow is the road that leads to life. [These people] no longer live by their own judgement.” (RB 1980, 5:1-2; 10-11) 

Like Jesus, we learn the love that leads to obedience through what we suffer. I don’t mean that we need to seek out suffering. It will come to us whether we seek it or not. Rather, God calls us not to turn away from our suffering, the suffering of those around us, and that of the world itself. As Don Bisson puts it, we cannot choose whether or not we suffer; we can only choose how we suffer. We can suffer neurotically, or we can suffer consciously. Most of us probably do both. To suffer neurotically is to fall into the same sinkholes of thought and behavior over and over again, all in an effort to remain as numb as possible. To suffer consciously means to face our suffering, look it in the eyes, and allow God to draw us into and through that suffering. 

Father Matta El-Meskeen, of the Monastery of St. Macarius the Great in Egypt, writes that “The experience of prayer is not all delight, nor power, nor tangible gain. To reach maturity under God’s hand, [we have] to undergo countless stages of purifying and discipline. God puts to death to bring back to life; [God] breaks to bind up, wounds to heal, smites to embrace, and banishes to restore to his bosom. To all God’s elect, there is no escaping his rod. To all those who love him, there is no alternative to the bitterness of abandonment and the gall of alienation. […] For it is impossible to share [God’s] glory without first sharing with him in his sufferings.” (Orthodox Prayer Life, 16-17). 

Why should such suffering be necessary? It seems to be the only way we humans can learn to get out of the way, to accept that we are not in control, and—finally—to surrender to God’s mercy. We have to try and fail over and over again to learn that we have no power to save ourselves. Only then can we begin to see that there is no need for us to save ourselves, because God is good and God’s mercy embraces and enfolds us every minute of every day. 

Perhaps the greatest suffering that comes our way is also the greatest joy that God has prepared for us: to see within ourselves the face of Christ. “He is the reflection of God’s glory and the exact imprint of God’s very being.” As Christ dwells within each of us, we carry that glory enthroned on our hearts. The bitterness of abandonment and the gall of alienation of which Father Matta writes is really the revelation of that glory as the substance of our inner being. This is the movement of which Paul speaks when he writes “I have been crucified with Christ, and it is no longer I who live, but it is Christ who lives in me.” (Gal 2:19-20) 

There is no way for Christ to live within us that does not lead, eventually to the Cross. And through the Cross to wholeness—perfection—of life in God. We must give up our lives to learn that they were never really ours to begin with. Then God gives God’s own life, in Jesus, back to us as our life, our heartbeat, our breath. 

In the end we will see that all is grace. The heartache and the joy, the Cross and the empty tomb, the suffering and the sanctification. All is grace, because God is good, and that is everything. 

Friday, October 1, 2021

Saint Michael and All Angels - September 29, 2021

Holy Cross Monastery, West Park, NY

Br. Josép Martinez-Cubero, OHC

Saint Michael and All Angels - Wednesday, September 29, 2021





Oración Al Angel De La Guarda

Angel de mi guarda 
oh mi dulce compañía 
no me desampares ni de 
noche ni de día hasta que 
me entregues en los brazos 
de Jesús y de María. Con 
tus alas me persigno y me 
abrazo de la Cruz y en 
mi corazón me llevo al 
dulcísimo Jesús.
Amén.

(Guardian Angel, my sweet companion, do not desert me during the night or during the day, until you deliver me into the arms of Jesus and Mary. With your wings I make the sign of the cross and embrace it, and in my heart a carry my sweet Jesus. ~Amen)

I was a very devout little boy growing up in Puerto Rico, and this is a prayer I said on my knees by my bedside every night. I looked for the English version of the prayer and it does not seem to exist. The prayers to the Guardian Angel in English are very different. So, what you just heard is my own translation.

We all have either talked about or heard someone talk about guardian angels. And we have either experienced or heard about what is described as ‘third person’ experiences, following a line in T.S. Eliot’s poem, The Wasteland: ‘Who is the third who walks always beside you? When I count, there are only you and I together. But when I look ahead up the white road, there is always another one walking beside you’.

I must admit that the Feast of Saint Michael and All Angels is one of my favorites. For one thing, the music for the antiphons of the Offices is awesome. And the texts are awe-inspiring and remind us that the richness and diversity of God's creation far exceeds what our eyes can see, or our rational minds can comprehend. I said I was a very devout little boy, and then, I became an actor, of the operatic kind, so you know, that’s drama times four! The older I get the more aware I seem to become of the mysterious cosmic drama we are all are part of. There is a much bigger picture that we mostly don’t pay attention to or think about. 

The lectionary today treats us to three familiar scripture stories about angels: the story of Jacob’s ladder; the story of the war in heaven in which Michael, leading the angels (the good ones!), beats the dragon, Satan, the deceiver of the whole world and his angels (the bad ones!); and finally, the gospel story of Jesus telling Nathanael that he will see something like Jacob’s ladder, “ascending and descending upon the Son of Man.” 

But accounts in both, the Hebrew Scriptures and the New Testament, of created beings other than humans who worship God in heaven and act as God’s messengers and agents on earth abound. We are not told much about them, and it is not clear how much of what is told is figurative, but it is all, nevertheless, important truth. In the Hebrew Scriptures, it is occasionally reported that someone saw a person who spoke to them with authority, and who they then realized was no mere human, but a messenger or agent of God. The word for “messenger” in Hebrew is malach, in Greek, angelos, from which the word "angel" derives. 

Angels have appeared to Abraham, Lot, Daniel, Zechariah, the Virgin Mary, and to those at Jesus’ tomb on the morning of the Resurrection. Angels have spoken to prophets, closed the mouths of lions, forced donkeys off their paths (remember that one?), appeared in dreams, guarded a garden, and killed off enemies of God’s people.

There are specific kinds of angels identified in the Hebrew Scriptures. The Cherubim (who apparently are not cute chubby babies!)– one of whom is placed with a flaming sword to guard the gateway to the Garden of Eden in Genesis (Ch. 3) and who are said to flank or support God’s throne as, for example, in Hezekiah’s prayer in the book of the Prophet Isaiah (Ch. 37). The Seraphim – whom Isaiah describes as having “six wings: with two they covered their faces, and with two they covered their feet, and with two they flew,” and who sing God’s praises at the heavenly throne.

We know the names of the archangels: Gabriel, who is named in the Book of Daniel and identified in the Gospel of Luke as the angel of the Annunciation; Raphael, who is identified as a companion and advisor to Tobias in the apocryphal Book of Tobit; Uriel, who was sent to test the prophet Ezra according to the apocryphal Second Book of Esdras; and Michael, who is the leader of God’s angel army in today’s passage from Revelation.

According to the Book of Job, angels were created before the physical world: in questioning Job, God asks him if he was there when the foundations of the earth were put in place, “when the morning stars sang together and all the heavenly beings shouted for joy?” 

So, we know a lot about angels, but why do we venerate them? What is the value to us of remembering the Holy Angels? What can we learn from them? Angels prick our conscience and point in the right direction so that we can recognize and follow the will of God. They connect heaven and earth, climbing up and down that ladder, which is Christ, drawing us closer to the Divine Presence, and opening our eyes to God. Demons, those bad angels who chose to disobey God and be God’s enemies, remind us that the higher we are the lower we can fall. The greater our gifts and talents, the greater the damage if we use them with the wrong intensions and without humility. 
 
In his book, “The Better Angels of Our Nature”, a phrase taken from the conclusion of Abraham Lincoln’s first inaugural address in 1861, Harvard psychologist Steven Pinker named four of these “better angels:”

Empathy, which “prompts us to feel the pain of others and to align their interests with our own”
Self-control, which “allows us to anticipate the consequences of acting on our impulses” and thus to regulate those impulses
Moral sense, which “sanctifies a set of norms and taboos that govern the interactions among people”
Reason, which “allows us to extract ourselves from our parochial vantage points.”

These are a sort of modern merging of the nine attributes St. Paul called the “fruit of the Spirit”: love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. (Galatians 5:22-23) It is through these fruits and gifts that human conscience is informed, and conscience, as Thomas Merton said, “is the light by which we interpret the will of God in our own lives.” (No Man Is an Island)

We can learn much from angels as the prompters of our conscience, as the “better angels” of empathy, moral sense, self-control, and reason, as the communicators of the gifts and fruits of the Spirit, and as mediators of God’s presence in the Church. But perhaps most importantly, angels help lead us to the passion of Christ and the cross. And this is important because it is only through embracing the cross that we find our way to God. 

So, as our beloved Brother Andrew Colquhoun once said, if you don’t believe in angels, then for Christ’s sake become one. Become a healer, and a proclaimer; become a warrior against hunger and hopelessness and evil; be a Light Bearer in the darkness around us. And remember to always “show hospitality to strangers, for by doing that some have entertained angels without knowing it. (Hebrews 13:2) 

¡Que así sea, en el nombre del Padre, del Hijo y del Espíritu Santo!

Amen+